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I have reached forty years,

لي أربعون من السنين

1. I have reached forty years,
And forty children as well.

١. لي أربعون من السِّنيـ
ـن وأربعون من الولدْ

2. No, but I am burdened with more,
Beyond what's been counted and told.

٢. لا بل عَلَيَّ وليس لي
ما بانَ منِّي فانْفَرَدْ

3. As if what was tallied for me
By the hands of accountants,

٣. أو ليس ما عدَّتْهُ لي
أيدي الحساب من العَدَدْ

4. Was stored and diminished
With more from me through the ages.

٤. مُتَخَوَّناً مُتَنَقَّصاً
منِّي مزيداً في الأبَدْ

5. Or as if I don't see my children
Supported by my demise.

٥. أو ما أرى ولدي قُوىً
منِّي بنقْضي تُسْتَجَدْ

6. They were all but ropes and cords
Scattered, divided and frayed.

٦. جُعِلَتْ وكانت كلُّها
حَبْلاً حِبَالاتٍ بَدَدْ

7. How much joy I had for a newborn
I waited for in hopes one day,

٧. كم من سُرورٍ لي بِمَوْ
لُودٍ أُؤمِّلُهُ لِغَدْ

8. And that time would guide me to see
Its gifts stretched before me to display.

٨. وبأن يَهُدَّنيَ الزما
نُ رأيت مُنَّتَهُ تُشَدْ

9. It's strange that I'm made happy
By what makes me most decay.

٩. ومن العجائب أن أُسَر
رَ بما يُشَدُّ بأَنْ أَهَدْ

10. Leave this, for past you remains
Forty dawnings, long in their stay,

١٠. دع ذا فَخَلْفَك أربعو
ن ضحى طويلاتُ المُددْ

11. In which a blow is released
For the horn, emptying all breath and health away.

١١. تلْتجُّ فيها نفخةٌ
للصور تَنخب ذا الجلدْ

12. O you racing in vanity,
Wait, for you have reached your lifespan.

١٢. شنعاءُ في الآذان تُق
لق كلَّ روحٍ في جسدْ

13. In your forties three times over
Are lessons for those bound in shackles.

١٣. يا راكضاً في لهوه
مهلاً فقد جُزْتَ الأمَدْ

14. How many forties and forty years again
Will say, the misguided must now be led?

١٤. في الأربعينات الثلا
ث مَواعظ لذوي العُقَدْ

15. In them are advices
That call the straying to righteousness instead.

١٥. كم أربعين وأربعيـ
ـن وأربعون تقول قدْ

16. With sincere repentance
To the One, the Single, the Eternal Head.

١٦. في كلهنَّ مواعظٌ
تدعو الغَوِيَّ إلى الرشدْ

١٧. فَقَدٍ بتوبةٍ مخلصٍ
للواحد الأحد الصَمَدْ