كَمُلَتْ ليَ الخمسونَ والخمسُ
ووقعْتُ في مرضٍ له نُكْسُ
Fifty years have been completed for me—and five more;
and I have fallen ill with a sickness that relapses.
وَوُجِدْتُ بالأضدادِ في جَسَدي
غُصْنٌ يلينُ وقامةٌ تَقْسُو
Within my body I have found opposites:
a branch grows supple while my frame grows stiff.
وتَنافَرَتْ عَنّي الحسانُ كما
لحظَ الهصورَ جآذرٌ خُنْسُ
The beautiful women shy away from me, as
young gazelles shrink from the fierce lion’s gaze.
وابيضَّ مِن فَودَيَّ من شَعَري
وَحْفٌ كأنّ سوادَهُ النِّقْسُ
The hair at my temples has turned white
and thinned, as though its blackness were but a breath.
والعُمْرُ يذبُل في مَنابِتِهِ
غَرْسٌ ويلبسُ نضرةً غَرسُ
A lifetime withers where it grows—
one planting—while another puts on fresh bloom.
أَصغَيتُ لِلأَيّامِ إذا نَطَقَتْ
بالوعظ فهيَ نَواطِقٌ خُرسُ
I listened closely to the days when they spoke
their admonition: they are mute orators.
وفهمتُ بعد اللَّبسِ ما شَرَحَتْ
والشرحُ يَذْهَبُ عنده اللَّبسُ
After confusion, I understood what they explained;
but confusion, when present, makes explanation vanish.
أَضحى بِوَحشَتي المَشيب ولي
بعد الشبابِ بِذِكْرِهِ أنسُ
Gray age has become the cause of my loneliness, yet
after youth, I find comfort in remembering it.
ومُسايراً زَمنَينِ في عُمري
مصباحُ ذا قمرٌ وذا شمْسُ
Having kept company with two ages in my life,
this one’s lamp was the moon, and that one’s the sun.
دُنْيا الفَتى تَفْنى لذا خُلِقَتْ
وتموتُ فيها الجِنُّ والإنْسُ
The young man’s world must perish—for that it was created—
and within it jinn and humankind must die.
إنّا لآدمَ كلّنا ولدٌ
وَحِمامُنَا بحمامه جِنْسُ
Indeed, we are all Adam’s offspring,
and our death is of the same kind as his.
وأَقَلُّ ما يبقى الجدارُ إذا
ما انهدّ تحتَ بنائه الأسُّ
How little of the wall remains when
the foundation beneath its structure has collapsed.
يا ربّ إنّ النارَ عاتِيةٌ
وبكلّ سامعةٍ لها حَسُّ
O Lord, surely the fire is fierce,
and every hearing ear has some sense of it.
لا تَجعَلَنْ جَسَدي لها حَطَباً
فيه تُحَرَّقُ منّيَ النفسُ
Do not make my body firewood for it,
lest the soul within me be burned there.
وارْفُقْ بِعَبدٍ لَحظُهُ جَزِعٌ
يوْمَ الحساب ونُطْقُهُ هَمسُ
Be gentle with a servant whose gaze is terrified
on the Day of Reckoning, and whose speech is a whisper.
Sol 5.6