عِندِي نِزاعٌ ليسَ عَنْهُ نُزُوعُ
لِلْبَدْرِ حَجْبٌ لَيْسَ مِنْهُ طُلوعُ
I have a strife from which there is no retreat
The moon has a veil from which there is no rising
عَجَباً تَقَضَّى بالخُسوفِ سُطوعُهُ
ولِصِنْوِهِ عَقِبَ الخُسوفِ سُطوعُ
How strange that its brightness was eclipsed
And its beauty returned after the eclipse
أوَ لَيْسَ عُلْوِيُّ الصِّفاتِ حَقيقَةً
غَيْرَ الْتِفاتٍ راعَ وَهْوَ مَروعُ
Or is the Most High not truly characterized
By anything other than care for one distressed?
سُرْعانَ ما فَجَعَ الزّمانُ بِغَصْبِهِ
وَالدَّهْرُ بالعِلْقِ النَّفيسِ فَجوعُ
Soon time wrongfully robbed me of him
And fate ravenously deprived me of that precious comrade
وَطَوى مَعَاهِدَ ذِكْرِهِ وعُهُودِهِ
حَتَّى كأَنَّهُ مَا وَفَى الأُسْبُوعُ
It folded up the scrolls of his mention and covenants
As if it never kept its promise in the week
يَا لَيْتَهُ لَو دامَ يُمْتِعُنِي بِهِ
أَبَداً شُرُوقٌ لِلضُّحَى ومُتُوعُ
O would that he had continued to delight me with himself
Forever risings for the bright dawn and gifts shared
لَهْفِي عَلَيهِ مُوَدّعاً لا يُقْتَضَى
لِذِهابِهِ حَتَّى الحِساب رُجُوعُ
My craving for him bidding farewell cannot be appeased
Even by reckoning his return until the final judgment
كَمْ دَافَعَ الجَيْشُ العَرَمْرَمُ دُونَهُ
لَوْ أَنَّ شَيْئاً لِلْحِمامِ دَفوعُ
How many an impenetrable army did he hold back from him
If something for the doves could be warded off
لِلْقَلبِ حَالُ الشَّمْلِ يَوْمَ نَعِيِّهِ
كُلٌّ علَى حُكمِ الرَّدَى مَصْدُوعُ
For the heart the state of being torn on the day of his death notice
Each is in the grip of destruction, split open
إنْ تَخْلُ مِنْهُ مَنَازِلٌ وَمَطَالِعٌ
لَمْ تَخْلُ مِنْهُ جَوَانِحٌ وضُلوعُ
If places and risings are devoid of him
Breasts and ribs are not devoid of him
بِأَبِي مَحَاسِنَه التِي وُصِلَ الثَّرَى
مِنْها بِما أَنَا دونَهُ مَقْطُوعُ
By his beauty with which he joined the earth
With some of which I am less endowed
لَو رُمْتُ أَنْ أَنْساهُ هَاجَ تَذَكُّرِي
بَرْقٌ لَمُوعٌ أَوْ أَغَنُّ سَجوعُ
If I tried to forget him, my recollection
Would stir like a flaming blaze or copious downpour
وَكَفَى شَهِيداً بِالْهَوَادَةِ والهَوَى
أَنَّ المُباحَ مِن الكَرَى مَمْنوعُ
It suffices as a witness to gentleness and love
That the forbidden of disasters is prevented
لَن يَبْرَحَ السُّهْدُ المُبَرِّحُ مُقْلَتِي
ما دَامَ يُطْبِقُ مُقْلَتَيهِ هُجُوعُ
The friendly assembly will not cease to cheer my eyes
As long as shutting brings them together in seclusion
فيهِ تَهَاجَرَتِ الحَشَايَا والحَشَا
وتَوَاصَلَ البُرْكَانُ واليَنْبُوعُ
In it prairies and meadows reconciled
And springs and volcanoes connected
لا فِطْرَ لا أَضْحَى يُؤَنِّسُ قُرْبَهُ
ولَهُ نُزوحٌ مُوحِشٌ وَشُسوعُ
No feast or celebration makes his proximity joyous
And his absence is lonely and dismal
لَمْ أَشْهَدِ الأَعْيادَ مَسْروراً بِها
لَكِنْ مَخافَة أنْ يُقَالَ جَزوعُ
I did not happily attend celebrations
But fearing it might be said I was disconsolate
حجِّي لأَجْدَاثٍ أَطَابَ تُرَابَهَا
بِشَذىً كَمَا هَبَّ النَّسِيمُ يَضُوعُ
Make pilgrimage to fresh graves, the soil of which
The breeze perfumed as it freely blew
مِنها أهِلُّ لِما أُفيضُ وإنَّما
لِبْسِي هُناكَ كآبَةٌ وَولُوعُ
For them I profess what I pour out, but in fact
My being there is gloom and anguish
والهَدْيُ في تِلكَ المَشَاعِرِ قُدِّسَتْ
قَلْبٌ جُذاذٌ والجِمَارُ دُمُوعُ
And the gift in those sacred places
Is a barren heart, and the tears, a downpour
هُوَ مَا عَهدْتَ فَلا تَدِنْ بِمَلامَتِي
وَجْدِي بِفَرْطِ صَبَابَتِي مَشْفُوعُ
He is as you knew him, so do not blame me
And consider my abundant youthful folly an intercession
وَحَدِيثُ سُلْوانِي مَتَى أُسْمِعتَهُ
فَاحْكُمْ عَلَيْهِ بأَنَّهُ مَوْضُوعُ
And when you hear my dreamy discourse
Judge it as fabricated