أَخطَأتِ أَنتِ بَدَأتِ بِاِلصَرمِ
وَاِبتَعتِ مِنّا الهَجرَ بِالسِلمِ
You were at fault—you yourself began the severance.
And you stirred estrangement from us while we were at peace.
وَزَعَمتِ أَنّي قَد ظَلَمتُكُمُ
كَلّا وَأَنتِ بَدَأتِ بِالظُلمِ
You claimed that I had wronged you;
No indeed—you were the one who began the wrong.
وَسَمِعتِ بي قَولَ الوُشاةِ بِلا
ذَنبٍ أَتَيتُ بِهِ وَلا جُرمِ
You listened to what the slanderers said of me, though
I had committed no sin in it, nor any offense—
إِلّا صَبابَةَ عاشِقٍ لَكُمُ
أَورَثتِهِ سُقماً عَلى سُقمِ
Nothing but a lover’s ardent longing for you;
You bequeathed him sickness upon sickness.
قَد كُنتُ أَحسَبُني جَليداً عَنكُمُ
فَإِذا فُؤادي غيرُ ذي عَزمِ
I had thought myself strong enough to endure separation from you,
But behold, my heart was bereft of resolve.
ما كُنتُ أَحسَبُ أَنَّ حُبّاً قاتِلي
حَتّى بُليتُ بِما بَرى جِسمي
I never thought that love would be my killer,
Until I was afflicted by what wasted my body away.
أَورَثتِني داءً أُخامِرُهُ
أَسماءُ بَزَّ اللَحمَ عَن عَظمي
She bequeathed me a sickness I must live with—
Asmāʾ—and it stripped the flesh from my bones.
لَو كُنتِ أَنتِ قَسَمتِ ذاكَ لَهُ
مِنّي عَلَيهِ لَجُرتِ في القَسمِ
Had you yourself allotted that suffering to him,
Taking it from me and laying it on him, you would have been unjust in the apportionment.
لَكِنَّ رَبّي كانَ قَدَّرَهُ
فَقَضاءُ رَبّي أَفضَلُ الحُكمِ
But as for me, my Lord had decreed it,
For my Lord’s decree is the best of judgments.
Sol 5.6