دَعَوْتُكَ أَسْتَشْفِي إِلَيْكَ فَوَافنِي
عَلَى غَيْرِ عِلْمٍ مِنْكَ أَنَّكَ لِي آسِي
I called on you to find healing in you, and you came to me
Without my knowing that you are a consoler to me
فَإِنْ تَرَنِي وَالحُزْنُ مِلْءُ جَوانِحِي
أُدَارِيهِ فَلْيَغْرُرْك بِشْرِى وَإِينَاسِي
So if you see me while sorrow fills my being
I pretend it away, do not be fooled by my cheer and consolation
وَكَمْ فِي فُؤَادِي مِنْ جِراحٍ ثَخِينَةٍ
يُحَجِّبُهَا بُرْدَايَ عَنْ أَعْيُنِ النَّاسِ
And how many deep wounds in my heart
My robe hides from people's eyes
إِلى عَيْنِ شَمْسٍ قدْ لَجَأْتُ وَحَاجَتِي
طَلاَقَةُ جَوٍّ لَمْ يُدَنَّسْ بِأَرْجَاسِ
To a shining sun I have fled, and my need
Is the openness of an unpolluted atmosphere
أُسَرِّي هُمُومِي بِانْفِرَادِي آمِناً
مَكَايِدَ وَاشٍ أَوْ نمَائِمَ دَسَّاسِ
I confide my worries in my solitude, secure
From the traps of a slanderer or the dozings of a spy
يَخَالُونَ أَنِّي فِي مَتاعٍ حِيَالَهَا
وَأَيُّ مَتَاعٍ فِي جِوَارٍ لِدِيمَاسِ
They think I am distracted by trinkets
Yet what trinket can there be in the company of eternity?
أَرَى رَوْضَةً لكِنْهَا رَوْضَةُ الرَّدَى
وَأُصْغِي وَمَا فِي مَسْمَعِي غيْرُ وَسْوَاسِ
I see a garden but it is the garden of ruin
And I listen, but there is nothing in my hearing save whispers
وَأَنْظُرُ مَنْ حَوْلِي مُشَاةً وَرُكَّباً
عَلَى مُزْجَيَاتٍ مِنْ دُخَانٍ وَأَفْرَاسِ
And I look around me at riders and walkers
On their hybrids of smoke and steeds
كَأَنِّيَ فِي رُؤيْا يَزُفُّ الأَسَى بِهَا
طَوَائِفَ جِنّ فِي مَوَاكِبِ أَعْرَاسِ
As if I am in a dream where sorrow is paraded
By troops of jinn in wedding processions
وَمَا عَيْنُ شَمْسٍ غَيْرُ مَا ارْتَجَلَ النُّهَى
بِقَفْرِ جَدِيبٍ مِنْ مَبَانٍ وَأَغْرَاسِ
And the sun's eye is none but what the prohibition
Has improvised in the emptiness of a barren waste and trees
بَنَوْهَا فَأَعْلوْهَا وَمَا هُوَ غَيْرَ أَنْ
جَرَتْ أَحْرُفٌ مَرْسُومةٌ فَوْقَ قِرْطاسِ
They ascribed it rising and setting, yet it is but
Letters drawn on parchment
بَدَتْ إِرَمْ ذَاتُ الْعِمَادِ كأَنَّهَا
مِنَ الْقاعِ شَدَّتْهَا النُّجُومُ بِأَمْرَاسِ
The pillar constellation manifested as if
The stars had erected it from the depth by ropes
كَفَتْهَا لَيَالٍ نزْرَةٌ فَتَجَدَّدَتْ
ثوَابِتَ أَرْكَانٍ رَوَاسِخَ آسَاسِ
Nights few in number repaired it, so it renewed
Its fixed pillars and firm foundations
وَغَالَطَ فِيهَا الْبَعثُ مَا خَالط الْحِلَى
بِهَا مِنْ ضرُوبٍ مُحْدَثَاتٍ وَأَجْنَاسِ
And in it life confused what fineries have blended
With its essence of novelties and diverse breeds
هُنَاكَ أُبِيحُ الشَّجْوَ نَفْساً مَنِيعَةً
عَلَى الضَّيْمِ مَهْمَا يَفْلُلِ الضَّيْمُ مِنْ بَاسي
There my lamentation of an unassailable soul
Is permitted no matter how potent adversity's might
يَمُرُّ بِيَ الإخْوَانُ فِي خَطَرَاتِهِمْ
أُولَئِكَ عُوَّادِي وَلَيْسُوا بِجُلاَّسِي
My comrades pass by in their risks
They are my visitors but not my intimates
أَهَشُّ إِلَيْهِمْ مَا أَهَشُّ تَلَطُّفاً
إِذَا لَمْ أُطِقْ صَبْراً فَأَطْلَقْتُ أَنْفَاسِي
I clamor to them in clamoring
When I cannot bear patience and loose my breath
ذَرُونِيَ وَانْجُوا مِنْ شَظايَا تُصِيبُكُمْ
إِذَا لَمْ أُطِقْ صَبْراً فَأَطْلَقْتُ أَنْفَاسِي
Leave me and escape the shards that strike you
When I cannot bear patience and loose my breath
فَإِنِّي عَلَى مَا نَالَنِي مِنْ مَسَاءَةٍ
لأَرْحَمُ صَحْبِي أَنْ يُلِمَّ بِهِمْ بَاسِي
For in spite of the harm that has come to me
I would spare my companions being battered by my affliction
ذَرُونِيَ لاَ يَمْلِكْ وَجِيفِي قُلُوبَكُمْ
إِذَا مَرَّ ذَاكَ الطَّيْفُ وَادَّكَرَ النَّاسِي
Leave me, my carcass does not possess your hearts
When that phantom passes and reminds people of the forgetful one
فَتَاللهِ لَوْلاَ ذَلِكَ الطَّيِفُ وَالهَوَى
لَهُ مُسْعِدٌ لَمْ يَمْلِكِ الدَّهْرُ إِتْعَاسِي
By Allah, were it not for that phantom and passion
He would have been happy, time would not have ruined him
ذَرُونِي أُحْسُ الخَمْرَ غَيْرَ مُنَفَّرٍ
عَنِ الْوِرْدِ مِنْهَا نِفْرَةَ الطَّائِرِ الحَاسِي
Leave me be, I do not abhor wine
Like a wary bird abhors the roses therein
فرُبَّتَ كَاسٍ عَنْ شِفَاهِي رَدَدتُهَا
وَقَدْ قَتلَ الدَّمْعُ السَّلاَفَةَ فِي الْكاسِ
Many a cup have I pushed away from my lips
As tears had ruined its drinkability
ذَرُونِي أُنكَّسْ هَامَتِي غَيْرَ مُتَّقٍ
مَلاَمَة رُوَّادٍ وَشُبْهَةَ جُوَّاسِ
Leave me to hang my head without caution
Fearing the blame of visitors or the doubt of spies
فبِي حُرَّةٌ بِكْرٌ ضُلُوعِي سِيَاجُهَا
أَرَاشَ عَلَيْهَا سَهْمَهُ مُعْتَدٍ قَاسِ
For in me is a breachable sanctuary, its ribs fenced
By arrows from the bow of a transgressor who shot
أُعِيدُ إِلَيْها كُلَّ حِينٍ نَوَاظِرِي
وَأُخْفِضُ مِنْ عَطْفٍ عَلَى جُرْحِهَا رَاسِي
I return my sight to it every moment
And lower from affection my head to its wound
يَكَادُ يَبُث المَجْدُ مَا لاَ أَبُثهُ
مِنَ السَّقْمِ العَوَّادِ وَالسَّأَمِ الرَّاسِي
Glory almost publicizes what I do not spread
Of chronic illness and lasting fatigue
أَنَا الأَلَمْ السَّاجِي لِبُعْدِ مَزافِرِي
أَنا الأَمَلُ الدَّاجِيَ وَلَمْ يَخْبُ نِبْرَاسِي
I am the persistent pain of distant processions
I am the lingering hope though my torch has not gone out
أَنَا الأَسَدُ الْبَاكِي أَنَا جَبَلُ الأَسَى
أَنا الرَّمْسُ يَمْشِي دَامِياً فَوْقَ أَرْمَاسِ
I am the roaring lion, I am the mountain of sorrow
I am the firm pillar walking steadily above its bases
فَيَا مُنْتَهَى حُبِّي إِلى مُنْتَهَى المُنَى
وَنعْمَةَ فِكْرِي فَوْقَ شِقْوَةِ إِحْسَاسِي
So my love's apogee and the bounty of my thought
Above the wretchedness of my feelings
دَعَوْتُك أَسْتَشْفِي إِلَيْكَ فَوَافِنِي
عَلَى غَيْرِ عِلْمٍ مِنْكَ أَنَّكَ لِي آسِي
I called on you to find healing in you, and you came to me
Without my knowing that you are a consoler to me