مَلامَكِ عَنّي جَلّ خَطبٌ فَأَوجَعا
ذَريني وَما بي قَبل أَن يَتَصَدّعا
My angel, cease reproaching me, for grief has left me sick
Leave me be, lest before this my heart break into pieces
أَلَم تَعلَمي أَنَّ المَلومَ معذَّب
وَأَن أَخي لاقى الحِمامَ فَوَدّعا
Know you not that the blamed is tortured so?
And that my brother met the fate of all, and so did pass away
وَأَعدَدتُه لِلنَّائِباتِ ذَخيرَة
فَأَضحى أَجَلَّ النَّائِباتِ وَأَفظَعا
I prepared him well for life's misfortunes
So he became the greatest of misfortunes, and the most dire
وَدافَعتُ عَنهُ المَوتَ بِالمالِ جاهِداً
فَأَوردته مِنهُ عَلى الرُّغمِ مَشرَعا
And I warded off death from him with all my wealth
Yet I brought it to him in the end, despite my efforts
أَبا جَعفَر إِن كانَ قَدّمك الرَّدى
أَمامي وَعاداكَ الحِمامُ فَأَسرَعا
Father Ja'far, if fate has brought you low
And the fates have turned against you and made haste
وَخَلَّيتَني لِلنَّائِباتِ دَريئَةً
أَظَلُّ بِها في كُل يَوم مرَوَّعا
Leaving me easy prey for every disaster
So each day I cower, distraught with fear
فَعَينِيَ ما تَنفَكُّ عَبرَى سَخينَةً
عَلَيك وَرُكني خاضِعا مُتضعضِعا
My eyes cease not in shedding scalding tears for you
And without you I bow, humbled and brought low
وَبعدك لا آسى عَلى فَقدِ هالِكٍ
مَضيتَ فَهَوّنتَ المَصائِب أَجمَعا
With you gone, I grieve no more for the dead
For when you left, you made all grief lighter
سَأَحمِي الكَرى عَيني وَأَفتَرِش الثَّرى
حَياتِيَ إِذ صارَ الثَّرى لَكَ مَضجَعا
I will shield my eyes from seeing others, and spread myself upon the earth
For my life, when the earth became your bed
وَقيتُك ما أَخشاه جُهدي وَلَم أُطِق
لِرَدِّ قَضاء اللَّهِ إِذ حَلَّ مَدفَعا
I protected you from what I feared, though I'd no power
To turn back what God ordained when it came to pass
فَلَو أَنَّني خُيّرتُ لَم يَعدُني الرَّدى
وَكُنت المُعَزّى عَن أَخيك المُفَجَّعا
And if I'd been given a choice, fate would not let me
And I'd have been comforted for the loss of you, my brother
وَإِنّي لأَستَحيي المَعاشِرَ أَن أُرى
خِلافك حَيّاً بِالبَقاءِ مُمَتَّعا
For I'm ashamed before all people that I should live
While you are dead, and I still drawing breath
وَما مَرَّ يَوم في البَلاءِ كَيَومه
أَمرَّ وَأَنأى عن عَزاءٍ وَأَشنَعا
No day has passed in this ordeal like the day you left
It was so bitter, it allowed no comfort, no consolation
وَبَينَ ضُلوعي غُصّة مُستَكِنّة
مُجاوِرَة قَلبا بذكرك مُوجَعا
Within my chest there lies a settled anguish
That keeps my heart in pain with the memory of you
وَهَوَّنَ وَجدي فيكَ أَنّ أَمامَنا
سِوى دارنا داراً سَتَجمَعُنا مَعا
It eases my torment that we know
Beyond our home here lies a home where we will meet again