علىon أفقيmy horizon سحاباتclouds
على أفقي سحابات
وفيand in نفسيmy soul أعاصيرُwhirlwinds
وفي نفسي أعاصيرُ
On my horizon are clouds,
On my horizon are clouds
and in my soul are whirlwinds.
And in my soul are storms
نهارىmy day التائهlost الحيراbewildered (continued)
نهارى التائه الحيرا
نcompletion of 'bewildered' تقديرreckoning وتدبيرand planning
ن تقدير وتدبير
My lost, bewildered day
My wandering, confused day
is reckoning and planning;
Of fate and provision
وليلىand my night الشادرtent; likely 'wandering' here اليقظاwakeful (continued)
وليلى الشادر اليقظا
نcompletion of 'wakeful' أوهامillusions وتفكيرand reflection
ن أوهام وتفكير
and my wandering, wakeful night
And my vigilant, joyous night
is illusions and reflection.
Of fantasies and contemplation
وفيand in راحتيmy palm العاجرةunclear; likely 'helpless'
وفي راحتي العاجرة
الشلّاءparalyzed آمالhopes
الشلّاء آمال
And in my helpless palm—
And in my barren comfort
paralyzed—lie hopes.
Are crippled hopes
وفوقيand above me منfrom بناتdaughters الدهرtime
وفوقي من بنات الدهر
أحمالloads واثقالand burdens
أحمال واثقال
And upon me, from the daughters of time,
And above me are the daughters of time
lie loads and burdens.
Burdens and weights
وفيand in صدريmy breast كآباتsorrows
وفي صدري كآبات
وفيand on رجليّmy two legs أغلالfetters
وفي رجليّ أغلال
And in my breast are sorrows,
And in my chest are sorrows
and on my legs are fetters.
And on my legs are shackles
سحاباتclouds منof الأيّاdays (continued)
سحابات من الأيّا
مcompletion of 'days' والآلامand pains والهمand worry
م والآلام والهم
Clouds of days
Clouds of days and pain and worry
and pains and worry
Surging as they please
تموّجهاthey make them billow كماas تهوىthey wish
تموّجها كما تهوى
أعاصيرwhirlwinds منof الوهمillusion
أعاصير من الوهم
are made to billow at the whim
Storms of illusion
of whirlwinds of illusion.
Tormenting me and distressing me
تعذّبنيthey torment me وتضنينيand wear me out
تعذّبني وتضنيني
وتقتلنيand kill me بلاwithout جرمwrongdoing
وتقتلني بلا جرم
They torment me and wear me out,
And killing me though I'm innocent
and kill me though I have done no wrong.
Storms of fantasies challenging the path of my days
أعاصيرwhirlwinds منof الأوهاillusions (continued)
أعاصير من الأوها
مcompletion of 'illusions' تحدوurge on with song ركبcaravan أيّاميmy days
م تحدو ركب أيّامي
Whirlwinds of illusions
Roaming the wilds of life
urge the caravan of my days onward with song.
To settle the lost state of my dreams
تجوبroam مجاهلuncharted wilds الدنياthe world
تجوب مجاهل الدنيا
لتسكنto dwell in تيهthe maze أحلاميmy dreams
لتسكن تيه أحلامي
They roam the world's uncharted wilds
And above my thirsty flowers
to dwell in the maze of my dreams;
Their bloody steps wander
وفوقand over أزاهريmy blossoms الظمأىthirsty
وفوق أزاهري الظمأى
تنقّلmove خطوهاtheir steps الداميbloodied
تنقّل خطوها الدامي
and over my thirsty blossoms
My day a white or black night I know not
they tread with bloodied steps.
Passing like a blurred image of colors in my mind
نهارىmy day ليلةa night بيضاwhite (continued)
نهارى ليلة بيضا
ءcompletion of 'white' أوor سوداءblack لاnot أدرىI know
ء أو سوداء لا أدرى
My day is a white night,
Depicting the story of man since the dawn of time
or black—I do not know.
And my night, confused stars
يمرّit passes كصورةlike an image ممسوdistorted (continued)
يمرّ كصورة ممسو
خةcompletion of 'distorted' الألوانthe colors فيin فكريmy mind
خة الألوان في فكري
It passes like an image, distorted
Choked by fantasies
in color, within my mind,
Colored my life with their hue
تمثّلdepicting قصّةthe story الإنساhumankind (continued)
تمثّل قصّة الإنسا
نcompletion of 'humankind' منذsince بدايةthe beginning الدهرtime
ن منذ بداية الدهر
depicting the story of humankind
And my straying dreams
since the beginning of time.
And on its anguished altar I burned my prayers
وليلىand my night حائرbewildered الأنجمthe stars
وليلى حائر الأنجم
مخنوقstifled الخيالاتthe imaginings
مخنوق الخيالات
And my night's stars are bewildered,
And in my crippled comfort a silent, muzzled flute
its imaginings stifled.
Its songs the wishes of a lifetime
صبغتI dyed بلونهwith its color عمريmy life
صبغت بلونه عمري
وأحلاميand my dreams الشريداتvagrant
وأحلامي الشريدات
I dyed my life with its color,
Dead with no funeral
and my vagrant dreams;
They come yet I feel them not
وفيand at مذبحهits altar المهجوabandoned (continued)
وفي مذبحه المهجو
رcompletion of 'abandoned' أحرقتI burned ابتهالاتيmy supplications
ر أحرقت ابتهالاتي
and at its abandoned altar
And they leave without my knowing
I burned my supplications.
وفيand in راحتيmy palm الشلّاparalyzed (continued)
وفي راحتي الشلّا
ءُcompletion of 'paralyzed' نايٌa reed flute صامتsilent ملجمbridled
ءُ نايٌ صامت ملجم
And in my paralyzed palm
is a silent, bridled reed flute.
أغانيهits songs أمانيhopes العمرa lifetime
أغانيه أماني العمر
ميتّةdead بلاwithout مأتمa funeral
ميتّة بلا مأتم
Its songs are the hopes of a lifetime,
dead, without a funeral.
تجىءthey come فلاyet not أحسّI am aware بهاof them
تجىء فلا أحسّ بها
وتمضىand pass دونwithout أنthat أعلمI know
وتمضى دون أن أعلم
They come, yet I am unaware of them,
and pass without my knowing.
Partial English translation: 35 of 42 Arabic lines translated.
Sol 6.1