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My Master, I swear you no longer live in my abode

مولاي أقسم لم تعد في منزلي

1. My Master, I swear you no longer live in my abode
Like an ember on Eid, except as my guest

١. مَوْلاي أُقسِمُ لَمْ تَعُدْ في مَنزلي
مِن جَمْرَةٍ في العِيدِ إلا دُمَّلي

2. You’ve become harsh with me, as if fate
Made you stubborn and destined you for me

٢. حُوشِيتَ مِن قَاسٍ كأَنَّ الدَّهْرَ قد
أَعْداهُ غُلْظَتَهُ وَقَد أَهْداهُ لي

3. And you, full of spite against me, are like
The hatred in your chest boils in a pot

٣. وأَلَدُّ ذِي حَنَقٍ عليَّ كأَنَّما
تَغْلي عَداوَةُ صَدْرهِ في مِرْجَلِ

4. With a mouth that eats away at me
Distracting me from drink or bite

٤. وَلَهُ وَليسَ لهُ فَمٌ أَكْلٌ بهِ
لي شاغِلٌ عَن مَشْرَبٍ أومَأْ كَلِ

5. And you say this is an ember and you say this is tinder
Yet the word is that of the former

٥. وَيَقولُ هذا جَمْرَةٌ ويَقولُ هذا شَقْف
ةٌ والقولُ قَولُ الأَوَّلِ

6. And if an ember lights up in my lantern before me
That is a privilege for the kindler

٦. وإذا تَوقَّدَ في سِراجٍ جَمْرَةٌ
قَبلي فتلكَ مزِيَّةٌ لِلمُشْعِلِ

7. Do you see that I’ve grown and also increased in rank
Thus I’ve attained the share of the guided and the misguided?

٧. أَتُرى كَبِرْتُ وَزِدْتُ أَيضاَ رُتْبةً
فجمعْتُ حَظَّ المُهتدِى والمُطلي

8. And indeed I have suffered harm from him as an enemy who lodged
In my skin, tormenting those who by that are tormented

٨. ولَقَدْ بُلِيتُ بهِ عَذُوّاً باتَ في
جِلْدِي فَرَّقَ لِمن بذلكَ قَد بُلي

9. And he keeps gathering, then gathering, intoxicated
With envy of me and excessive overflowing bile

٩. وَيَظَلُّ يَجمعُ ثُمَّ يَجمَعُ وَهْوَ مِن
حَسَدٍ عَليَّ وَفَرْطِ غَيْظٍ مُمتَلي