وتَأَمَّلتُand I gazed مِنfrom بَينamong الدُّمُوعthe tears كَأَنَّماas though
وتَأَمَّلتُ مِن بَين الدُّمُوع كَأَنَّما
تَأَمَّلتُI gazed مِنfrom بَينamong السَّحابِthe clouds المَواطرِrain-laden
تَأَمَّلتُ مِن بَين السَّحابِ المَواطرِ
And I gazed through tears—as though
I gazed through rain-laden clouds—
مَحَلَّthe dwelling أَبيof Abu العَبّاسِal-Abbas حَيثُwhere عَهدتُهُI used to see him
مَحَلَّ أَبي العَبّاسِ حَيثُ عَهدتُهُ
لَعَلَّperhaps أَباAbu العَباسِal-Abbas يَبدوmight appear لِناظِريto my eye
لَعَلَّ أَبا العَباسِ يَبدو لِناظِري
at Abu al-Abbas’s dwelling, where I used to see him,
hoping Abu al-Abbas might appear before my eyes.
فَلَمّاso when اِنثَنَتturned back عَينيmy eye وَلَمand did not تَرَsee شَخصَهُhis form
فَلَمّا اِنثَنَت عَيني وَلَم تَرَ شَخصَهُ
رَجعتُI returned إِلىto تمثالهhis image فيin خَواطِريmy thoughts
رَجعتُ إِلى تمثاله في خَواطِري
And when my gaze turned back, having failed to see his form,
I returned to his image in my thoughts.
كَأَنّاas though we تَمَتَّعناwe delighted لِقلَّةbecause of the brevity of عمرهhis life
كَأَنّا تَمَتَّعنا لِقلَّة عمره
بِلمحةِin a flash of بَرقٍlightning أَوor بِلَمحةin a glimpse of طائِرِa bird
بِلمحةِ بَرقٍ أَو بِلَمحة طائِرِ
It was as though, so brief was his life, we had delighted
in a flash of lightning or a glimpse of a bird.
فَإِنand if يَتّخِذhe takes بَينamong المَقابرِthe graves مَوطِناa dwelling
فَإِن يَتّخِذ بَين المَقابرِ مَوطِنا
فَأَوطانُناthen our homes مِنfrom بَعدِهِafter him كَالمَقابرِlike graves
فَأَوطانُنا مِن بَعدِهِ كَالمَقابرِ
And if he makes his home among the graves,
then our homes after his passing are like graves.
وَقالواand they said صَغيرٌyoung فَاِصطَبرso be patient لِمصابهِover his loss
وَقالوا صَغيرٌ فَاِصطَبر لِمصابهِ
فَقُلتُso I said أَشَدُّthe severest الفَقدِloss فَقدُthe loss of الأَصاغِرِthe little ones
فَقُلتُ أَشَدُّ الفَقدِ فَقدُ الأَصاغِرِ
And they said, “He was young, so bear his loss patiently.”
So I said, “The hardest loss is the loss of little ones.”
Sol 6.1