إِيهاًEnough! بحقِّكَby your honor مجدَMajd (glory) الدّينِal-Din (the faith) تعلّمُyou suppose أَنْthat (continued next line)
إِيهاً بحقِّكَ مجدَ الدّينِ تعلّمُ أَنْ
نَcompletion of 'that' الصبرَendurance عنكَapart from you أوor السُّلوانَconsolation; forgetting منpart of خُلُقِيmy nature
نَ الصبرَ عنكَ أو السُّلوانَ من خُلُقِي
Enough, by your honor, Majd al-Din! Do you suppose that
Oh you whose glory is the glory of religion, learn that
enduring your absence, or finding solace, is in my nature,
Neither patience from you nor tranquility are of my nature
أَوor أَنّنِيthat I بَعدafter بُعدِيmy separation عنْكَfrom you مُغْتَبِطٌcontent
أَو أَنّنِي بَعد بُعدِي عنْكَ مُغْتَبِطٌ
بالعيشِwith life إِنّيindeed I بهin it لاَdo not تُكذَبَنَّbe deceived شَقِيwretched
بالعيشِ إِنّي به لاَ تُكذَبَنَّ شَقِي
or that, after my separation from you, I am content
Nor that after my distance from you I am happy
with life? I am wretched in it—do not be deceived.
With life - indeed with it I am not to be denied misery
ياO ويحَalas for قلبيَmy heart منfrom شوقٍlonging يُقَلْقِلُهُshakes it
يا ويحَ قلبيَ من شوقٍ يُقَلْقِلُهُ
إلىtoward لِقَائِكَmeeting you ماذاwhat منfrom نَواكseparation from you لَقِيit has suffered
إلى لِقَائِكَ ماذا من نَواك لَقِي
Alas for my heart, shaken by longing
Oh my heart that yearning makes restless
to meet you—what it has suffered from your absence!
To meet you - what solace have I found?
ونَاظِرٍand an eye قُرِّحَتْwere ulcerated أجفَانُهits eyelids أسَفاًin sorrow
ونَاظِرٍ قُرِّحَتْ أجفَانُه أسَفاً
عليكَfor you فيin لُجَّةٍa deep sea منof دمعهits tears غَرقِdrowned
عليكَ في لُجَّةٍ من دمعه غَرقِ
And for an eye whose lids are ulcerated with sorrow
With an eye whose lids grief has wounded
for you, drowned in a deep sea of its tears.
Drowning in tears of anguish for you
وبعدَand beyond ماwhat بِيafflicts me فإشفاقِيthen my apprehension يُهدّدُنيthreatens me
وبعدَ ما بِي فإشفاقِي يُهدّدُني
بشَوبِwith mingling رأيِكyour regard بالتكديرِwith clouding والرَّنَقِand murk
بشَوبِ رأيِك بالتكديرِ والرَّنَقِ
And beyond what afflicts me, my apprehension threatens me
And after what is in me, my caring threatens me
with your regard being mingled with cloudiness and murk,
With the bitterness of your opinion and disapproval
وأنَّand that قلبَكَyour heart قدindeed رَانتhas settled عليهupon it منthrough الthe (continued next line)
وأنَّ قلبَكَ قد رَانت عليه من ال
واشينslanderers بيagainst me جفوةٌestrangement يهماءُdark and impenetrable كالغَسَقِِlike dusk
واشين بي جفوةٌ يهماءُ كالغَسَقِِ
and your heart being overcast, through the
And that your heart is now covered with clouds of
slanderers against me, by an impenetrable estrangement, dark as dusk.
Coldness and darkness towards me like night
ونافَسُونِيَand they envied me فيover حُسنىthe favor of ظُنونِكyour opinions بيof me
ونافَسُونِيَ في حُسنى ظُنونِك بي
حتّىuntil غدوتُI became وسوءَalongside evil الشّكِّsuspicion فيin نَسَقِِone rank
حتّى غدوتُ وسوءَ الشّكِّ في نَسَقِِ
They begrudged me your favorable opinion of me,
And they compete with me over your good opinion
until I stood in the same rank as ill suspicion.
Until I have become lost in the evil of doubt
بهمupon them تباريحُtorments أشواقيmy longings إليكَfor you وماand what
بهم تباريحُ أشواقي إليكَ وما
أُجَنُّI conceal منof زفَراتٍdeep sighs بالجَوىof burning grief نُطُقِِspeaking
أُجَنُّ من زفَراتٍ بالجَوى نُطُقِِ
May they bear the torments of my longing for you, and what
By them the yearnings of my passion for you are opposed
I conceal of sighs that speak of burning grief!
And I sigh from a burning thirst that has no relief
أمَاwas it not كَفاهُمenough for them نَوَىremoteness دارِيmy home وبعدُكَand your distance عنfrom
أمَا كَفاهُم نَوَى دارِي وبعدُكَ عن
عَينِيmy sight وفُرقَةُand separation from إخوانِcompanions الصِّباyouth الصُّدُقِthe faithful
عَينِي وفُرقَةُ إخوانِ الصِّبا الصُّدُقِ
Was my home's remoteness not enough for them, and your distance from
Is it not enough for them the intention of my house and your
my sight, and parting from the faithful companions of my youth,
Absence from my eye and the separation from the friends of my honest youth?
وأَنَّنيand that I كلَّevery يومٍday قطبُthe pivot of معرَكةٍa battle
وأَنَّني كلَّ يومٍ قطبُ معرَكةٍ
دريئَةُa target for السُّمرِtawny spears والهنديّةِand Indian swords الذّلُقِِkeen-edged
دريئَةُ السُّمرِ والهنديّةِ الذّلُقِِ
and that each day I am the pivot of a battle,
And that I face alone every day the fury
a target for tawny spears and keen Indian swords?
Of a vicious battle, violent and intense
أغشَىI enter الوغىthe fray مفرداًalone منapart from أُسرتيmy kin وهمُwhile they
أغشَى الوغى مفرداً من أُسرتي وهمُ
هُمُthey themselves إذاwhen الخيلُthe horses خاضتwaded through لُجّةَthe depths of العَلَقِِblood
هُمُ إذا الخيلُ خاضت لُجّةَ العَلَقِِ
I enter the fray alone, apart from my kin, while they—
I enter the fray alone, without my family, while they
they are their true selves when horses wade through a deep sea of blood.
When horses plunge into the thick of the fight,
همthey المحامُونthe protectors والأشبالُwhile the lion cubs مُسلَمَةٌare abandoned
هم المحامُون والأشبالُ مُسلَمَةٌ
والملتقُونand those who meet الرّدَىdeath بالأوجهِwith faces الطّلُقِِcheerful
والملتقُون الرّدَى بالأوجهِ الطّلُقِِ
They are the protectors while the lion cubs are abandoned,
They are the warriors and boys obedient
and those who meet death with smiling faces.
And the firm-faced honorable men
وموضِعيand my standing منكَwith you لاcannot تسمُوrise الوُشاةُthe slanderers لهto it
وموضِعي منكَ لا تسمُو الوُشاةُ له
ولاnor يُغيّرُهchanges it كَيْسيmy good sense ولاnor حُمُقِيmy folly
ولا يُغيّرُه كَيْسي ولا حُمُقِي
And the slanderers cannot reach my place with you,
And my position with you cannot be elevated by the slanderers
nor can my good sense or my folly change it.
Nor changed by my foolishness or my wisdom
وإنّماand it was only قالةٌa rumor جاءَتcame فضاقَso grew tight لهاbecause of it
وإنّما قالةٌ جاءَت فضاقَ لها
صدرِيmy breast ولوand had غيرُكَsomeone other than you المعنيُّthe one meant لمwould not يَضِقِِgrow tight
صدرِي ولو غيرُكَ المعنيُّ لم يَضِقِِ
It was merely a rumor that came and constricted
But an accusation came and my chest narrowed because of it
my breast; had anyone but you been meant, it would not have tightened.
And had it been about another it would not have pained me
كذّبتُهاI declared it false ثُمَthen ناجتنيwhispered to me الظّنونُsuspicions بأَنْwith the thought that (continued)
كذّبتُها ثُمَ ناجتني الظّنونُ بأَنْ
نَcompletion of 'that' اُلدَّهْرَtime ليسis not بمأمونٍtrustworthy فلاso do not تَثِقِِtrust
نَ اُلدَّهْرَ ليس بمأمونٍ فلا تَثِقِِ
I declared it false; then suspicions whispered to me that
I denied it then suspicions whispered to me that
time cannot be trusted—so put no trust in it.
Time is not to be trusted so do not have certainty
كمhow often قدindeed أغَصَّhas made one choke بماwith what تَمرِيis pleasing مذاقَتُهits taste
كم قد أغَصَّ بما تَمرِي مذاقَتُه
ونَغَّصَand spoiled الباردَthe cool water السلسالَsmooth-flowing بالشَّرَقِwith choking
ونَغَّصَ الباردَ السلسالَ بالشَّرَقِ
How often it has choked one with what tastes pleasant,
How it has choked me with what has passed through it
and spoiled cool, smooth-flowing water with choking.
And soured the coolness of the chain with heat
توقَّعexpect الخوفَfear ممَّنfrom one whom أنتyou آمِنُهُtrust him
توقَّع الخوفَ ممَّن أنت آمِنُهُ
قدmay تنكأُreopen الكَلْمَthe wound كفُّthe hand of الآسِيِthe healer الرّفِقِgentle
قد تنكأُ الكَلْمَ كفُّ الآسِيِ الرّفِقِ
Expect fear from the very one you trust;
Fear is expected from one I thought secure
the gentle healer's hand may reopen the wound.
Who might bite the hand gently outstretched
فقلتُso I said ماليwhat have I to do with وكَتمِيand my concealing ماwhat تُخالِجُنيtroubles me
فقلتُ مالي وكَتمِي ما تُخالِجُني
فيهabout it الظّنونُsuspicions كفعلِlike the conduct of المُغضَبِthe angry one المَلِقِthe flatterer
فيه الظّنونُ كفعلِ المُغضَبِ المَلِقِ
So I said: why should I hide what
So I said what is it to me to conceal what troubles me
doubts trouble me about, like a resentful flatterer?
With doubts like the actions of an enraged madman
أدعوI call upon لماfor what بيails me صَدَىthe echo of صوتيmy voice وموضعَand the refuge for شَكْcomplaint (beginning)
أدعو لما بي صَدَى صوتي وموضعَ شَكْ
وايَmy complaint (ending) وحاملَand the bearer of ثِقْليmy burden حيثwhen لمnot أُطِقِI could bear it
وايَ وحاملَ ثِقْلي حيث لم أُطِقِ
I call, in my distress, upon my voice's echo, the refuge for my
I cry out to the echo of my voice and the place of my pain
complaint, and the bearer of my burden when I cannot bear it.
Where I cannot bear the burden, however light
فإنso if يكنis ماwhat نَمىwas reported زُوراًfalsehood وأحسَبُهُand I believe it so
فإن يكن ما نَمى زُوراً وأحسَبُهُ
فعندَهthen with him is العفوُpardon عنfor ذيone with الهَفوةِa lapse العُقُقِundutiful
فعندَه العفوُ عن ذي الهَفوةِ العُقُقِ
If what was reported is false—and I believe it is—
If what grew was false and I reckoned it true
then he has pardon for one who slips and is undutiful.
With him is pardon for one who erred unknowingly
وإنand if يكنit is so وأحاشيand I hold exempt مجدهhis nobility ثَلَجتcooled
وإن يكن وأحاشي مجده ثَلَجت
عُتباهhis relenting حرَّthe heat of حشاًa breast بالهمِّwith care مُحترِقِscorched
عُتباه حرَّ حشاً بالهمِّ مُحترِقِ
And if it is true—though I deem his nobility above it—
And if it was so, and I avoid his glory, his rebuke
his relenting cools the heat of a breast scorched by care.
Would melt me with the heat of anxiety like fire
هوhe الأبيُّthe proud, unyielding one الذيwhose تُخشىare feared بوادِرُهُhis outbursts
هو الأبيُّ الذي تُخشى بوادِرُهُ
ويُرتَجَىand is hoped for عَفوُهُhis pardon فيamid سَوْرةِthe surge of الحَنَقِِwrath
ويُرتَجَى عَفوُهُ في سَوْرةِ الحَنَقِِ
He is the proud man whose outbursts are feared,
He is the father whom one fears when displeased
and whose pardon is hoped for amid the surge of wrath.
And whose pardon one hopes for in times of anger
عُتباهُhis relenting تلقَىmeets ذُنوبيmy sins قبلbefore معذرتيmy apology
عُتباهُ تلقَى ذُنوبي قبل معذرتي
وماءُand the water وجهِيof my face مَصُونٌpreserved فيهwith him لمnot يُرَقِspilled
وماءُ وجهِي مَصُونٌ فيه لم يُرَقِ
His relenting meets my sins before my apology,
His rebuke meets my sins before my excuses
and the water of my face is preserved with him, unspilled.
And the water of my face with him is guarded from being spilled
لاmay not غيَّرتْchange رأيَهُhis opinion الأيّامُthe days فيَّof me ولاnor
لا غيَّرتْ رأيَهُ الأيّامُ فيَّ ولا
نالتreach مكانيَmy standing منهwith him لَقعَةُthe blow of الحدَقِthe eyes
نالت مكانيَ منه لَقعَةُ الحدَقِ
May the days never change his opinion of me, nor
The days have not changed his opinion of me
the blow of the evil eye reach my place with him.
Nor has the batting of an eyelash won my position with him
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