أمـلي أن تُسـعِدينـي
حين أنـوي، رافقينـي
My hope is for you to make me happy
My hope is that you gladden me,
When I intend, accompany me
When I set forth, accompany me.
لو أنا أبـحرتُ سَـهْواً
في جُنـوني، حذّرينـي
If I sailed astray
If I were to set sail in heedlessness,
In my madness, warn me
In my madness, warn me.
بالمآسـي، ذكِّـريـني
عنـدما يشكو سَفينـي
With tragedies, remind me
Of the tragedies, remind me;
When my ship complains
When my ship complains
من دُوارٍ، من جُنـوحٍ
أدركيـني، ساعدينـي
Of dizziness, of madness
Of dizziness, of drifting astray,
Realize me, help me
Rescue me, and aid me.
لا تقولي:أنتَ خصْـمٌ
بـل صديقٌ، صدّقينـي!
Do not say: you are an enemy
Do not say: "You are an adversary,"
But a friend, believe me!
But rather a friend; believe me!
حَمّلينـي فوق جُهْدي
لا أعـاني، فاسْتَبينـي
Bear me beyond my strength
Burden me beyond my capacity,
So I do not suffer, examine me
I do not suffer, so understand me.
مُخْلِصٌ، عَبْـدٌ، مطيعٌ
لـو إلى حَتْفي، مُرينـي
Loyal, a servant, obedient
Loyal, a servant, obedient—
Even if to my doom, direct me
Even if to my doom, command me.
لا تُغالي في اتـهامـي
حاكميـني، وارحـميني
Do not exaggerate in blaming me
Do not exaggerate in accusing me;
Judge me, and have mercy on me
Judge me, yet have mercy on me.
فإلى قاضي الهوى، اسْـ
ـتَسْلمـي أو سَلِّـميني
So to the judge of passion, I
So to the judge of passion, sur-
Surrender or deliver me
-render yourself, or hand me over.
قاسميـني دمـع عيـني
شِـئْتِ أو لا، فاتركيني
Share my tears
Share with me the tears of my eyes,
Whether you want to or not, leave me
If you wish to, or if not, then leave me.
لا تُسيئي حُكْْمَ ظـنّي
آمِـني بي، واصْدُقينـي
Do not doubt my good judgement
Do not misjudge my intentions,
Trust me, and believe me
Believe in me, and be truthful to me.
ناولينـي جُزْءَ وَعْـدٍ
بعـد يـوم، جَـرّبيني
Give me part of a promise
Hand me a fragment of a promise,
After a day, test me
And after a day, test me.
وإلى قصـر المُنـى، اسْـ
ـتَقْدميني، واسجُنيني
And to the palace of death, take
And to the palace of hopes, sum-
Me forward, and imprison me
-mon me, and imprison me.
من رحيقِ الوجْـدِ، جودي
اِحْقِنيني، خـدِّريني
From the nectar of rapture, give generously
From the nectar of passion, be generous;
Inject me, sedate me
Inject me, numb me.
بالثواني، في كـؤوسي
في طـقوسي، شاركيني
In my moments, in my cups
Through the seconds, in my cups,
In my rituals, accompany me
In my rituals, partake with me.
خَبِّرينـي عن هُيامـي
عن سـهادي صَبِّريني
Tell me of my infatuation
Tell me about my infatuation,
Of my insomnia, console me
About my insomnia, grant patience to me.
عَلّميني: كيـف أشدو
كيـف أسلو،أوخذيني
Teach me: how to sing poetry
Teach me: how do I sing?
How to be distracted, or take me
How do I forget? Or else, take me.
صادري مستقبلي،عقـ
ـلي،بصمتٍ،أو ذريني
Seize my future, my mind
Confiscate my future, my m-
In silence, or scatter me
-ind, in silence, or leave me.
في همومـي أحتسيهـا
مُرْغَماً، أرجوكِ، لينـي
In my worries, I perceive them
Amidst my sorrows, I sip them
Forcibly, I beg you, soften me
Compelled; I beg you, be gentle with me.
هل غدا عشقي صـلاةً؟
لَيْتَـهُ ما كان دينـي!
Has my love become a prayer?
Has my love become a prayer?
If only it were not my religion!
Would that it had never been my religion!
من بلاء الهجرِ، أجـري
شِبْهَ مهزومٍ، سَلينـي
From the affliction of separation, I flee
From the affliction of abandonment, I flee,
Like a defeated one, make me smooth
Like one defeated—ask of me.
أكتفـي بالصَّدِّ حـيناً
منكِ قَهْراً، فاعذرينـي
I suffice with rejection sometimes
I am content with rejection at times,
From you by force, so excuse me
Forced upon me by you, so excuse me.
أمـهليـني حِقْـبَةً من
كل عمري، جاملينـي
Give me an era from
Grant me respite for an era of
All my life, indulge me
My whole life, humor me.
لا تبالي، عَجِّـلي،مَهْـ
ـما أُغالي، سامحينـي
Do not care, hurry, whatever
Do not care, hurry, what-
I exaggerate, forgive me
-ever I exaggerate, forgive me.
عن عيـوبي إنْ تَخَفََّتْ
أو تَبَـدَّتْ، سائلينـي
About my faults if they fade
About my flaws, if they are hidden,
Or appear, ask me
Or revealed, question me.
واغفري لي كُلَّ خِطْءٍ
رغم حُمْقي، واكِبينـي
And forgive me every sin
And forgive me every mistake;
Despite my stupidity, accompany me
Despite my foolishness, keep pace with me.
بعد أنْ أذْلَلْتِ نفسـي
اِنْدَمي، واسْتَغْفِرينـي
After you have humiliated me
After you have humbled my soul,
Regret, and forgive me
Feel regret, and seek pardon from me.
إِنَّ أهْـلي قد رَمَـوْني
بِجُـنونٍ، فاسْعِفينـي
My family has blamed me
Indeed, my people have accused me
With madness, so help me
Of madness, so rescue me
بِلـِقـاءٍ فيـه قُـرْبٌ
ثُمَّ وَصْلٌ، واشترينـي
With a meeting in it closeness
With a meeting filled with closeness,
Then connection, and buy me
Then communion, and purchase me.
قَـدِّري ودّي بِصِـدْقٍ
بالعِدى، لا تسْتَعيني
Value my affection sincerely
Value my affection truthfully;
Not contentiously, do not seek aid
Do not seek the aid of enemies.
وادْرَئي عنّي شُـجوناً
تَعْتَريـني، كلَّ حـينِ
And ward off sorrows
And ward off from me the sorrows
That afflict me, every time
That grip me at every moment.
في شِغافِ القلب، صوني
عِـزَّتي: حُبِّي الأمينِ
In the intimacy of the heart, protect me
Within the depths of the heart, protect
My dignity: my faithful love
My pride: my faithful love.