أبا خالدٍ ظَنّي لتحفظَ غيبتي
وقد خابَ ظَنّي خيبةً إثْرَ خَيْبَةِ
Abu Khaled, I thought you would keep my absence secret
But my hopes were shattered, disappointment after disappointment
تطوفُ بنا ليلاً كمِثْلِ عَدُونا
وقَعْوَسْتَ داري ثم خَرّبتَ بُقْعَتي
You roam around me at night like an enemy
And you demolished my home, then ruined my land
وَتَبْتَزُّني مِن حيثُ أني غافلٌ
وتَجْتَاحُني حتى تناوشتَ طُرَّتي
You take me by surprise when I'm unaware
And you overwhelm me until you've torn my cloak
مرادُك مني غير ما أنا ضامرٌ
وتُوكزني حتى ترومَ مَنيَّتي
Your intention toward me is other than what I'm inferring
And you drive me until you intend my demise
وليس بالجارِ أن يُعاقبَ جارَهُ
ولو رابَهُ من فِعْلِهِ كلَّ رِيْبَةِ
It is not for a neighbor to punish his neighbor
Even if he doubts him, suspicion after suspicion
ولو ترعوي ما في ضميري من الجَفا
لأبديتَ لي لُطْفاً وساءتْكَ غُربتي
If you knew my inner thoughts of estrangement
You would show me kindness, and my alienation from you would cease
وَكَمْ صاحبٍ جاورتُهُ وصَحبتُهُ
ولما افْتَرقْنا ظَلَّ يَطْلُبُ صُحْبَتي
How many friends I lived with and accompanied
But when we parted, they continued to seek my company
وأنت تُواحِيني بما أنا كارهٌ
وتَسْطو عليَّ سطوةً بعدَ سطوةِ
While you antagonize me with what I detest
And you tyrannize me, oppression after oppression
وتُبْعِدُني في طَوْراً وأقْرَبْكَ تارةً
لعلي أنل أجْراً لصبرِي بمحنتي
You distance me for a while, and draw me near at times
Perhaps I will be rewarded for my patience in my tribulation