أَلا هَبَّت أُمامَةُ بَعدَ هَدءٍ
تُعاتِبُني وَتَجبَهُني بِظُلمِ
Alas Ummama raged after calm
Rebuking me, outraged at my injustice
تُعاتِبُ أَن رَأَتني سافَ مالي
وَطاوَعتُ القِيادَ وَرَثَّ جِسمي
Angry that she saw me err
And yield to fate as my body weakened
وَقَنَّعَني القَتيرُ خِمارَ شَيبٍ
وَوَدَّعَني الشَبابُ وَرَقَّ عَظمي
Age clothed me in its shroud
Youth bid farewell as my bones grew frail
فَقُلتُ لَها أُمامَةُ لَيسَ هَذا
عِتاباً بَعدَما أَنحَلتِ جِسمي
I said: Ummama, this is no cause for blame
Now that my body is ruined and decayed
فَإِن تَكُنِ الحَوادِثُ أَقصَدَتني
وَأَخطَأَهُنَّ سَهمي حينَ أَرمي
If events have led me astray
And their arrows missed when I shot
فَقَد أَخطَأتُ حينَ تَبِعتُ سَهماً
سَفاهاً ما سَفِهتُ وَزَلَّ حِلمي
The fault is mine for following
A reckless arrow - I was foolish and lacked wisdom
تَبِعتُهُمُ وَضَيَّعتُ المَوالي
فَأَلقَوا لِلضِباعِ دَمي وَلَحمي
I followed them and neglected loyalties
So they abandoned my flesh and blood
وَضَيَّعتُ الكَرامَةَ فَاِرمَأَدَّت
وَقُبِّضتُ الشَقا في جَوفِ سَلمي
I lost dignity and it fled from me
And misery filled my innards through and through
وَضَيَّعتُ النَعيمَ فَبانَ مِنّي
وَعانَقتُ الهَوانَ وَقَلَّ طُعمي
I lost comfort and it deserted me
Embracing disgrace as my taste turned bitter
وَبُدِّلتُ النَعيمَ بِدارِ ذُلٍّ
كَذَلِكَ حِرفَتي وَكَذاكَ عِلمي
Exchanging comfort for an abode of humiliation
Such is my craft and such is my knowledge
فَما لَقِيَت شِمالي يَومَ خَيرٍ
وَما لَقِيَت يَميني يَومَ غُنمِ
Never has my left hand brought good
Nor my right hand brought bounty