مَاذَا يُريدُ الشِّعْرُ مِنِّي
أَخْنَى عَلَيْهِ عُلُوُّ سِنِّي
What does poetry want from me
Now that I lament my advanced age
هَلْ كَانَ مَا ذَهَبَتْ بِهِ ال
أَيَّامُ مِنْ أَدَبِي وَفَنِّي
Did the days take with them
My literary taste and art
أَحْسَنْت ظَنِّي واللَّيَا
لِي لَمْ تُوَافِقْ حُسْنَ ظَنِّي
I wished well but days
Did not fulfill my wish
وَرَجَعْتُ مِنْ سُوقٍ عرَضْ
تُ بِضَاعَتِي فِيهَا بِغَبْنِ
I returned from a market where
I offered my goods at a loss
أَفَكَانَ ذَلِكَ ذَنْبَهَا
أَمْ كَانَ ذَنْبِي لا تَسَلْنِي
Was that the market's fault
Or my fault, do not ask me
خَمَدَتْ بِيَ النَّارُ الَّتِي
رَفَعَتْ بِعَيْنِ العَصْرِ شَأْنِي
The fire that raised my status
In the eyes of the era has dimmed in me
هِيَ شُعْلَةٌ كَانَتْ تُثِ
يرُ قَرِيحَتِي وَتُنِيرُ ذِهْنِي
It was a flame that stirred
My talent and enlightened my mind
أَيَّامَ لِي طَرَبٌ وَقَلْ
بِي مَوْقِعُ المُرِنِّ
Days when I had fervor and
My heart leapt at verse
لا تَنْدُبَنِّي لِلعَظَا
ئِمِ بَعْدَهَا لا تَنْدُبَنِّي
Do not blame me for the calamities
After that, do not blame me
يَا مَنْ يُحَمِّلُنِي تَكَا
لِيفَ الشَّبَابِ ارْفُقْ بِوَهْنِي
O you who burden me with
The costs of youth, be gentle with my weakness
زَمَنِي تَوَلَّى وَالأُولَى
عَمَرُوهُ مِنْ صَحْبِي فَدَعْنِي
My time has passed and it was better
For it to spend my company, so leave me
وَلَّى الرَّبِيعُ وَجَفَّ عُو
دِي وَانقَضَى عَهْدُ التَّغَنِي
Spring has gone and my return is over
And the era of singing has ended
وَعَدِمْتُ لَذَّاتِ الرُّؤى
وَعَدِمْتُ لَذَّاتِ التَّمَنِّي
I lost the pleasures of visions
And the pleasures of wishing
إِنِّي خَتَمْتُ العَيْشَ فِي
وَادِي المخِيلَةِ أَوْ كَأَنِّي
I have finished living
In the valley of imaginations, or as if I did
فَإذَا بَدَتْ لَكَ هِمَّةٌ
مِنْ دَائِبٍ يَشْقَى وَيَبْنِي
So if an effort occurs to you
From a hard worker who suffers and builds
فَعَذِيرُهُ خَوْفُ التَّشْبِيهِ
بِالرَّحَى مِنْ غَيْرِ طِحْنِ
His excuse is fear of resemblance
To a mill without grinding
وَيَكُدُّ كَدَّ النَّحْلِ وَهْ
يَ لِغَيْرِهَا تَسْعَى وَتَجْنِي
He struggles like the struggle of bees
Which strive and reap for others
أَرْضَى بِأَنْ تُقْضَى مُنىً
لِلآخَرينَ وَإِنْ عَدَتْنِي
I am content that others' wishes
Be fulfilled even if I am denied
أًُخْلِي مَكَانِي لِلَّذِي
يَسْمُو إِلَيْهِ بِغَيْرِ حُزْنِ
I make way for those
Who aspire without sorrow
وَلَقَدْ أَهَشُّ لِمَنْ يُطَا
ولُنِي وَإِنْ يَكُ تَحْتَ ضِبْنِي
And I surely quiver to those
Who blame me even if they are beneath me
إَِنَّ الحَقِيقَةَ حِينَ نَبْ
لُغُهَا لَتَكْفِينَا وَتُغْنِي
The truth is that when
We attain it, it suffices us and enriches us
فِيهَا الجَلالُ بِكُلِّ مَعْنَ
اهُ وَفِيهَا كُلُّ حُسْنِ
In it is all glory in every
Sense and in it is all beauty
تَتَشَابَهُ التَّرِكَاتُ فِي
أَنَّا نُعِدُّ لَهَا وَنَقْنِي
Inheritances are similar in
That we prepare for them and harvest
فَإذَا تَوَلَّيْنَا فَهَلْ
أَسْمَاؤُنَا مِنَّا سَتُغْنِي
So when we are gone, will
Our names suffice us
إِنْ نَبْقَ وَالأَرْوَاحُ قَدْ
ذَهَبَتْ فَمَا الأَسْمَاءُ تَعْنِي
If we remain while spirits have
Gone, what do names mean
لَوْ لَمْ يَكُنْ فِي الذِّكْرِ لِل
أَعْقَابِ نَفْعٌ لَمْ يَشُقْنِي
Had there been no benefit to progeny
In remembrance, it would not have pained me
أَمَّا الجَزَاءُ فَإِنَّي اسْ
تَوْْفَيْتُ مِنْهُ فَوْقَ وَزْنِي
As for reward, I have already
Received beyond my worth
فِي الحَاضِرِ اسْتسْلَفْتُ مَا
سَيَقُولُهُ التَّالُونَ عَنِّي
In the present I borrowed what
Reciters will say about me