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I tormented my soul with love unworthy

ู‚ู„ุจู ู‚ุฒุญ

1. I tormented my soul with love unworthy,
And left a heart burning in my absence.

ูก. ุฃุดู‚ูŠุชู ุฑูˆุญูŠู’ ููŠ ู‡ูˆู‰ู‹ ู„ุง ูŠุณุชุญูู‚ู’
ูˆุชุฑูƒุชู ู‚ู„ุจู‹ุง ููŠ ุบูŠุงุจูŠูŽ ูŠุญุชุฑูู‚ู’

2. Had I been reasonable toward suffering
I'd have steeled my heart through time's expanse.

ูข. ู„ูˆ ูƒู†ุชู ุฃูŽุนู’ู‚ูู€ู„ู ู„ู„ุนุฐุงุจู ูˆุณูŠู„ุฉู‹
ู„ุตู„ุจุชู ู‚ู„ุจูŠู’ ููŠ ุงู„ู…ุฏู‰ ุญุชู‘ูŽู‰ ูŠูŽุฑูู‚ู’

3. And I'd have filled poems' seas brimful
Wandering, drowned in blame's echoes.

ูฃ. ูˆู„ูŽุฑูุญุชู ุฃู…ู€ู’ู„ุฃู ู„ู„ู‚ุตุงุฆุฏู ุจุญู’ุฑูŽู‡ู€ุง
ุชูŠู‡ู‹ุง ุจู‡ู ุตูˆุชู ุงู„ู…ู„ุงู…ุฉู ู‚ุฏ ุบูŽุฑูู‚ู’

4. But my heart is like one who hurts others,
Making up flaws if perfection's seen.

ูค. ู„ูƒู†ู‘ูŽ ู‚ู„ุจูŠูŽ ู…ุซู„ูŽ ู‡ู…ู‘ูŽุงุฒู ุงู„ุฃุฐู‰
ุฅู†ู’ ู„ู… ูŠุฌุฏู’ ููŠ ุงู„ุญูุณู†ู ู‚ูุจุญู‹ุง ูŠุฎุชู„ูู‚ู’

5. It throws away all of love's religions
If lovers' faith spreads and is kept.

ูฅ. ูŠุฑู…ูŠู’ ุจุฃุฏูŠุงู†ู ุงู„ู…ุญุจู€ู‘ุฉู ูƒู„ู‘ูู€ู‡ู€ุง
ุฅู†ู’ ุฐุงุนูŽ ู„ู„ุนูุดู‘ุงู‚ู ุฏููŠู†ูŒ ูŠุนุชูŽู€ู†ูู‚ู’

6. Like a date-stone in a palm tree owned by none,
Fronds furnish perches till stones split.

ูฆ. ู…ุซู„ูŽ ุงู„ู†ู‘ูŽูˆู‰ ููŠ ู†ุฎู„ู ุนุงุฒุจุฉู ู„ู‡ู€ุง
ุณุนูŽููŒ ูŠุคุซู‘ูุซู ู„ู„ู†ู‘ูŽูˆู‰ ูƒูŠ ูŠูŽู†ูู„ูู‚ู’

7. Or like an arrow in fierce warriors' hands-
If the bow curves from fear, off flies the shaft.

ูง. ุฃูˆ ู…ุซู„ูŽ ุณู‡ู…ู ููŠ ุฃูŽูŠุงุฏู ุบูู€ุฑู‘ูŽุฉู
ุฅู†ู’ ู…ุงู„ูŽ ู…ู†ู‡ุง ุงู„ู‚ูˆุณู ุฎูˆูู‹ุง ูŠู†ุทู„ูู‚ู’

8. Vacillating....watchful.....wavering.....
Each whim has an uneasy dream.

ูจ. ู…ูุชุฑุฏุฏูŒ... ู…ูุชุฃู‡ุจู‘ูŒ... ู…ูุชู„ูˆู‘ู†ูŒ...
ููŠ ูƒู„ู‘ู ุดุงุฑุฏุฉู ู„ู‡ู ุญูู„ูู…ูŒ ู‚ูŽู„ูู‚ู’

9. If the wind opposes it, it pays no heed,
And (breezes) like perfume through it slip.

ูฉ. ุฅู†ู’ ุนุงู†ุฏุชู‡ู ุงู„ุฑูŠุญู ู„ุง ูŠูุตุบูŠ ู„ู‡ุง
ูˆ (ู†ุณุงุฆู…ูŒ) ูƒุงู„ุนุทุฑู ููŠู‡ุง ูŠู†ุฒู„ูู‚ู’

10. We had agreed, in the shadows of intimacy,
That the torment of loving a beauty was created.

ูกู . ูƒู†ู‘ุง ุงุชูู‚ู†ุง ููŠ ุบูŠุงู‡ุจู ุตููˆุฉู
ุฃู†ู‘ ุงู„ุนุฐุงุจูŽ ู„ุญูุจูู‘ ูุงุชู†ุฉู ุฎูู„ูู‚ู’

11. Words fled, and under her whips fell asleep,
Seeking torment as if we hadn't agreed.

ูกูก. ููŽู€ุฑูŽู‘ ุงู„ูƒู„ุงู…ู ูˆู†ุงู…ูŽ ุชุญุชูŽ ุณููŠุงุทู‡ุง
ูŠุฑุฌูˆ ุงู„ุนุฐุงุจูŽ ูƒุฃู†ู†ู‘ูŽุง ู„ู… ู†ุชููู‚ู’

12. The magic of conversation won over his curiosity
If, for listening ears, a secretly heard voice flowed.

ูกูข. ุณูุญู’ุฑู ุงู„ุฃุญุงุฏูŠุซู ุงุณุชู…ุงู„ูŽ ูุถูˆู„ูŽู‡ู
ุฅู†ู’ ุฑุงู‚ูŽ ู„ู„ุขุฐุงู†ู ุณูŽู…ู’ุนู‹ุง ูŠูŽุณู’ุชุฑูู‚ู’

13. Had he known that love's outcome
Is a hook on which fancy hangs, pierced,

ูกูฃ. ู„ูˆ ุฃู†ู‘ูŽ ุตู…ุชู‹ุง ููŠ ุดูุงู‡ู ุฑุงู‚ู‡ู
ุณู„ู‘ูŽ ุงู„ูƒู„ุงู…ูŽ ูƒุนุงุดู‚ู ุตุจู‘ู ู„ูŽุจูู‚ู’

14. He'd have mustered resolve in ardor's breast
And pondered profoundly the promises made.

ูกูค. ู„ูˆ ูƒุงู†ูŽ ูŠุฏุฑูŠ ุฃู†ู‘ูŽ ุฎุงุชู…ุฉูŽ ุงู„ู‡ูˆู‰
ุตู†ุงุฑุฉูŒ ู„ู„ูˆู‡ู’ู…ู ููŠู‡ุง ู‚ุฏู’ ุนูŽู„ูู‚ู’!

15. No harm to my heart had I remained as I was,
A spirit drowned in weeping, choking to death!

ูกูฅ. ู„ุงุณุชู†ูุฑูŽ ุงู„ุฃู†ู‘ุงุชู ููŠ ุตูŽุฏู’ุฑ ุงู„ุฌูŽูˆู‰
ูˆู„ุฃู…ุนู†ูŽ ุงู„ุชููƒูŠุฑูŽ ููŠู…ู†ู’ ู‚ุฏู’ ูˆูŽุซูู‚ู’

16. Or been a lock of hair by dreaminess touched,
Smit by seduction's spell, body bent, desiring.

ูกูฆ. ู…ุง ุถุฑู‘ูŽ ู‚ู„ุจูŠู’ ู„ูˆ ุจู‚ูŠุชู ูƒู…ุง ุฃู†ุง
ุฑูˆุญู‹ุง ุชู…ุงู‡ูŽู‰ ููŠ ุงู„ู†ุดูŠุฌู ู„ูŠุฎุชู†ูู‚ู’!

17. I'd have cast the scent of fingers over it
And it would have sighed, the flesh silently sweating.

ูกูง. ุฃูˆ ูƒุงู† ุดูุนู’ุฑู‹ุง ู…ูู† ุฎูŠุงู„ู ู…ูŽุณู‘ูŽู‡ู
ุณูุญุฑู ุงู„ุบูˆุงูŠุฉู ูุงู†ุญู†ูŽู‰ ุฌุณูŽุฏู‹ุง ุดูŽุจูู‚ู’

18. And its beauty would have awakened from raptureโ€“โ€“
While the heart, from treachery, did not awaken.

ูกูจ. ุฃู„ู‚ู‰ ุจุฑุงุฆุญุฉู ุงู„ุฃุตุงุจุนู ููˆู‚ูŽู‡ุง
ููŽุชู†ู‡ู‘ูŽุฏุชู’ ูˆุงู„ุฌุณู…ู ููŠ ุตู…ุชู ุนูŽุฑูู‚ู’

19. I unleashed my voice into the horizon, to call it back.
The horizon narrowed; the heart overflowed and could bear no more.

ูกูฉ. ูˆุฃูุงู‚ูŽ ู…ูู† ูุฑุทู ุงู„ุตุจุงุจุฉู ุญูุณู’ู†ูู‡ุง
ูˆุงู„ู‚ู„ุจู ู…ูู† ูุฑุทู ุงู„ุฎูŠุงู†ุฉู ู„ู… ูŠูููู‚ู’

20. I freed every stranger who'd lodged within it
But from its darkness it did not escape.

ูขู . ุฃุทู„ู‚ุชู ุตูˆุชูŠ ููŠ ุงู„ู…ุฏูŽู‰ ู„ุฃุฑุฏู‘ูŽู‡ู
ุถุงู‚ูŽ ุงู„ู…ุฏู‰ุŒ ูˆุงู„ู‚ู„ุจู ุฑุงู†ูŽ ูˆู„ู… ูŠูุทูู‚ู’

21. I destroyed it to get a soul that for it
โ€“Capricious soulsโ€™โ€“โ€“if destroyed, would still live!

ูขูก. ุฃุนุชู‚ุชู ูƒู„ู‘ูŽ ุบุฑูŠุจุฉู ุณูƒูŽู†ุชู’ ุจู‡ู
ู„ูƒู†ู‘ู€ู‡ู ู…ูู€ู†ู’ ุธู„ู…ู€ู‡ู ู„ู€ู…ู’ ูŠู†ุนูŽุชูู‚ู’

22. I burdened it when for my chest I tore it;
It slit my tunic, caring nothing if stolen.

ูขูข. ุฃุฒู‡ู‚ุชูู€ู‡ู ู„ุฃู†ู€ุงู„ูŽ ู…ูู†ู’ ุฑูˆุญู ู„ูŽู€ู‡ู
ู…ูุชู‚ู„ู‘ุจู ุงู„ุฃุฑูˆุงุญู... ูŠุญูŠุง ุฅู† ุฒูู‡ูู‚ู’!

23. So I left it when it met a base woman,
Remaining to mourn: would we hadn't parted!

ูขูฃ. ุฃุชุนุจุชูู‡ู ู„ู…ู‘ู€ุง ู„ูุตุฏุฑูŠูŽ ุฌูุฒู’ุชู‡ู
ุดู‚ู‘ูŽ ุงู„ุฎู…ูŠุตุฉูŽ ู„ุง ูŠุจุงู„ูŠ ุฅู† ุณูุฑูู‚ู’

ูขูค. ูุงุฑู‚ู€ุชูู€ู‡ู ุญูŠู€ู† ุงู„ุชู‚ู‰ ุจุฏูŽู…ูŠู…ุฉู
ูˆุจูŽู‚ูŠุชู ุฃู†ู€ุนูŠู’: ู„ูŠุชูŽู†ู€ุง ู„ู… ู†ูŽูู€ู€ุชุฑูู‚ู’