بالله فُتَّ كَبِدِي يا هَمِّي
وغمَّ قَلْبي بالجَوَى يا غمِّي
Oh Allah, break open my liver, O my sorrow
And fill my heart with burning embers, O my anguish
وابْلُ جسْمي بالضَّنىَ يا سُقْمِي
فبَعدَ رُوحي لا أُرِيدُ جِسمي
Drench my body with grief, O my malady
For after losing my soul, I have no use for my body
وبعد دِرْياقي أُريدُ سمِّي
مُصيبتي لمَّا انتهت في العَظْمِ
And after losing my loved ones, all I want is to be named among the dead
When my tribulation culminated, it mocked the silent mountains
قد سخرت من الجِبَالِ الصمِّ
توسَّعَتْ فضاقَ عَنها كَتْمِي
It grew so wide even my restraint could not contain it
I buried all my family against my will
دفنت أَهلي كلَّهم بَرَغْمِي
أَخِي وأُختي وأَبي وأُمِّي
My brother, my sister, my father and my mother
And how many unnamed others I interred
وكم دفنتُ غَيْرَ مَنْ أُسمِّي
من رُفْقَةٍ مثلِ بدورِ التِّم
Friends like the Pleiades and bare bones I smelled
I buried each, though I did not want to, in a desolate, gloomy wasteland
ومن بهاليلَ عظامٍ شُمِّ
دفنت كلاًّ منهمُ عَنْ علْم
At the bottom of a grave, under thousands of shovels of dirt
These were graves I built, though they destroyed me
في موحشٍ أَسْوَدَ مُدْلَهمِّ
في قَعْر قَبْرٍ تَحْت أَلفِ رَدْمِ
Constructed with my blood and flesh
Scenes that blinded me, as you saw
تلك قبورٌ بُنيت لهَدْمِي
لم تُبْن إِلاَّ بدَمِي ولَحْمِي
And stabbed my heart with every care
This grave for my intimacy, that for my kiss
مَناظرٌ كما رأَيتَ تُعْمِي
وتَقْصِدُ القلبَ بكُلِّ هَمِّ
And I lived on without them, though against my will
Due to my ill-fated destiny and unfair lot
لقبر ذَا ضَمِّي وهَذَا لَثْمِي
وعِشْتُ مِنْ بَعدِهم بِرَغْمي
Like a sword in solitude, not an arrow in a quiver
In Sufi-like poverty and destitution
لِشُؤْمِ بَخْتي ولسُوءِ قَسْمِي
كالسَّيفِ في الوَحْدَةِ لا كالسَّهْم
My reason and patience were lost after them
When I had been in prosperity and plenty
في فَقْرٍ صُوفيٍّ وذمي
قد ضاع عقلي بعدهم وحلمي
In bounty and abundant luxury
When I did not cast them aside, or myself
وكنت في غِنىً وغُنمِ
في نعمةٍ وفي نعيمٍ جَمِّ
When I did not ignore them, or myself
They saw my love as inescapable destiny
وكنت لا أُرْمَى بِهم وأَرْمِي
وكُنْتُ لا أُصْمَى بهم وأُصْمِي
And their fate was to end up as my fate
To seek refuge in my name in times of woe
يرون حُبِّي كالقضاءِ الحَتْم
ورَسْمُهم أَن ينتهوا لرَسْمِي
Never did I imagine they would all die
After them, my life lost all taste
ويَسْتعيذوا في الهُمومِ باسْمِي
لم يَجْرِ مَوْتُ كلَّهم في وَهْمِي
Oh my deprivation after them, and my nothingness
Oh my loss of direction after the loss of my guiding stars
ما لِحياتي بَعْدَهم مِنْ طَعْمِ
فيا افْتِقَارِي بَعْدَهُم وعُدْمِي
Oh sorrows that never cease growing
Oh tears that never cease flowing
ويا ضَلالي بعد فقد نَجْمِي
ويا هموماً لاَ تَزَالُ تَنْمِي
Pouring more than I can hide beneath my shirt
Oh unjust times in judgment
ويا دُموعاً لا تَزال تَهْمِي
تَكْثُر أَنْ أَسْتُرَها بكُمِّي
No wonder you are my ruler and my opponent
With what crime, what sin
ويا زماناً جائراً في الحُكْمِ
لا غرو أَنْتَ حاكمي وخَصْمِي
Have you wronged me, and how can I be blamed?
My praise is to Allah, and to my time my blame
بأَيِّ ذَنْبٍ وبأَيِّ جُرْمِ
ظَلَمْتَني ومَا يَحلُّ ظُلْمِي
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