أرى البُعْدَ لم يُخْطِرْ سواكم على بالي
وإن قَرّبَ الأخطارَ من جسدي البالي
I see distance has not occurred to anyone but you in my mind
And if dangers draw near my frail body
فيا حبّذا الأسقامُ في جَنبِ طاعتي
أوامِرَ أشواقي وعصيانِ عُذّالي
So good for ailments by my obedience
Orders of my passions and disobedience of my punisher
ويا ما ألذّ الذلّ في عِزّ وَصْلِكُمْ
وإن عَزّ ما أحلى تقَطُّعَ أوصالي
And oh how sweet is humiliation in your companionship
And if it prides what sweeter splitting of my joints
نأيْتُمْ فحالي بَعدكُمْ ظَلّ عاطِلاً
وما هوَ مِمّا ساء بل سَرّكُمْ حالي
You went away so my state without you is an idle shadow
And it's not of what was ugly but delighted you my state
بَلَيْتُ بِهِ لمّا بُليتُ صَبابةً
أبَلّتْ فلي منها صُبَابَةُ إبلال
Yes, with it when I was tested young
That tested me so I have from it the submissiveness of deference
نَصَبْتُ على عيني بتَغْميضِ جَفْنِها
لِزَورَةِ زُورِ الطّيف حيلةَ مُحتال
I set on my eyes by blinking their lids
The wiles of the phantom's false visions a trickster's ruse
فما أسعَفَتْ بالغُمضِ لكِن تعَسّفت
عليّ بدَمْعٍ دائمِ الصّوبِ هَطّال
So blinking did not help me but it imposed
On me a lasting tear shedding plentifully
فيا مُهْجَتي ذوبي على فَقْدِ بَهْجَتي
لِتَرْحَالِ آمالي ومَقْدَمِ أوجالي
Oh my elation melt for the loss of my delight
To the travel of my hopes and arrival of my matter
وضِنّي بدَمْعٍ قد غَنَيْتُ بفَيْضِ ما
جرَى من دمي إذ طُلّ ما بينَ أطلال
And console me with a tear for I sufficed by the abundance
Of what flowed from my blood when increased what was between ruins
ومَنْ لي بأن يرضى الحبيبُ وإن علا النْ
نَحِيبُ فإبْلالي بَلائي وبَلْبَالي
And who can please the beloved even if the cooing arises
For my deference is my affliction and confusion
فما كَلَفِي في حُبّهِ كُلْفَةً لهُ
وإن جَلّ ما ألْقَى من القيل والقال
So there was no burden on me in his love ever
Even if plentiful what I endured of saying and talking
بقيتُ بهِ لمّا فَنيتُ بحُبّه
بِثَرْوَةِ إيثاري وكَثْرَةِ إقلالي
I remained through him when I perished by his love
By wealth of my preference and abundance of my paucity
رعَى اللهُ مَغنىً لم أَزَلْ في ربوعِهِ
معنّىً وقُلْ إن شئتَ يا ناعِم البال
God shepherd a praiser who I never ceased in his meadows
Meaningful and say if you wish oh one self-pleased
وحَيّا مُحَيّا عاذلٍ ليَ لم يزَلْ
يكرِّرُ من ذِكْرَى أحاديث ذي الخال
And greet greeting one who reproached me and did not stop
Repeating from the tale of the one with the mole
رَوَى سُنّة عندي فأرْوى من الصّدى
وأهدى الهُدى فاعجبْ وقد رام إضلالي
He related a tradition with me so I quench from the echo
And guide to guidance so wonder and he wanted my straying
فأحببتُ لَوْمَ اللّؤمِ فيه لو انّني
مُنِحْتُ المُنى كانت علامةَ عُذّالي
So I loved the blame of misguidance in him if I
Was given what I wish it would be the signet of my punisher
جَهِلَتُ بأن قُلْتُ اقترحْ يا معذّبي عليّ
فأجْلى لي وقال اسْلُ سلسالي
I was ignorant that I said propose oh my torturer upon me
So he uncovered for me and said ask my chains
وهيهاتِ أن أسلو وفي كلّ شعرةٍ
لِحَتْفِي غرامٌ مُقْبِلٌ ايّ إقبال
Alas to ask and in every hair for my doom
Enamored forthcoming oh what forthcoming
وقَالَ ليَ الاَحي مَرارةُ قصْدِهِ
تَحَلّى بِها دَعْ حُبّهُ قلتُ أحلى لي
And he said to me the pain of his aim
Adorned with it leave his love I said sweeter for me
بذَلْتُ له روحي لراحَةِ قُرْبِهِ
وغيرُ عجيبٍ بذْليَ الغالِ في الغالي
I sacrificed my soul for the comfort of his nearness
And it's not weird my sacrificing the expensive for the precious
فجادَ ولكن بالبُعادِ لِشِقْوَتي
فيا خَيبَةَ المَسعى وضَيعَةَ آمالي
So he was generous but with distance for my misery
Oh disappointment of effort and loss of my hopes
وحانَ لهُ حَيني على حِينِ غِرّةٍ
ولم أدرِ أنّ الآلَ يَذْهَبُ بالآل
And his time came to me suddenly in an instant
And I did not know that fate takes away fate
تحكّمَ في جسمي النُّحولُ فلو أتَى
لِقَبْضِي رسولٌ ضَلَّ في موضع خال
Emaciation took control of my body so if
A messenger came to take me he would get lost in a place
فلو هَمّ باقي السقمِ بي لاستعانَ في
تَلافي بما حالَتْ له من ضنىً حالي
So if the rest of the illness intended me he would seek help in
Avoiding with what my condition presented him of intimacy
ولم يبقَ منّي ما يُناجي تَوَهُّمِي
سِوى عزِّ ذُلٍّ في مهانَةِ إجْلالِ
And none remains of me that speaks to my imagination
Except the honor of humiliation in the humiliation of veneration