لَستُ أنسَى الأحبَاب مَا دُمتُ حَيَّا
ولَعَمرِي نَأوا مَكَاناً قَصِيَّا
I shall not forget the beloved as long as I live.
By my life, though they have gone far away.
وتَلَوا آيَة الوداعِ فَخَرُّوا
خِيفَة البَينش سُجَّدا وبَكِيَّا
They recited the verse of farewell, then fell
prostrate for fear of parting, weeping.
فَبِذِكراهُمُ تَسُحُّ دُمُوعِي
كُلَّمَا اشتَقتُ بُكرةً وعَشِيَّا
At their memory my tears pour down
whenever I yearn for them, morning and evening.
ونَأوا زورة فَصِرتُ أنَادِي
فِي ظَلامِ الدُّجَى نِداءً خَفِيَّا
They went away after a visit, and I began calling
through the pitch-dark night in a hushed voice.
وأنَاجِي الإلاه مِن فَرطِ حُبِّي
كَمُنَاجَاةِ عَبدِهِ زكَرِيَّا
And I commune with God out of love’s excess,
as His servant Zechariah communed with Him.
وهَن العَظمُ بِالبِعَادِ فَهَب لِي
ربّ بِالقُربِ مِن لَدُنك ولِيَّا
My bones have grown frail from separation—so grant me,
Lord, through nearness, a guardian from Your presence.
واستَجِب سَيِّدِي دُعَائِي فَإنِّي
لَم أكُن بِدُعَاك ربّ شَقِيَّا
Answer my prayer, my Master, for I
have never, Lord, been wretched in praying to You.
قَد بَرى قَلبِيَ الفِراقُ وحَقَّا
كَان يُومُ الفِراقِ شَيئاً فَرِيَّا
Parting has worn my heart away; indeed,
the day of parting was a monstrous thing.
لَيتَنِي مِتُّ قَبل هَذا وأنِّي
كُنتُ نِسياً عِند الورى مَنسِيَّا
Would that I had died before this, and been
among mankind a thing forgotten, utterly forgotten.
لَم يَكُن ذاك بإختٍِيَارِي ولَكِن
كَان أمراً مُقَدَّراً مَقضِيَّا
It was not of my choosing, but
a matter destined and decreed.
يا خَلِيلَيَّ خَلِّيَانِي بِوجدِي
أنَا أولَى بِنَارِ حُبِّي صِليَّا
O my two dear friends, leave me alone with my passion:
I most deserve to burn in the fire of my love.
إنَّ لِي فِي الفِراقِ دمعاً مُطِيعاً
وهَوًى قَاصِياً وصبراً عَصِيَّا
Indeed, in separation I have tears that obey me,
a merciless passion, and patience that rebels.
أنَا فِي عَاذِلِي وحُبِّي وشَوقِي
حَائِرٌ أيَّهُم أشَدُّ عُتِيَّا
Caught between my reproacher, my love, and my longing,
I stand bewildered—which is fiercest in rebellion?
أنَا شَيخُ الغَرَامِ مَن يَتَّبِعنِي
أهدِهِ فِي الهَوى سِرَاطاً سَوِيَّا
I am the master of love; whoever follows me,
I shall guide him upon love’s straight path.
أنَا مَيتُ الهَوى فَيَوم أراكم
ذلِك اليَوم يَوم أبعثُ حَيَّا
I am dead from love; the day I see you
will be the day I am raised alive.
Sol 5.6