أَلا عَلِّلاني قَبلَ أَن يَأتِيَ المَوتُ
وَيُبنى لِجُثماني بِدارِ البِلى بَيتُ
Oh how I wish to be advised before death comes
And a house of ruin is built for my body
أَلا عَلِّلاني كَم حَبيبٍ تَعَذَّرَت
مَوَدَّتُهُ عَن وَصلِهِ قَد تَسَلَّيتُ
Oh how I wish to be advised, how many a beloved
Whose affection was inaccessible to reunion I endured
أَلا عَلِّلاني لَيسَ سَعيِي بِمُدرَكٍ
وَلا بِوُقوفي بِالَّذي خُطَّ لي فَوتُ
Oh how I wish to be advised, my efforts are not for attainment
Nor for standing at that which was destined I missed
فَأَهلَكَني ما أَهلَكَ الناسَ كُلَّهُم
صُروفُ المُنى وَالحِرصُ وَاللَوُّ وَاللَيتُ
So I was destroyed by what destroyed all people
The turns of fate, greed, infatuation, and would that I had
أَلا رُبَّ دَسّاسٍ إِلى الكَيدِ حامِلٍ
ضِبابَ حُقودٍ قَد عَرَفتُ وَدارَيتُ
Oh how many a sly enemy bearing
Grudges’ clouds I knew and chased away
فَعادَ صَديقاً بَعدَما كانَ شائِناً
بَعيدَ الرِضى عَنّي فَصافى وَصافَيتُ
So he became a friend after he had been hostile
Far from pleased with me, but then reconciled and I reconciled
وَخِطَّةِ رِبحٍ في العُلى قَد أَجَبتُها
وَخِطَّةِ خَسفٍ ذاتِ بَخسٍ تَأَبَّيتُ
And I answered the plan of profitable gain
And the plan of devastating loss I refused
وَزادُ التُقى مِثلُ الرَفيقِ مُقَدَّماً
تَزَوَّدَ قَلبي سائِغاً لي وَأَسرَيتُ
With piety’s provision held ahead like a companion
My heart pleasantly provisioned itself and I provisioned
فَلاقَيتُهُ في مَنزِلٍ قَد أُعِدَّ لي
مَحَلّاً كَريماً لا يَرومُ فَأَقرَيتُ
So I met Him in an abode prepared for me
An honorable lodging I do not aim for, and I lodged
وَمِن عَجَبِ الأَيّامِ بَغيُ مَعاشِرٍ
غِضابٍ عَلى سَبقي إِذا أَنا جارَيتُ
And from the wonders of days the hatred of comrades
Bent on affliction when I surpass them I experienced
لَهُم رَحِمٌ دُنياهُمُ يَعرِفونَها
إِذا أَنهَكوها بِالقَطيعَةِ أَبقَيتُ
To them belongs a womb-world they know
When they exhaust it with estrangement I give life
يَصُدّونَ عَن شُكري وَتُهجَرُ سُنَّتي
عَلى قُربِ عَهدٍ مِثلَ ما يُهجَرُ البَيتُ
They bar me from gratitude and my way is shunned
Shortly after proximity like a house is shunned
فَذَلِكَ دَأبُ البِرِّ مِنّي وَدَأبُهُم
إِذا قُتِلوا نُعمايَ بِالكُفرِ أَحيَيتُ
So that is the way of righteousness from me and their way
When they kill my blessings with disbelief I give life
يُغيظُهُمُ فَضلي عَلَيهِم وَنَقصُهُم
كَأَنِّيَ قَسَّمتُ الحُظوظَ فَحابَيتُ
My exceeding them angers them and their deficiency
As though I distributed the lots and favored
وَكَم كُرَبٍ أَخّاذَةٍ بِحُلوقِهِم
مُصَمِّمَةِ البَلوى كَشَفتُ وَجَلَّيتُ
And how many firm coiling afflictions in their throats
I undid and relieved
عَرَفتُ زَماني بُؤسَهُ وَرَخائَهُ
وَلاقَيتُ مَكروهَ الخُطوبِ وَعانَيتُ
I knew my time, its misery and comfort
And I faced the hated misfortunes and endured
وَدَهرٍ مُؤاتٍ قَد مَلَكتُ نَعيمَهُ
وَأُعطيتُ مِن حَلواءِ عَيشٍ وَأَعطَيتُ
And a favorable fate whose bliss I possessed
And I was given the sweetness of livelihood and I gave
وَآخَرُ يُشجيني صَبَرتُ لِمَضِّهِ
وَكَم مِن شَجىً تَحتَ التَصَبُّرِ قاسَيتُ
And another that grieves me, for its pain I was patient
And how many agonies beneath composure I tasted
وَخَصمٍ يَهُدُّ القَرمَ رَجعُ جَوابِهِ
مَلَأتُ لَهُ صاعَ الخِصامِ فَوَفَّيتُ
And an adversary whose foolish talk is abundant
I filled for him contention’s bucket and sufficed
أُصافي بَني الشَحناءِ ما جَمجَموا بِها
لِبُقيا فَإِن أَغرَوا بِيَ الشَرَّ أَغرَيتُ
I match the fabrications of the hostile what they muddled with it
For the remains, and if they delude me with evil I deluded
وَأَتبَعُ مِصباحَ اليَقينِ فَإِن بَدا
لِيَ الشَكُّ في شَيءٍ يُريبُ تَناهَيتُ
And I follow the lantern of certainty, so if
Doubt in something uncertain appears, I refrain
وَبَهماءَ دَيمومٍ كَسَوتُ قِفارَها
مَناسِمَ حُرجوجٍ وَبَهماءَ عَرَّيتُ
And the desolation of perpetuity I covered its expanses
With scintillating mirages, and the desolation I laid bare
شَغَلتُ هُمومَ النَفسِ عَنّي بِرِحلَةٍ
فَأَصبَحتُ مِنها فَوقَ رَحلي وَأَمسَيتُ
I preoccupied the soul’s worries with a journey
And I became above it in my equipment by morning and evening
وَماءِ خَلاءٍ قَد طَرَقتُ بِسُدفَةٍ
عَلَيهِ القَطا كَأَنَّ آجِنَهُ الزَيتُ
And a spring whose surroundings I knocked with a vessel
Like oil flows down it
وَمَرقَبَةٍ مِثلِ السِنانِ عَلَوتُها
كَأَنّي لِأَردافِ الكَواكِبِ ناجَيتُ
And an outlook post like a spear I climbed
As though for the saddle seats of stars I whispered
وَأُمنِيَةٍ لَم أَمنَعِ النَفسَ رَومَها
بَلَغتُ وَأُخرى بَعدَها قَد تَمَنَّيتُ
And a wish I did not forbid my soul its intent
I attained and another thereafter I wished
وَحَربٍ عَوانٍ يُثقِلُ الأَرضَ حَملُها
وَيَلمَعُ في أَطرافِ أَرماحِها المَوتُ
And a vicious war whose burden weighs down the land
And death glints on the edges of its spears
شَهِدتُ بِصَبرٍ لا تُوَلّي جُنودُهُ
فَحاسَيتُ أَكواسَ المَنايا وَساقَيتُ
I witnessed with patience whose troops do not retreat
So I tasted the goblets of doom and I served them
وَضَيفٍ رَمَتني لَيلَةٌ بِسَوادِهِ
فَحَيّاهُ بِشري قَبلَ زادي وَحَيَّيتُ
And a guest the night tossed me in its darkness
So I greeted him ere my provision and greeted
وَباتَ بِمُمسي لَيلَةٍ غابَ شَرُّها
وَقُمتُ فَأَطعَمتُ الثَناءَ وَأُسقيتُ
And he stayed the eve of a night whose evil vanished
And I stood and fed praise and sated
وَنُعمى تَضيقُ النَفسُ حينَ أَرُدُّها
شَكَرتُ عَلَيها ذا البَلادِ وَكافَيتُ
And blessings that straiten the soul when I recount them
I thanked the Lord of the lands and it sufficed
وَداءٍ مِنَ الأَعداءِ دَبَّت سُمومُهُ
وَأَعيا رِفاءَ الشَرِّ بِالسَيفِ داوَيتُ
And a malady from the enemies crept its poisons
And I cured the calm of evil with the sword and healed
وَعَزمٍ كَمَتنِ السَيفِ لي وَلِصاحِبي
فَما أَظهَرَتهُ بَوحَةٌ مُنذُ أَخفَيتُ
And a resolve like the bending of the sword for me and my friend
That an intimation since I concealed did not disclose
وَراحٍ كَلَونِ التِبرِ يَضحَكُ كَأسُها
صَبَحتُ بِها شَرباً كِراماً وَغادَيتُ
And wine like the color of amber smiling in its cup
I began at dawn honorably drinking and left
وَبَيضاءَ تُعطي العَينَ حُسناً وَنَضرَةً
شَغَلتُ بِها عَصرَ الشَبابِ وَأَفنَيتُ
And a fair one who gives the eye beauty and radiance
I busied with her the prime of youth and spent
سَمَوتُ لَها وَاللَيلُ قَد لاحَ نَجمُهُ
فَلاقَيتُ بَدراً في الدُجى حينَ لاقَيتُ
I ascended to her and the night shone its star
And I met a full moon in the dimness when I met
وَكُنتُ اِمرَأً مِنّي التَصابي الَّذي تَرى
فَقَد بَلَغَت مِنّي النُهى فَتَناهَيتُ
And I was a man of the amorousness that you see
For I have attained the climax so I climbed beyond
وَقُلتُ أَلا يا نَفسِ هَل بَعدَ شَيبَةٍ
نَذيرٌ فَما عُذري إِذا ما تَمادَيتُ
And I said oh soul after grey hair
Is there warning, what then is my excuse if I persist?
وَقَد أَبصَرَت عَيني المَنِيَّةَ تَنتَضي
سُيوفَ مَشيبي فَوقَ رَأسي وَأَشفَيتُ
And my eye saw death brandishing
My grey hair’s swords above my head and I looked
فَخَلَّيتُ سُلطانَ التَصابي لِأَهلِهِ
وَأَدبَرتُ عَن شَأنِ الغَوِيِّ وَوَلَّيتُ
So I relinquished the reign of amorousness to its people
And I turned from the matter of the wanton and withdrew
فَما أَنا لَولا الذِكرُ ما قَد عَلِمتُمُ
أَطَعتُ عَذولي بَعدَما كُنتُ عاصَيتُ
Without remembrance I would not have known
I obeyed my own lusts after being disobedient
وَقالوا مَشيبُ الرَأسِ يَحدو إِلى الرَدى
فَقُلتُ أَراني قَد قَرُبتُ وَدانَيتُ
And they said grey hair tilts one close to destruction
I said do you see me brought near and close?
تَبَدَّلَ قَلبي ما تَبَدَّلَ مَفرِقي
بَياضُ تُقايَ قَد نَزَعتُ وَأَبقَيتُ
My heart changed not as my temples changed
I removed white marked by reverence and maintained
وَقَد طالَ ما أَترَعتُ كَأسي مِنَ الصِبا
زَماناً فَقَد عَطَّلتُ كَأسي وَأَفضَيتُ
For long I tipped my cup in youth
So I dismantled my cup after I emptied