أطلت انتقادي
فمه يا فؤادي
My criticism prolonged
You have complained too long,
O my heart be silent
So hush now, O my heart.
لقد ذدت عني
لذيذ الرقاد
I have warded off from myself
You have banished from me
The sweetness of sleep
The sweetness of slumber,
بوخزك جنبي
كوخز القتاد
With your pricks in my side
By piercing my side
Like the pricks of Tatad
Like the sting of thorns,
ووريك نفسي
كوري الزناد
And your rousing of my soul
And striking fire within my soul
Like the rousing of Zanad
As sparks are struck from flint.
أفي كا ليل
بويل تنادي
Is it like some night
Must it be that every night
You moan and call
You cry out in anguish?
كأنك ثكلى
غلت في الحداد
As if you are bereaved
As though you were a bereaved mother
Engrossed in mourning
Excessive in her mourning.
أبى الله إلا
بلاء العباد
God willed only
God has decreed nothing
The affliction of servants
But trial for His servants,
بخلف التمني
وعكس المراد
Contrary to wishes
Through the thwarting of hopes
And opposite of intentions
And the reversal of desires.
فما باختياري
ضياع اجتهادي
So it was not my choice
It was not by my own choice
The loss of my endeavor
That my efforts went to waste;
وثقت بدهري
لسخف اعتقادي
And my trust in my fate
I placed my trust in fate
Due to my foolish belief
Out of the foolishness of my belief,
ومن فرط حمقي
سخائي بزادي
And from the excess of my idiocy
And out of my sheer folly,
My generosity with my provision
I gave away my provisions freely.
وقصدي صلاحا
بأرض الفساد
And my seeking righteousness
I sought to establish good
In the land of corruption
In a land of corruption,
وعرضي نفيسا
بسوق الكساد
And my exposing myself
And offered my precious wares
In the market of recession
In a market of stagnation.
هي الأرض مهد
لشتى العوادي
This is the land, cradle
The earth is but a cradle
Of all maladies
For all manner of misfortunes.
أرى ضر زيد
بها من زياد
I see the harm of Zayd in it
I see the harm done to Zayd
More than the increase of Ziyad
Comes from the hand of Ziyad,
وتفكيرسعد
بها في سعاد
And Sa'd's thinking in it
And Sa'd's only thought therein
Of happiness
Is occupied with Su'ad.
أرى الغي يفشو
بها في ازدياد
I see misguidance spreading
I see transgression spreading
In it, on the rise
And constantly increasing therein,
وفي الدين داع
إلى الرشد هادي
And in religion an invitation
Yet in religion there is a caller,
To the right guide
A guide to the right path.
ولله لطفان
خاف وبادي
And for Allah two kinds of kindness
God possesses two mercies:
Feared and far-reached
One hidden, and one revealed.
فماخاب ملق
له بالقياد
So no seeker of Him
He is never disappointed who surrenders
Has missed His company
The reins of his life to Him.
لك الله فاصحبر
بدار النكاد
To Allah belongs the affair so be patient
God is your aid, so be patient
In the abode of trials
In this abode of vexation,
فكل متاع
بها للنفاد
For all belongings in it
For every worldly pleasure within it
Are prone to loss
Is destined to vanish.
زماند حرب
لحر المبادي
Time's war is
Your era is at war
Against the free spirits
With those of noble principles,
وجيلك مغرى
بجحد الأيادي
And your generation is tempted
And your generation is obsessed
To reject favors
With denying favors received.
خف الله وارقب
ثواب المعاد
Fear God and watch over
Fear God, and await
The reward of the Hereafter
The reward of the Hereafter.