1. You are my question, though you're miserly with my question,
And my hope, though you've cut off my hope,

2. And my life, though you've deliberately sought my death,
And my bliss, though you've aimed for my misery,

3. My death wish, my beloved, my fate, my master,
The owner of my bondage, my lord,

4. If only I had fulfilled my fate of demise, so you could
Live on after me, enjoying survival