قالواthey said الربيعspring فقلتso I said لاnot
قالوا الربيع فقلت لا
أدريهI know it منfrom; in عمرthe lifespan الزمانtime
أدريه من عمر الزمان
They said, “Spring”; I said, “I do not
They said it's spring, I said no
know it in the whole span of time.”
I don't know it from the age of time
أناI ماnot عرفتhave known سوىexcept الخريفautumn
أنا ما عرفت سوى الخريف
أعيشI live فيهin it بلاwithout أمانsafety
أعيش فيه بلا أمان
I have known nothing but autumn;
I only knew autumn
I live within it without safety.
I live in it without safety
شرِبتهdrank it أياميmy days الحزينةsorrowful ملءa full measure
شرِبته أيامي الحزينة ملء
أكوابcups الهوانhumiliation
أكواب الهوان
My sorrowful days drank it from brimming
I drank it, my sad days, filled
cups of humiliation.
Cups of humiliation
ورأتهand saw it روحىmy soul عالماًa world ماnot فيهin it
ورأته روحى عالماً ما فيه
للسلوىfor solace مكانa place
للسلوى مكان
And my soul saw it as a world with no
And my soul saw it as a world in which
place for solace.
There is no place for solace
قالواthey said الربيعspring فقلتso I said ماhow
قالوا الربيع فقلت ما
أشقىwretched حياتيmy life منas (exclamatory emphasis) حياهa life
أشقى حياتي من حياه
They said, “Spring”; I said, “How
They said it's spring, so I said what
wretched a life mine is!”
Is more miserable than its life
أوor; must هكذاlike this أمضىI go on وماand not
أو هكذا أمضى وما
بلّغتُI brought منof أمليmy hope مداهits utmost reach
بلّغتُ من أملي مداه
Or must I go on like this, without
Or so I pass away without
bringing my hope to its fullest reach?
Reaching the extent of my hope
أناI ذلكthat الفجرdawn المحيرbewildered
أنا ذلك الفجر المحير
ليسdoes not يهديهguide it سناهits radiance
ليس يهديه سناه
I am that bewildered dawn;
I am that confused dawn
its radiance does not guide it.
Not guided by its teeth
ضمتهenfolded it أكفانshrouds الدجىdarkness
ضمته أكفان الدجى
وطوتهand enveloped it أحشاءbowels الفلاهthe wilderness
وطوته أحشاء الفلاه
The shrouds of darkness enfolded it,
Embraced by the shrouds of darkness
and the wilderness's bowels folded it away.
And folded in the intestines of barrenness
ذهبpassed الصباboyhood وقنعتand I was content منwith; from
ذهب الصبا وقنعت من
ذكراهits memory بالجمرwith embers المذابmolten
ذكراه بالجمر المذاب
Boyhood passed, and I contented myself with
Youth has gone and I sufficed from
the molten embers of its memory.
Its memories with melted embers
وأتىand came الشبابyouth فخبرينيso tell me أينwhere
وأتى الشباب فخبريني أين
أحلامdreams الشبابyouth
أحلام الشباب
And youth came; tell me, then, where are
And youth came, so tell me where
the dreams of youth?
Are the dreams of youth
ردىanswer علىto me (intended عليّ) إذاif اردتyou wish فملءfor filling
ردى على إذا اردت فملء
عينيكyour two eyes الجوابthe answer
عينيك الجواب
Answer me if you wish, for filling
Turn to me if you want, the brimming
your eyes is the answer.
Of your eyes is the answer
وإذاand if بكيتI weep فلاthen do not تقوsay (beginning of تقولي)
وإذا بكيت فلا تقو
ليending of تقولي ('say') شاعرa poet فقدhas lost الصوابsound judgment
لي شاعر فقد الصواب
And if I weep, do not say,
And if you cry, then do not say
“A poet has lost his reason.”
To me the poet has lost his mind
ياO حلمdream أياميmy days التيwhich
يا حلم أيامي التي
ولتhave passed وحلمand dream الباقياتthe remaining ones
ولت وحلم الباقيات
O dream of my days that
O dream of my days that
have passed, and dream of those remaining,
Passed, and the dream of the lasting
بينيbetween me وبينكand between you فيin الهوىlove
بيني وبينك في الهوى
قلبيmy heart الجريحwounded وأمنياتيand my wishes
قلبي الجريح وأمنياتي
between me and you in love stand
Between me and you is in passion
my wounded heart and my wishes.
My wounded heart and my wishes
هذاthis one سجينa captive أضالعribs
هذا سجين أضالع
فنيتwasted away علىupon جمرembers الشكاةlament
فنيت على جمر الشكاة
This one is a captive within ribs
This is a prisoner of ribs
wasted away upon the embers of lament.
So I wasted away on the embers of longing
ومنايand my hopes أذبلwithered زهرهاtheir blossoms
ومناي أذبل زهرها
الظمآنthirsty عصفthe tempest النائباتcalamities
الظمآن عصف النائبات
And my hopes—their blossoms were withered,
And my wish withered its flowers
thirsting, by the tempest of calamities.
Thirsty, the storms of misfortune
خلفتyou left behind ليfor me دمعtears اليتيمthe orphan وسهدand sleeplessness
خلفت لي دمع اليتيم وسهد
ليلاتnights الغريبthe stranger
ليلات الغريب
You left me the orphan's tears and the sleeplessness
Left me the orphan's tears, and yearning
of a stranger's nights,
Nights of the stranger
وشبيبand the blaze أنفاسbreaths الشروقsunrise
وشبيب أنفاس الشروق
وصمتand the silence أطيافphantoms الغروبsunset
وصمت أطياف الغروب
and the blaze of sunrise's breaths,
And the fervor of the breaths of dawn
and the silence of sunset's phantoms,
And the silence of the ghosts of sunset
وحنينand the longing شادa singer; songbird موجعtormented
وحنين شاد موجع
يهفوyearns إلىfor الوكرthe nest الحبيبbeloved
يهفو إلى الوكر الحبيب
and the longing of a tormented songbird
And the painful yearning that
yearning for its beloved nest.
Seeks the beloved den
نجواهits whispers وحيinspiration صفائهits serenity
نجواه وحي صفائه
وأنينهand its moaning وحىinspiration الكروبanguish
وأنينه وحى الكروب
Its whispers are inspired by its serenity,
Its salvation, the purity of its intuition
and its moaning by anguish.
And its moan, the torment of distress
ياO بنتdaughter عبقرAbqar والشجوand the sorrows (beginning of الشجون)
يا بنت عبقر والشجو
نending of الشجون ('sorrows') تنامsleep فيin أحضانthe embrace نفسيmy soul
ن تنام في أحضان نفسي
O daughter of Abqar, while sorrows
O daughter of fragrance, and passion
sleep in the embrace of my soul,
That sleeps in the bosom of my soul
سلوايmy solace عنكaway from you خداعdeception ماwhat
سلواي عنك خداع ما
فيin الكاسthe cup منof خمرwine التاسيconsolation
في الكاس من خمر التاسي
my solace in forgetting you is the deceit of what
My solace from you is the deception in
the cup holds of consoling wine.
The cup from the wine of oblivion
أناI حلمكyour dream الماضيpast الذيwhich
أنا حلمك الماضي الذي
أنسيتهyou were made to forget it والبعدand distance ينسيmakes one forget
أنسيته والبعد ينسي
I am your bygone dream, which
I am your past dream that
you were made to forget; distance makes one forget.
You forgot, and distance makes forget
ألوتravaged بعمريwith my life سافياdust-blowing winds (beginning of سافيات)
ألوت بعمري سافيا
تending of سافيات ('dust-blowing winds') الدهرtime منof جدبbarrenness وبؤسand misery
ت الدهر من جدب وبؤس
My life was ravaged by the dust-laden winds
I wasted my life with the
of time, of barrenness and misery.
Calamities of time, of drought and misery
ياO أولfirst الألحانthe melodies ماno
يا أول الألحان ما
ليfor me عنaway from تعشقكloving you passionately اصطبارpatient endurance
لي عن تعشقك اصطبار
O first of melodies, I have no
O the first of melodies, I have
patience to forgo loving you.
No patience to long for you
حيتكgreeted you منfrom واديthe valley الجراthe wounds (beginning of الجراح)
حيتك من وادي الجرا
حending of الجراح ('wounds') نسائمbreezes فيهاin them سعارa burning frenzy
ح نسائم فيها سعار
From the valley of wounds you were greeted
I greeted you from the valley of wounds, winds
by breezes filled with a burning frenzy,
In it with fervor
حيثwhere الحياةlife روايةa drama
حيث الحياة رواية
ماليI have no بمسرحهاon its stage قرارrest
مالي بمسرحها قرار
where life is a drama,
Where life is a story
upon whose stage I find no rest.
I have no settlement in its theater
حالbecame النميرpure water بهاin it لظىa blaze
حال النمير بها لظى
والليلand night منfrom أرقsleeplessness نهارday
والليل من أرق نهار
There, clear water turned to flame,
The fate of the leopard in it is misery
and night, through sleeplessness, became day.
And the night from the vigilance of day
أينwhere اللياليthe nights النابغيةNabighan (of al-Nabigha) فيin حمthe sanctuary (beginning of حمى)
أين الليالي النابغية في حم
ىending of حمى ('sanctuary') الصبواتyouthful passions أيناwhere?
ى الصبوات أينا
Where are the Nabighan nights in the sanctuary
Where are the brilliant nights in the protection
of youthful passions—where are they?
Of youth, where are they
أيامdays كناwe used to نحسبconsider القبthe kisses (beginning of القبلات)
أيام كنا نحسب القب
لاتending of القبلات ('kisses') إنساناa human being وعيناand an eye
لات إنسانا وعينا
Those days when we deemed kisses
Days when we considered gazelles human and spring
a human being and an eye!
O their eternity from an era
ياO خلدهاits eternity منas; of حقبةa span of time
يا خلدها من حقبة
جادgave generously الزمانtime بهاwith it عليناto us
جاد الزمان بها علينا
How timeless was that span
Time has been generous to us with
that time bestowed upon us!
How many nights I stole you from
كمhow many ليلةa night سرقتكstole you منfrom
كم ليلة سرقتك من
سنةdrowsiness الكرىslumber أصداءechoes شعريmy poetry
سنة الكرى أصداء شعري
How many a night you were stolen from
The hated year, echoes of my poetry
the drowsiness of slumber by echoes of my verse!
And I met you and forgot in you
ولقيتنيand you met me فنسيتso I forgot فيكin you
ولقيتني فنسيت فيك
تعاستيmy misery ونسيتand I forgot عمريmy life
تعاستي ونسيت عمري
And you met me, so in you I forgot
My misery and forgot my life
my misery, and forgot my life.
And I drank from your eyes what
وشربتand I drank منfrom عينيكyour two eyes ماwhat
وشربت من عينيك ما
أهواهI love it منof نشواتraptures سكرىdrunken
أهواه من نشوات سكرى
And from your eyes I drank the
I love from the joy of intoxication
drunken raptures that I love.
And I thought my whole life
وظننتand I thought عمريmy life كلهall of it
وظننت عمري كله
زهراًblossoms فكمانunclear; likely 'but was' (فكان) هشيمdry chaff زهريmy blossoms
زهراً فكمان هشيم زهري
And I thought my whole life
Was a flower, yet it was debris of my flower
was blossom—yet my blossoms were dry chaff.
Return to me and chain
عوديreturn إليّto me وسلسليand let flow
عودي إليّ وسلسلي
نغمthe melody اللقاءthe meeting الأولfirst
نغم اللقاء الأول
Return to me, and let flow
The melody of the first meeting
the melody of our first meeting.
Do not deny me as a poet
لاdo not تجحدينيdisown me شاعراًa poet
لا تجحديني شاعراً
يبكيweeps بكاءthe weeping الثاكلone bereaved of a child
يبكي بكاء الثاكل
Do not disown me—a poet
Who cries the crying of bereavement
weeping as a bereaved parent weeps.
Return to me for I do not know
عوديreturn إليto me فلستfor I do not أدرknow (beginning of أدري)
عودي إلي فلست أدر
يending of أدري ('know') ماwhat الذيthat which قدرwas decreed ليfor me
ي ما الذي قدر لي
Return to me, for I do not know
What was destined for me
what has been decreed for me:
Will I live until we meet
أأعيشshall I live? حتىuntil نلتقيwe meet
أأعيش حتى نلتقي
أمor ذاكthat وهمa delusion الذاهلthe bewildered one
أم ذاك وهم الذاهل
shall I live until we meet,
Or is that the fancy of the dreamer
or is that the bewildered one's delusion?
Partial English translation: 77 of 78 Arabic lines translated.
Sol 6.1