عجنتكَkneaded you فيin صَحْنِbowl الأسىsorrow البَلْواءُaffliction
عجنتكَ في صَحْنِ الأسى البَلْواءُ
خَبَزَتْكَbaked you فيin تنّورِهاtheir oven الأنْواءُthe storms
خَبَزَتْكَ في تنّورِها الأنْواءُ
Affliction kneaded you in the bowl of sorrow;
Sorrow kneaded you in her dark bowl,
the storms baked you in their oven.
And misfortune baked you in her fiery ovens.
وسعيرُand the blaze لاno جَدوىavail سَقاكَmade you drink أوارَهُits searing heat
وسعيرُ لا جَدوى سَقاكَ أوارَهُ
وتمنَّعَتْand withheld itself عَنْfrom وَصْلِكَjoining you التأساءُconsolation
وتمنَّعَتْ عَنْ وَصْلِكَ التأساءُ
And the blaze of futility made you drink its searing heat,
The flames availed you nothing, their burning was in vain,
and consolation refused to join you.
And grief refused your company.
تمشيyou walk غُفارياlike a Ghifari،أليلاailing، مُجْهداexhausted
تمشي غُفاريا،أليلا، مُجْهدا
مُتصارِمًاestranged يغتالُكَslays you الإعْياءُexhaustion
مُتصارِمًا يغتالُكَ الإعْياءُ
You walk like a Ghifari, ailing and exhausted,
You walk as one lost, night-blinded, exhausted,
estranged, while exhaustion slays you.
Battling relentlessly, worn down by fatigue.
سينsīn (Arabic letter) السُّؤالِthe question قَدِalready اصطفتْكَsingled you out مُبكِّرًاearly
سين السُّؤالِ قَدِ اصطفتْكَ مُبكِّرًا
فتغوَّلَتso grew monstrous فيin روحِكَyour soul البرداءُthe ague
فتغوَّلَت في روحِكَ البرداءُ
The sīn of the question singled you out early,
The sighing question chose you early on,
so the ague grew monstrous in your soul.
And sadness draped itself about your soul.
جيمُjīm (Arabic letter) الجوابِthe answer تضرّمَتْblazed لَمْdid not تنطفئْgo out
جيمُ الجوابِ تضرّمَتْ لَمْ تنطفئْ
نارُfire السَّمومthe scorching wind تؤُرّهاstokes it الرَّمْضاءُthe sun-scorched ground
نارُ السَّموم تؤُرّها الرَّمْضاءُ
The jīm of the answer blazed and did not go out—
The groaning answer smoldered, its flames unquenched,
a fire of the scorching wind, stoked by the burning ground.
Fueled by bitterness’s glowing embers.
وأسىand sorrow المنافيthe places of exile قدindeed سَقاكَmade you drink مِنَof النوىseparation
وأسى المنافي قد سَقاكَ مِنَ النوى
وتعثّرَتْand stumbled فيin ظلّكَyour shadow الأضْواءُthe lights
وتعثّرَتْ في ظلّكَ الأضْواءُ
And exile’s sorrow made you drink of separation,
And the grief of exile gave you poison to drink
and the lights stumbled in your shadow.
While shadows stumbled over your fading light.
قَدْalready شابَgrew gray قَلبُكَyour heart قَبْلَbefore رأسِكَyour head ياO فَتىyoung man
قَدْ شابَ قَلبُكَ قَبْلَ رأسِكَ يا فَتى
مُذْsince أثقلتْكَweighed you down بِعِبْئِهاwith their load الأعْباءُthe burdens
مُذْ أثقلتْكَ بِعِبْئِها الأعْباءُ
Your heart grew gray before your head, O youth,
Your heart grew old before your head, o youth,
since burdens weighed you down with their load.
Ever since burdens weighed heavily upon you.
أنتyou الطّريدُthe outcast عليْكَupon you قدindeed جَثَمَcrouched العناsuffering
أنت الطّريدُ عليْكَ قد جَثَمَ العنا
واسْتَفْحَلَتْand grew rampant فيin دَرْبِكَyour path البأساءُadversity
واسْتَفْحَلَتْ في دَرْبِكَ البأساءُ
You are the outcast; suffering has crouched upon you,
You are the outcast, doom crouches over you,
and adversity has grown rampant along your path.
And sorrows have taken root along your path.
غَيَّضْتَyou dried up دمعكَyour tears فيin غَرابيبِpitch-black darkness الونىlassitude
غَيَّضْتَ دمعكَ في غَرابيبِ الونى
حتىuntil اشْتكَتْcomplained منof كأدِكَyour hardship الكأداءُthe arduous ascent
حتى اشْتكَتْ من كأدِكَ الكأداءُ
You dried up your tears in the pitch-black depths of lassitude,
You hid your tears in the gloaming of woe
until even the arduous ascent complained of your hardship.
Until, constrained, they complained of your restraint.
موتًاdeath كثيرًاmuch قدindeed سُقيتَyou were made to drink مِنَfrom الرّدىdoom
موتًا كثيرًا قد سُقيتَ مِنَ الرّدى
ومحتand erased ظِلالَthe shadows كيانِكَyour being الظّلماءُdarkness
ومحت ظِلالَ كيانِكَ الظّلماءُ
You have been made to drink death in abundance from doom,
Much death you drank from the cups of havoc
and darkness erased the shadows of your being.
While shadows erased the marks of your being.
قدindeed أهْلَكْتْكَdestroyed you لواعجٌburning pangs لاnot تنتهيend
قد أهْلَكْتْكَ لواعجٌ لا تنتهي
وتمنَّعَتْand withheld itself عَنْfrom لحدِكَyour grave البَطْحاءُthe gravelly plain
وتمنَّعَتْ عَنْ لحدِكَ البَطْحاءُ
Burning pangs that never end have destroyed you,
Endless disasters have destroyed you,
and the gravelly plain denied you a grave.
And the open plains denied you a grave.
ماnot كنتyou were إبْنًاa son للحياةِof life لأنّهاbecause it
ما كنت إبْنًا للحياةِ لأنّها
قدindeed غيّبتكَhad hidden you بجُبِّهاin its well الأرْزاءُcalamities
قد غيّبتكَ بجُبِّها الأرْزاءُ
You were no son of life, for
You were no child of life, for it
calamities had hidden you in its well.
Had hid you away in its barren bosom.
قُمrise مُتْdie فمَوْتكَfor your death مُذْsince وُلِدْتَyou were born مؤجَّلٌdeferred
قُم مُتْ فمَوْتكَ مُذْ وُلِدْتَ مؤجَّلٌ
فَلعلَّso perhaps مَوْتكَyour death يَشْتهيهِlongs for it رِثاءُan elegy
فَلعلَّ مَوْتكَ يَشْتهيهِ رِثاءُ
Rise, die—for your death has been deferred since you were born;
Arise, your death was appointed at birth,
so perhaps an elegy longs for your death.
Perhaps your demise is what the elegy desires.
Sol 6.1