أدركتُI attained حظيmy fortune فيin شتاءwinter حياتيmy life
أدركتُ حظي في شتاء حياتي
كالصبحlike the dawn منبلجاًbreaking forth منfrom الظلماتِthe darkness
كالصبح منبلجاً من الظلماتِ
I found my fortune in the winter of my life,
I realized my fortune in the winter of my life
Like dawn breaking forth from darkness.
Like the dawn gleaming from the darkness
فرجعتso I returned منfrom عمريmy lifetime إلىto شرخthe prime الصباyouth
فرجعت من عمري إلى شرخ الصبا
ونبذتand I cast off زهديmy renunciation وازدريتand I scorned حصاتيmy prudence
ونبذت زهدي وازدريت حصاتي
So I returned from my years to the prime of youth,
So I returned from my life to the crack of youth
And cast aside my renunciation and scorned my prudence.
And discarded my asceticism and scorned my pebbles
ووقفتand I stood منof لبنانLebanon بينamong ظبائهits gazelles
ووقفت من لبنان بين ظبائه
صباًa lovesick man اسائلهنI ask them أينwhere مهاتيmy oryx
صباً اسائلهن أين مهاتي
And I stood in Lebanon among its gazelles,
And I stood in Lebanon among its gazelles
Lovesick, asking them: Where is my oryx?
Pouring my youth asking them where are my mothers
خلفتهاI left her behind يومthe day of الوداعfarewell شجيةsorrowful
خلفتها يوم الوداع شجية
وسلختand I stripped away عنfrom قبلاتناour kisses قبلاتيmy kisses
وسلخت عن قبلاتنا قبلاتي
I left her sorrowful on the day of farewell,
I left her on the day of farewell aggrieved
And stripped my kisses away from our kisses.
And peeled off from our kisses my kisses
ولزمتand I adhered to آدابthe decorum المشيبgray-haired age وضيمهاand its indignities
ولزمت آداب المشيب وضيمها
متنكراًdisowning لصبابتيtoward my longing بأناتيwith my composure
متنكراً لصبابتي بأناتي
And kept to the decorum of gray hair and its indignities,
And I adhered to the ethics of old age and its oppression
Disowning my longing through my composure,
Disguised against my youth with my sighs
متحامياًavoiding شكوىcomplaint البوارحthe torments مانعاًpreventing
متحامياً شكوى البوارح مانعاً
مكنونthe hidden part of وجديmy passion انto يجوزpass لهاتيmy uvula
مكنون وجدي ان يجوز لهاتي
Avoiding complaints of torment, keeping
Defending the complaint of sensations, preventing
My hidden passion from passing my throat.
My innermost heart if it dares to cross this
والنجمand the star ينظرwatches دمعthe tears of عينيmy eye وحدهalone
والنجم ينظر دمع عيني وحده
ولليلand to the night (apparently ‘and the night’) يسمعhears وحدهalone أناتيmy groans
ولليل يسمع وحده أناتي
And the star alone watches the tears in my eye,
And the star watches the tear of my eye alone
And the night alone hears my groans.
And the night alone hears my moans
ماnot كنتI was أحسبthinking أنthat أعودI would return وللمنىand for hopes
ما كنت أحسب أن أعود وللمنى
نشواتهاtheir raptures واعيشand I live بعدafter مماتيmy death
نشواتها واعيش بعد مماتي
I never thought I would return, with hopes
I did not expect to return and for the wish
Still full of rapture, and live after my death.
Its pleasures, and live after my death
اماas for الألىthose who ردواrestored عليto me حشاشتيmy last spark of life
اما الألى ردوا علي حشاشتي
فحياتهمso their lives مفديةٌransomed بحياتيwith my life
فحياتهم مفديةٌ بحياتي
As for those who gave me back my spark of life,
As for those who returned my madness to me
Their lives are ransomed with my life.
Their lives are ransomed by my life
عطفواthey showed kindness عليto me وعظمواand they exalted قدريmy standing وماand not
عطفوا علي وعظموا قدري وما
أناI غيرother than عبدهمtheir slave وهمand they ساداتيmy masters
أنا غير عبدهم وهم ساداتي
They were kind to me and exalted my standing; and
They were kind to me and esteemed my worth, and I
I am nothing but their slave, and they are my masters.
Am nothing but their slave and they are my masters
لولاهمwere it not for them لاستأسدwould have acted like a lion الباغيthe oppressor علىagainst
لولاهم لاستأسد الباغي على
شأنيmy standing وغلand would have shackled يديmy hand دهريmy age العاتيthe ruthless
شأني وغل يدي دهري العاتي
Without them, the oppressor would have acted the lion against
Were it not for them, the transgressor would have overcome
My standing, and my ruthless age would have shackled my hand.
My status and tied my hand, my eternal enemy
دهرٌan age يغيرraids علىthe man of letters الأديبand not فماI see أرىline_24
دهرٌ يغير على الأديب فما أرى
منfrom ركبهits riders نحويtoward me سوىexcept الآفاتcalamities
من ركبه نحوي سوى الآفات
An age that raids the man of letters; I see nothing
A fate that changes against the literate, so I do not see
In its troop coming toward me but calamities.
Among its riders toward me except misfortunes
وجريرتيand my offense أنيthat I لبستdonned حيالهfacing it
وجريرتي أني لبست حياله
درعاًarmor تقيprotects صدريmy chest منfrom الطعناتthrusts
درعاً تقي صدري من الطعنات
And my offense is that, confronting it, I donned
And my crime is that I wore armor against it
Armor that protects my chest from thrusts.
That protects my chest from stabs
واللَهand God يعلمknows أننيthat I لمdid not أبتذلI cheapen
واللَه يعلم أنني لم أبتذل
أدبيmy literary art الأبيthe unbowed ولاnor أهنتُI demeaned هناتيmy trifles
أدبي الأبي ولا أهنتُ هناتي
And God knows that I have not cheapened
And Allah knows that I did not debase
My unbowed art, nor belittled my trifles.
My highborn literature or disgrace my art
قطعتI passed أيامthe days of الشبابyouth وشرعتيand my creed
قطعت أيام الشباب وشرعتي
بينamong المواردthe watering places شرعةthe creed of الحسناتgood deeds
بين الموارد شرعة الحسنات
I passed the days of youth, and my creed
I spent the days of youth and held my banner
Among the wellsprings was the creed of good deeds.
Among the meadows, a banner of good deeds
وحفظتand I kept عهدthe pledge of أحبتيmy loved ones متنكباًturning away
وحفظت عهد أحبتي متنكباً
فيin حبlove for قوميmy people عنfrom محبةlove for ذاتيmyself
في حب قومي عن محبة ذاتي
And I kept faith with my loved ones, turning away,
And I kept the covenant of my loved ones, inclined
In love for my people, from love of myself.
To loving my people over loving myself
ولزمتand I stood by لبنانLebanon المفدىworthy of sacrifice وقتat a time لمdid not
ولزمت لبنان المفدى وقت لم
يلزمهstands by it فيin بلواهits affliction غيرexcept فداةself-sacrificing defenders
يلزمه في بلواه غير فداة
And I stood by Lebanon, worthy of sacrifice, when none
And I adhered to redeemed Lebanon at a time when
Stood by it in its ordeal but its self-sacrificing defenders.
None adhered to it in its afflictions except its redeemers
إنif لمnot تكنthere was ليfor me فيin الكريهةbattle نارهاits fire
إن لم تكن لي في الكريهة نارها
فقريحتيthen my poetic gift قذافةُa hurler of الجمراتembers
فقريحتي قذافةُ الجمرات
If I had none of its fire in battle,
If I had no fire in its ember
My poetic gift was a hurler of embers.
My eulogy would be the carrier of embers
أوor لمnot تكنthere was ليfor me قوسهاits bow وسهامهاand its arrows
أو لم تكن لي قوسها وسهامها
أوترتI strung ذهنيmy mind بارياًwhittling كلماتيmy words
أوترت ذهني بارياً كلماتي
Or if I lacked its bow and arrows,
Or if I had no bow and arrows for it
I strung my mind, whittling my words.
I composed my mind with eloquent words
الثلجthe snow منfrom لبنانLebanon شاطئthe shore of خاطريmy thought
الثلج من لبنان شاطئ خاطري
والأرزand the cedars منهfrom it مجتلىthe unveiling-place of آياتيmy verses
والأرز منه مجتلى آياتي
Lebanon's snow is the shore of my thought,
The snow from Lebanon is the coast of my soul
And its cedars the place where my verses are unveiled.
And its cedars are the place of recitation of my verses
اجلوI unveil عليهupon it بناتthe daughters of فكريmy thought حرةًfree
اجلو عليه بنات فكري حرةً
فتروحُso they go forth قيدbound by هواهlove of it كالآماتlike slave women
فتروحُ قيد هواه كالآمات
Upon it I unveil the daughters of my thought, free,
I unleashed upon it the free daughters of my thought
And they go forth, bound by love of it, like slave women.
So they roam bound by its passion like indentured ladies
يقتادهاit leads them مثلlike السباياthe female captives العانياthe submissive women (word continues)
يقتادها مثل السبايا العانيا
تending of ‘submissive women’ لهto it وهنand they علىagainst سواهothers besides it عواتrebellious
ت له وهن على سواه عوات
It leads them like captive women, bound
He leads them like captive girls belonging to him
To it, though they are rebellious toward all others.
While they to others are defiant and disobedient
تلكthose العرائسbrides ماnot لبسنthey wore منof الحلىadornments
تلك العرائس ما لبسن من الحلى
إلاexcept مصوغwrought adornment رياضهits gardens النضراتthe verdant
إلا مصوغ رياضه النضرات
Those brides have worn no adornments
Those brides wore no jewelry
Except what its verdant gardens have wrought.
Except what was forged in its meadows of blossoms
تغدوthey spend the morning وتمسيand spend the evening فيin مشارفthe heights of أرزهits cedars
تغدو وتمسي في مشارف أرزه
كالحورlike houris مشرفةًgazing down منfrom الجناتthe gardens of Paradise
كالحور مشرفةً من الجنات
They pass morning and evening on the heights of its cedars,
They rise and set on the outskirts of its cedars
Like houris gazing down from the gardens of Paradise.
Like houris overlooking from heavens
والبرقand lightning دونbeneath جبينهاtheir brow ومناكبand the shoulders of الأقمارthe moons
والبرق دون جبينها ومناكب الأقمار
دونbelow مواطئthe landing places of الخطواتthe footsteps
دون مواطئ الخطوات
Lightning is below their brow, and the shoulders of the moons
And lightning below their foreheads and shoulders of moons
Are below the places where their footsteps fall.
Below the landing places of steps
قسماًan oath بهاby them وهيand they are القوافيthe rhymes انif حلفswore (word continues)
قسماً بها وهي القوافي ان حلف
تI (verb ending) بهاby them أبرI keep my oath كمقسمlike one swearing باللاتby al-Lāt
ت بها أبر كمقسم باللات
I swear by them—they are the rhymes! If I swear
I swear by them, and they are the rhymes, that if I swore
By them, I keep my oath, like one swearing by al-Lāt.
By them I would be more faithful than swearing by Al-Lat
لوif لمnot يكنwere لبنانLebanon بعدafter اللَهGod معbeginning of ‘object of worship’
لو لم يكن لبنان بعد اللَه مع
بوديcompletion of ‘my object of worship’ لماwould not كانbe القريضpoetry صلاتيmy prayer
بودي لما كان القريض صلاتي
If Lebanon, after God, were not my object of
If Lebanon after God were not the beloved of
Worship, poetry would not be my prayer.
My heart, poetry would not have been my ritual prayer
وإذاand when شكوتI complain فاننيthen indeed I شاكٍcomplaining إلىto
وإذا شكوت فانني شاكٍ إلى
لبنانLebanon ماwhat ضيعتI squandered منof نفثاتيmy poetic breaths
لبنان ما ضيعت من نفثاتي
And when I complain, I complain to
And if I complain, then I complain to
Lebanon of the breaths of verse I have squandered.
Lebanon, I have not wasted my breath
الشعرpoetry فيfor غيرanyone other than الأديبthe man of letters خسارةa loss
الشعر في غير الأديب خسارة
مثلlike اللجينsilver يذابُis melted فيin الدمناتdung heaps
مثل اللجين يذابُ في الدمنات
Poetry spent on anyone but a man of letters is a loss,
Poetry in other than the literate is a loss
Like silver melted in dung heaps.
Like clarified butter melting in manure
انيindeed I خبرتI tested بنيthe sons of الزمانthe age فلمand did not أجدI find
اني خبرت بني الزمان فلم أجد
إلاexcept الأديبthe man of letters علىamid البلاءaffliction يؤاتيlends help
إلا الأديب على البلاء يؤاتي
I have tested the sons of the age, and found none
I have experienced the people of time, but I have not found
But the man of letters ready to help in affliction.
Except the literate to bring misfortune upon himself
يشقىhe suffers ليسعدto gladden شاقياًa sufferer ويبيحهand grants him
يشقى ليسعد شاقياً ويبيحه
روحاًa spirit تعيدrestores الروحlife للأمواتto the dead
روحاً تعيد الروح للأموات
He suffers to gladden a sufferer, and grants him
He suffers so others may prosper, willingly making himself
A spirit that restores life to the dead.
A soul that brings back the soul to the dead
روحٌa spirit تسيلflows علىalong اليراعةthe reed pen كلماwhenever
روحٌ تسيل على اليراعة كلما
سالflows المدادُthe ink بهاthrough it علىonto الصفحاتthe pages
سال المدادُ بها على الصفحات
A spirit that flows along the reed pen whenever
A soul flowing upon parchments whenever
Ink flows through it onto the pages;
The ink flows upon the pages with it
روحٌa spirit تطلlooks out علىover الدجانthe deep darkness كأنهاas though it
روحٌ تطل على الدجان كأنها
فلقthe breaking of الصباحmorning يمزقtears apart الدجناتthe dark clouds
فلق الصباح يمزق الدجنات
A spirit that looks out over deep darkness, as though it were
A soul overlooking the centuries as if it is
Daybreak, tearing the dark clouds apart.
The dawn splitting the darkness
هيit قوةٌa power سحريةٌmagical حصرتhas confined زماbeginning of ‘rein’
هي قوةٌ سحريةٌ حصرت زما
مending of ‘rein’ الكونِthe universe بينbetween يراعةa reed pen ودواةِand an inkwell
م الكونِ بين يراعة ودواةِ
It is a magical power that has confined the
It is a magical power that confined the eras of
Rein of the universe between a reed pen and an inkwell.
The universe between a parchments and an inkwell
صالتit charged علىagainst دولthe realms of البغاةthe tyrants فقوضتand overthrew
صالت على دول البغاة فقوضت
أركانهاtheir pillars ومشتand walked علىupon الهاماتthe heads
أركانها ومشت على الهامات
It charged the tyrants' realms and overthrew
It marched against the states of tyrants, so it demolished
Their pillars, and trod upon their heads.
Their pillars and walked upon the summits
أفديI would ransom بروحيwith my soul معشراًa company منfrom among قومهاits people
أفدي بروحي معشراً من قومها
سرواthey dispelled أسايmy grief وبردواand cooled زفراتيmy sighs
سروا أساي وبردوا زفراتي
With my soul I would ransom a company of its people,
I ransom with my soul a group of its people
Who dispelled my grief and cooled my sighs.
Who tolerated my harm and cooled my agitation
همthey أهلthe people of وديmy affection لاmay not عدوتI pass beyond ظلالهمtheir shade
هم أهل ودي لا عدوت ظلالهم
فظلالهمfor their shade للخيرfor goodness ستsix جهاتdirections
فظلالهم للخير ست جهات
They are my beloved friends; may I never leave their shade,
They are the people of my affection, their shadows are no enemy
For their shade shelters goodness in all six directions.
For their shadows are six directions of good
لولاwere it not for طوالعهمtheir rising stars لماwould not واجهتI have faced فيin
لولا طوالعهم لما واجهت في
لبنانLebanon غيرother than طلائعthe vanguards of النكباتcalamities
لبنان غير طلائع النكبات
Without their rising stars, I would have faced in
Were it not for their risings, I would have faced in
Lebanon nothing but the vanguards of calamity;
Lebanon only the vanguards of catastrophes
ولماand would not تلقىhave received مسمعيmy ear منfrom رجعهits echo
ولما تلقى مسمعي من رجعه
إلاexcept أنينthe moaning of نوادبmourning women ونعاةand bearers of death tidings
إلا أنين نوادب ونعاة
And my ear would have received from its echo
And my hearing would have received from its echo
Only the moans of mourning women and bearers of death tidings;
Only the wailing of mourners and lamenters
ولماand would not وردتI have come to water السلسبيلSalsabīl, the sweet spring منof الصفاpure affection
ولما وردت السلسبيل من الصفا
والطيباتُand good things ذواهبٌdeparting وأواتand returning
والطيباتُ ذواهبٌ وأوات
Nor would I have come to the Salsabīl of pure affection,
And the soft flowing brook would have come from euphoria
While good things depart and return.
While comforts are lost and gone
ياO أخوةًbrothers سبغتspread amply عليover me دروعهمtheir armor
يا أخوةً سبغت علي دروعهم
وبهمand through them وجدتI found مهنديmy Indian-steel blade وقناتيand my spear
وبهم وجدت مهندي وقناتي
O brothers whose armor has fully sheltered me,
O brothers, you clad me in your armors
And through whom I found my Indian blade and spear,
And through you I found my defender and my spears
أحيتrevived عوارفكمyour kindnesses بيin me الأملthe hope الذيthat
أحيت عوارفكم بي الأمل الذي
ودعتهI bade it farewell ونظرتand I saw فيهwithin it رفاتيmy remains
ودعته ونظرت فيه رفاتي
Your kindnesses revived in me the hope that
Your noble ways revived me, the hope which
I had said farewell to, seeing my own remains within it.
I abandoned and saw only my remnants
أدركتمونيyou reached me والطريقwhile the road كثيرةmany
أدركتموني والطريق كثيرة
عقباتهاits obstacles فأقلتمso you remedied عثراتيmy stumbles
عقباتها فأقلتم عثراتي
You came to my aid when the road had many
You found me while the road had numerous
Obstacles; so you lifted me from my stumbles.
Obstacles, so you reduced my stumbling
ولممتمand you gathered الشملthe company الشتيتthe scattered منof المنىthe hopes
ولممتم الشمل الشتيت من المنى
فهفتso they fluttered إليَّtoward me منايmy hopes بعدafter شتاتdispersal
فهفت إليَّ مناي بعد شتات
And you gathered the scattered company of my hopes,
And you brought together the scattered resolution from the wish
So my hopes fluttered toward me after their dispersal.
So it blew toward me after dispersion
وغدرتand I betrayed (probably ‘and I became’) لاnot اجدI find الحياةlife مصيبةًa calamity
وغدرت لا اجد الحياة مصيبةً
ورجعتand I returned أحمدُI praise يقظتيmy waking وسباتيand my sleep
ورجعت أحمدُ يقظتي وسباتي
And I came to find life no calamity [reading وغدوت for وغدرت],
And I was betrayed, I do not find life a misfortune
And again I praised my waking and my sleep.
And I returned praising my wakefulness and my sleep
منwhoever كانwere اخوتهhis brothers الأسودlions فانهthen indeed he
من كان اخوته الأسود فانه
لاnot يرهبfears السرحانthe wolf فيin الفلواتthe open wastelands
لا يرهب السرحان في الفلوات
Whoever has lions for brothers
Whoever's brothers are lions, he will not
Does not fear the wolf in the wilderness.
Fear foxes in the deserts
شكريmy thanks لكمto you شكرthe thanks of الوفيِّthe loyal one لذيto one possessing يدٍa generous hand
شكري لكم شكر الوفيِّ لذي يدٍ
ردتgave back عليهto him الروحthe spirit بعدafter وفاتdeath
ردت عليه الروح بعد وفات
My thanks to you are a loyal man's thanks to one whose hand
My gratitude to you is the gratitude of the loyal one to the hand
Gave him back his spirit after death.
That returned the soul to him after death
Sol 6.1