أَضاعَ وَقاري مَن عَلِقتُ جَمالَهُ
فَيا زَهرَةً قَد زَلزَلَت جَبَلاً راسي
He wasted my dignity, the one whose beauty I admired,
Oh blossom, you who made a steadfast mountain quake,
وَما ضَرَّ لَو واسى وَسَلّى بِزَورَةٍ
خَلِيٌّ جَرى فيهِ القَضاءُ عَلى راسي
It would not hurt if he would console and comfort with a visit,
An empty evening passed, fate played out as it would,
فَأَلقُطُ دُرّاً مِن فُضولِ حَديثِهِ
وَأَشرَبُ طيبَ العَيشِ مِن فَضلَةِ الكاسِ
So I pick up pearls from the excess of his talk,
And I drink the pleasure of life from the remainder of the cup,
وَأَرخَصتُ عُمُري فيهِ وَهوَ ذَخيرَتي
وَأَنفَقتُ فيهِ كَنزَ صَبري وَإِناسي
And I spent my life on him though he was my treasure,
And I spent on him my reserve of patience and companionship,
وَغادَرتُ رَأييِ بِالعَراءِ مُذَمِّماً
وَأَوحَشتُ نَفسي فيهِ مِن سائِرِ الناسِ
And I abandoned my opinion in the wilderness, blaming,
And I isolated myself from him, from all other people,
وَأَفسَدتُ بَينَ النَومِ فيهِ وَناظِري
وَأَكَّدتُ وُدّاً بَينَ فِكري وَوَسواسي
And I corrupted between sleep and my watcher,
And I strengthened love between my thoughts and obsessions,
سَأَصرِفُ صَرفَ الحُرِّ عَنهُ مَطامِعي
وَآوي بِهَذا القَلبِ مِنهُ إِلى الياسِ
I will divert my aspirations from him like a free man,
And I will shelter this heart from him into despair,
أَما حيلَةٌ فيهِ فَيَعشَقُ ساعَةً
عَسى رُقَيَّةٌ أُرقي بِها قَلبَهُ القاسي
If only he would love for an hour,
Perhaps a moment of intimacy would soften his harsh heart.