إذا لم أُعوَّد منك غير التفضُّل
فهل كيف لا أرجوك في كلِّ معضل
If I have grown accustomed to nothing from you but gracious favor,
how then could I fail to hope in you through every ordeal?
وإيَّاك في عَتبي أطيلُ جراءةً
لأَنَّك في كلِّ الأُمورِ مُؤمَّلي
It is toward you, in my reproach, that I prolong my boldness,
because in every affair you are the one in whom I place my hope.
وأنك بعد اللهِ لا المرتجى الذي
عليه اتّكالي بل عليه مُعوَّلي
And after God, you are not merely the hoped-for one
on whom I rely, but the one on whom I wholly depend.
وما أحدٌ إلاَّ ويُقبَرُ ميتاً
وها أنا ذا حيٌّ قُبرت بمنزلي
No one is ever buried except when dead;
yet here am I, alive, buried in my own home.
على أنَّ هذا الدهر طبق سيفهُ
الجوارحَ مني مِفصلاً بعد مفصل
Though this age has brought its sword down upon
my limbs, joint after joint,
وحمَّلني أعباءه فكأَنَّني
على كاهلي منها أنوءُ بأَجبُل
and burdened me with its loads, so that I seem
to stagger beneath mountains of those burdens upon my shoulders.
ومذ سدَّ أبوابَ الرجا دون مقصدي
قرعتُ بعتبي منك بابَ التفضُّل
And since the gates of hope were closed before I reached my goal,
I have knocked, with my reproach of you, at the gate of gracious favor.
أأصدرُ ظمآناً وقد جئتُ مُورِداً
رجائيَ مِن جدواك أعذبُ منهلِ
Am I to leave thirsty, though I have come to a watering place—
my hope in your bounty, the sweetest spring?
وتُسلمني للدهر بعد تيقُّني
بأنَّك مهما راعني الدهرُ مَعقلي
And will you surrender me to Time, after I became certain
that, however Time may terrify me, you are my stronghold?
فهب سوء فعلي من صِلاتك مانعي
فحسنُ رجائي نحو جُودِك موصلي
Suppose the evil of my deeds is what bars me from your gifts;
still, the goodness of my hope in your generosity will bring me to them.
Sol 5.6