غيرُ قلبي أراهُ يسطيعُ صبرا
وسوى علتي من الحبِّ تبرى
All but my heart, I see, is capable of patience,
and every sickness but my lovesickness can be cured.
أنا لم يبقَ بينَ جنبيَّ إلا
كبدٌ من لوعةِ الشوقِ حرَّا
Nothing remains between my ribs except
a heart seared by the anguish of longing.
فدعوا اللومَ إنما هو لؤمٌ
وقديماً ولدتْ والعينُ عبرى
So cease your blame—it is nothing but meanness;
long ago I was born with tearful eyes.
ما عليكم من الغرامِ إذا ما
كانَ حلوَ المذاقِ أو كانَ مرَّا
What concern is passionate love of yours, whether
its taste be sweet or bitter?
إن تكنْ تصغرُ المصئبُ فالنف
سُ ترى فيكم المصائبُ كُبرى
If calamities seem small, the soul
will see calamities among you as grave—
كرجالِ الوباءِ في طلعةِ الطا
عونِ أيامَ زلزلَ الويلُ مصرا
like plague-stricken men when the plague arose,
in days when woe convulsed Egypt.
سفهاءُ كمثلِ ما افتضحَ العر
ضُ لئامٌ كالعسرِ لم يبقِ يسرا
Fools—how honor was disgraced
by days as harsh as hardship, leaving no ease.
والذي أثقلَ الرواسي أني
لأرى ظلكم على الأرضِ صخرا
By Him who weighted the firmly rooted mountains, I
surely see your shadow upon the earth as stone.
لا يغرَّنَّ من يلومني الصم
تُ فإني رأيتُ في الصمتِ أجرا
Let him who blames me not be deceived by my silence;
for in silence I have found reward.
أإذا نالَ من كريمٍ سفيهٌ
أتقيموا لهُ السفاهةَ عذرا
When a fool assails a noble man,
would you grant his foolishness an excuse?
ليتَ هذا الزمانَ يرجعُ يوماً
من زمانِ الصبا ويأخذ عمرا
Would that this age might someday return
to the days of youth, though it cost a lifetime—
يومَ كانَ الفؤادُ كالروضةِ الغنا
ءِ تجني يد الهوى منهُ زهرا
the day the heart was like a luxuriant garden,
and passion’s hand plucked flowers from it;
والليالي كالطيرِ ناحتْ فخلنا
ها تغني وهنَّ يبكينَ قسرا
when nights wailed like birds, and we imagined
them singing, though they were weeping under duress;
والأماني على الهوى حائماتٌ
مثلَ سربِ القطا إذا جئنَ نهرا
when hopes hovered over love
like a flock of sandgrouse coming to a river.
وإذا همَّ أن تنولني يمنى يدي
هِ همتْ بسلبي يسرى
Whenever the right one of his two hands meant to grant me something,
his left meant to rob me.
أنا يا دهرُ لم أسئْ لكَ يوماً
فلماذا أساءني الهمُّ دهرا
O Time, I never wronged you, not for a single day;
why, then, has sorrow wronged me for an age?
قد رآني مما تحمَّلَ صدري
لو أتاني السرورُ لم يلقَ صدرا
It has seen me, after all my breast has borne,
so emptied that, were joy to come, it would find no breast.
ولعمري لم أمشِ في الأرضِ إلا
قامَ بي أن تحتَ رجليَّ قبرا
By my life, I never walked upon the earth
without the conviction within me that beneath my foot lay a grave.
يا نجومَ السماءِ ما لكِ تزهي
نَ كلانا قد باتَ يعشقُ بدرا
O stars of heaven, why do you flaunt yourselves,
when indeed we have both come to love a full moon?
إن تعيني على همومِ الليالي
فاحملي شطرها وأحملُ شطرا
If you will aid me against the cares of the nights,
then bear half of them, and I shall bear half.
أجدُ الهمَّ كلما نقصتهُ
ساعةً بالرجاءِ زادتهُ أخرى
I find that whenever I lessen sorrow
for an hour through hope, I increase it by another.
وبنا حسرةٌ تزجُّ لها الأر
ضُ فهل أنتِ في سمائكِ حَسْرى
Within us is a grief for which the earth cries aloud—
for she is you, bereft in your sky.
ما على من هويتِ لو حملَ البر
قَ سلاماً واستودعَ الريحَ سرا
What would it cost my beloved if the lightning bore
a greeting, and I entrusted the wind with a secret?
هو أدرى بما أحاولُ منهُ
وأنا بالذي يحاولُ أدرى
He knows best what I seek from him,
and I know best what he seeks.
ألفَ الصدَّ والتجافي غدراً
وأذى الصب والتجني كبرا
He has grown accustomed to rebuff and estrangement, treacherously,
and to hurting the lover and treating him unjustly, out of pride.
من يحييهِ والنسيمُ إذا هبَّ جفا
ني والصبحُ أطولُ هجرا
Who will greet him? Whenever the breeze blew, it shunned—
—me, and dawn prolonged its abandonment.
وصحابي إذا افتقرتُ إليهم
زادنب الأغنياءُ عني فقرا
My companions, whenever I needed them,
only increased my poverty—those who had no need of me.
خلقَ اللهُ ذا الجمالَ متاعاً
غيرَ أنَ الجميلَ بالتيهِ مَغْرى
God created this beauty as a delight,
but the beautiful one is enamored of pride.
وأرى الصدَّ لذةً وشقاءً
ومن النفعِ ما إذا زادَ ضرَّا
I see rejection as both pleasure and misery;
and some benefit, when it grows excessive, becomes harm.
فاحذري يا نجومُ بدركِ إني
أجدُ الحسنَ صارَ في الناسِ سرا
So beware your full moon, O stars, for I
find that beauty has become a secret among mankind.
Sol 5.6