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Your eyes regained my being

ุฃุญุงุฏูŠุซ

1. Your eyes regained my being
Did we meet before in some place?

ูก. ุนูŠู†ุงูƒู ููŠู‡ุง ู…ุง ุงุณุชุนุงุฏูŽ ูƒูŠุงู†ูŠ
ูู‡ู„ ุงู„ุชู‚ูŠู†ุง ู‚ุจู„ูŽ ุฐุง ุจู…ูƒุงู†ูุŸ

2. My eyes! I know not but
Before meeting, two ghosts may meet

ูข. ุนูŠู†ุงูŠูŽ!ุŸ ู„ุง ุฃุฏุฑูŠ ุฅุฐุง ู„ูƒู†ู‘ู‡ู
ู‚ุจู„ูŽ ุงู„ู„ู‚ุงุŒ ู‚ุฏ ูŠู„ุชู‚ูŠ ุงู„ุทูŠูุงู†ู

3. As for coincidence, I donโ€™t believe in it
Fate controls peopleโ€™s lives

ูฃ. ุฃู…ู‘ุง ุงู„ุชุตุงุฏููุŒ ู„ุณุชู ู…ุคู…ู†ุฉู‹ ุจู‡ู
ู‚ุฏุฑูŒ ู‡ูŠูŽ ุงู„ุฏู‘ูู†ูŠุง ุนู„ู‰ ุงู„ุฅู†ุณุงู†ู

4. And as time embraced us, it tore others apart
So letโ€™s be content with its present generosity

ูค. ูˆูƒู…ุง ุงุญุชูˆุงู†ุง ุงู„ุฏู‡ุฑูุŒ ู…ูŽุฒู‘ู‚ ุบูŠุฑูŽู†ุง
ูู„ู†ูƒุชููŠ ู…ูู†ู’ ุฌูˆู’ุฏูู‡ู ุจุงู„ุขู†ูŠ

5. You spoke nothing but the truth, our lives
Are destined like the sunโ€™s orbit

ูฅ. ู…ุง ู‚ู„ุชู ุฅู„ุง ุงู„ุญู‚ู‘ูŽุŒ ุฅู†ู‘ ุญูŠุงุชูŽู†ุง
ู…ุญูƒูˆู…ุฉูŒ ูƒุงู„ุดู…ุณู ุจุงู„ุฏูˆุฑุงู†ู

6. And our worries in this reality
That governs us, are two-faced

ูฆ. ูˆู‡ู…ูˆู…ูู†ุง ู„ุง ุชู†ู‚ุถูŠ ููŠ ูˆุงู‚ุนู
ูƒุงู„ุญุงูƒู…ูŠู†ูŽ ุจู‡ูุŒ ู„ู‡ู ูˆุฌู‡ุงู†ู

7. We strive after things all our lives, and if
We attain them, we become indifferent in moments

ูง. ู†ุณุนู‰ ูˆุฑุงุกูŽ ุงู„ุดูŠุกู ู…ุง ุนูุดู†ุงุŒ ูุฅู†ู’
ู†ู„ู†ุงู‡ูุŒ ู†ุฒู‡ุฏู ููŠู‡ู ุจุนุฏูŽ ุซูˆุงู†ูŠ

8. This running is most severely murderous
The race to vanishing existence

ูจ. ุงู„ุฑูƒุถู ู‚ุงุชู„ูู†ุง ุงู„ุฃุดุฏู‘ู ู‚ุณุงูˆุฉู‹
ุฑูƒุถู ุงู„ููู†ุงุฉู ุนู„ู‰ ุงู„ูˆุฌูˆุฏู ุงู„ูุงู†ูŠ

9. Do I love? No, but I do love profusely
And I suffer from women and their proximity!

ูฉ. ุฃุชูุญูุจู‘ูุŸ ู„ุงุŒ ู„ูƒู†ู’ ุฃูุญูŽุจู‘ู ุจูƒุซุฑุฉู
ูˆู…ู†ูŽ ุงู„ู†ุณุงุกู ูˆู‚ุฑุจู‡ู†ู‘ูŽ ุฃูุนุงู†ูŠ!

10. You may think me a liar! But
Do not laugh at a reality that makes me weep

ูกู . ู„ูƒู ุฃู† ุชุธู†ู‘ูŠู†ูŠ ูƒุฐูˆุจุงู‹!ย  ุฅู†ู‘ู…ุง
ู„ุง ุชุถุญูƒูŠ ู…ู† ูˆุงู‚ุนู ุฃุจูƒุงู†ูŠ

11. Where is that in which I destroyed my feelings
To live in comfort and safety?

ูกูก. ุฃูŠู†ูŽ ุงู„ุฐูŠ ุฃู‡ู„ูƒุชู ููŠู‡ู ู…ุดุงุนุฑูŠ
ู„ูŠุนูŠุดูŽ ููŠู‘ูŽ ุจุฑุงุญุฉู ูˆุฃู…ุงู†ูุŸ

12. I called it โ€œmy loveโ€ and betrayed my fears
To live it but it rejected me!

ูกูข. ุฃุณู…ูŠุชูู‡ู "ุนุดู‚ูŠ" ูˆุฎูู†ุชู ู…ุฎุงูˆููŠ
ู„ุฃุนูŠุดูŽู‡ู ู„ูƒู†ู‘ู‡ู ุฃุฑุฏุงู†ูŠ!

13. This is me, I wasted half my poems
As I try to gain a speck of reassurance

ูกูฃ. ู‡ุฐุง ุฃู†ุงุŒ ุถูŠู‘ูŽุนุชู ู†ุตููŽ ู‚ุตุงุฆุฏูŠ
ูˆุฃู†ุง ุฃุญุงูˆู„ู ุฐุฑู‘ุฉูŽ ุงุทู…ุฆู†ุงู†ู

14. Until when do I feign happiness, while my smile
Hides the sadness in it?

ูกูค. ุญุชู‘ู‰ ู…ุชู‰ ุฃุจุฏูŠ ุงู„ุณุฑูˆุฑูŽุŒ ูˆุจุณู…ูŽุชูŠ
ููŠู‡ุง ุงู„ุฐูŠ ููŠู‡ุง ู…ู†ูŽ ุงู„ุฃุญุฒุงู†ูุŸ

15. I did not ask for this world, to break me
Like a female shatters the ribs of the infatuated

ูกูฅ. ู„ู… ุฃุทู„ุจ ุงู„ุฏู†ูŠุงุŒ ู„ุชูƒุณุฑู†ูŠ ูƒู…ุง
ุงู„ุฃู†ุซู‰ ุชูุญุทู‘ูู…ู ุฃุถู„ูุนูŽ ุงู„ูˆู„ู‡ุงู†ู

16. When I fell, I looked and saw no sympathizer
But I saw the gloating of backbiters!

ูกูฆ. ู„ู…ู‘ุง ูˆู‚ุนุชูุŒ ู†ูŽุธุฑุชู ู„ู… ุฃุฑูŽ ู…ูุดููู‚ุงู‹
ู„ูƒู†ู’ ุฑุฃูŠุชู ุดู…ุงุชุฉูŽ ุงู„ุฎู„ู‘ุงู†ู!

17. My chaste wishes warn you about me
Not incapable of them, nor hesitant

ูกูง. ุชูู†ุจูŠูƒู ุนู†ู‘ูŠ ุฃู…ู†ูŠุงุชูŒ ุนูุชู‡ุง
ู„ุง ุนุงุฌุฒุงู‹ ุนู†ู‡ุงุŒ ูˆู„ุง ู…ูุชูŽูˆุงู†ู

18. I realized, even if late, that acceptance
Is the drowning manโ€™s rope, and comforter of pensiveness

ูกูจ. ุฃุฏุฑูƒุชู ู„ูˆ ู…ุชุฃุฎุฑุงู‹ ุฃู†ู‘ูŽ ุงู„ุฑู‘ุถุง
ุญุจู„ู ุงู„ุบุฑูŠู‚ูุŒ ูˆุจุงุนุซู ุงู„ุณู‘ูู„ูˆุงู†ู

19. And you granted me when I accepted my affliction
So I calmed my heart, and my tongue rested

ูกูฉ. ูˆูƒุณูุจุชูู†ูŠ ู„ู…ุง ู‚ูŽุจูู„ุชู ู…ูˆุงุฌุนูŠ
ูุฃุฑุญุชู ู‚ู„ุจูŠุŒ ูˆุงุณุชุฑุงุญูŽ ู„ุณุงู†ูŠ

20. From all the disappointment I faced
The true consolation was in the Quran

ูขู . ุนู† ูƒู„ู‘ ู…ุง ูˆุงุฌู‡ุชูู‡ู ู…ู† ุฎูŠุจุฉู
ูƒุงู†ูŽ ุงู„ุนุฒุงุกู ุงู„ุญู‚ู‘ ููŠ ุงู„ู‚ุฑุขู†ู

21. And your love, how did I lose it? How did
Some quotations on the wall end?

ูขูก. ูˆู‡ูˆุงูƒูŽ ูƒูŠููŽ ุฎุณุฑุชูŽู‡ูุŸ ูƒูŠููŽ ุงู†ุชู‡ู‰
ุจุนุถูŽ ุงู‚ุชุจุงุณุงุชู ุนู„ู‰ ุงู„ุฌูุฏุฑุงู†ูุŸ

22. Do not ask, for poetry is the home of my secrets
And my poems are created to fly

ูขูข. ู„ุง ุชุณุฃู„ูŠ ูุงู„ุดุนุฑู ุจูŠุชู ุณุฑุงุฆุฑูŠ
ูˆู‚ุตุงุฆุฏูŠ ุฌูุจู„ุช ุนู„ู‰ ุงู„ุทูŠุฑุงู†ู

23. The weather became mine after rebelling
As for my heart, it is the kingdom of my expression

ูขูฃ. ุงู„ุฌูˆู‘ ู…ูู„ูƒูŠ ุตุงุฑูŽ ุจุนุฏ ุชู…ุฑู‘ูุฏู
ุฃู…ู‘ุง ูุคุงุฏูŠ ูู‡ูˆ ู…ูู„ูƒู ุจูŠุงู†ูŠ

24. If a manโ€™s tears would restore his glory
He would cry blood on the palaceโ€™s threshold

ูขูค. ู„ูˆ ุฃู†ู‘ ุฏู…ุนูŽ ุงู„ู…ุฑุกู ูŠูุฑุฌุนู ู…ูŽุฌุฏูŽู‡ู
ู„ุจูƒู‰ ุฏู…ุงู‹ ูƒุณุฑู‰ ุนู„ู‰ ุงู„ุฅูŠูˆุงู†ู

25. So why do I complain now, leaning
On this poem while tears run me down?

ูขูฅ. ูุนู„ุงู…ูŽ ุฃุดูƒูˆ ุงู„ุขู†ูŽ ู…ูุชูƒุฆุงู‹ ุนู„ู‰
ู‡ุฐูŠ ุงู„ู‚ุตูŠุฏุฉู ูˆุงู„ุฏู‘ู…ูˆุนู ุฏูˆุงู†ูŠุŸ

26. I worry for all the details that
My fate does not stop addicting me to

ูขูฆ. ู‚ู„ู‚ูŠ ุนู„ู‰ ูƒู„ู‘ ุงู„ุชูุงุตูŠู„ ุงู„ุชูŠ
ู„ุง ุชู†ุชู‡ูŠ ุญุธู‘ูŠ ู…ู†ูŽ ุงู„ุฅุฏู…ุงู†ู

27. If I hide what I want, I hide it
In me, fearing deprivation

ูขูง. ุฅู† ูƒู†ุชู ุฃูุฎููŠ ู…ุง ุฃูุฑูŠุฏู ูุฅู†ู†ูŠ
ย ุฃุฎููŠู‡ู ููŠู‘ูŽ ู…ูŽุฎุงูุฉูŽ ุงู„ุญุฑู…ุงู†ู

28. What of the sea that kills us?
Direct this question to the coasts

ูขูจ. ู…ุงุฐุง ุนู† ุงู„ุจุญุฑู ุงู„ุฐูŠ ูŠุบุชุงู„ูู†ุงุŸ
ู‡ุฐุง ุงู„ุณุคุงู„ู ุณู„ูŠู‡ู ู„ู„ุดู‘ูุทุขู†ู

29. And I will go now, awaiting tomorrow
Perhaps I will meet you again in time

ูขูฉ. ูˆุฃู†ุง ุณุฃู…ุถูŠ ุงู„ุขู†ูŽุŒ ู…ูู†ุชุธุฑุงู‹ ุบุฏุงู‹
ูˆู„ุฑุจู‘ู…ุง ุฃู„ู‚ุงูƒู ุจุนุฏูŽ ุฒู…ุงู†ู

30. So keep from me, if we do not meet
When salvation passes through the homelands

ูฃู . ูู„ุชุญูุธูŠ ุนู†ู‘ูŠ ุฅุฐุง ู„ู… ู†ู„ุชู‚ูŠ
ุญูŠู†ูŽ ุงู„ู†ุฌุงุฉู ุชู…ุฑู‘ู ุจุงู„ุฃูˆุทุงู†ู

31. For Muslims drowning in their weakness
The world will be surprised by a different face

ูฃูก. ู„ู„ู…ูุณู„ู…ูŠู†ูŽ ุงู„ุบุงุฑู‚ูŠู†ูŽ ุจุนุฌุฒู‡ู…
ุณุชููุงุฌุฃ ุงู„ุฏู†ูŠุง ุจูˆุฌู‡ู ุซุงู†ูŠ