أَخُشّابَ حَقّاً أَنَّ دارَكِ تُزعِجُ
وَأَنَّ الَّذي بَيني وَبَينَكِ يَنهِجُ
Khushab, is it true that your household is being uprooted,
and that what lies between me and you is wearing thin?
إِلى اللَهِ أَشكو أَنَّ بِالقَلبِ كُربَةً
مِنَ الشَوقِ لا تَبلى وَلا تَتَفَرَّجُ
To God I complain that in my heart is an anguish
born of longing, which neither fades nor finds relief.
أَقولُ لِأَصحابي دَعوني رَهينَةً
لِبَحرِ الهَوى لا شَكَّ أَنّي مُلَجِّجُ
I tell my companions: leave me a hostage
to the sea of love—surely I am venturing into its depths.
لِخُشّابَةَ السُلوانُ وَالعِطرُ وَالجَنا
وَلي حُرَقٌ تَحتَ الهَوى تَتَوَهَّجُ
Khushaba has solace, perfume, and fruit,
while I have burning pains that glow beneath love.
تَقَطَّعُ نَفسي حَسرَةً بَعدَ حَسرَةٍ
إِذا قيلَ تَغدو مِن غَدٍ لا تُعَرِّجُ
My soul is torn apart, anguish after anguish,
when they say, 'Tomorrow she departs, without stopping along the way.'
وَمِن نَكَدِ الأَيّامِ سيقَت لِعانِسٍ
مِنَ اللُؤمِ لا يَندى وَلا يَتَبَلَّجُ
Among the miseries of these days, she was led to an aging bachelor
who, out of baseness, neither gives generously nor brightens.
وَلَم أُعطَ فيها حيلَةً غَيرَ أَنَّني
أَحِنُّ إِلى ما فاتَ مِنها وَأَنشِجُ
I was given no means concerning her, except that I
yearn for what I have lost of her and sob.
دَعَوتُ بِوَيلٍ يَومَ راحَ عَتادُها
وَأَودَعَني الزَفَزافَ لَيلَةَ أَدلَجوا
I cried, 'Woe!' the day her belongings departed
and left me trembling the night they set off.
وَقَد زادَني وَجداً عَلَيها وَما دَرَت
مَجامِرُ في أَيدي الجَواري تَأَجَّجُ
And what deepened my passion for her, though she did not know,
was the braziers blazing in the maidservants' hands.
بِعَمنِ مَنصورٍ المُغيري جِمالَهُ
وَقَلبي لَهُ هَذا مِنَ الحِلمِ أَعوَجُ
[Opening word unclear] Mansur al-Mughiri's camels,
and this heart of mine, toward him, is crooked beyond reason.
وَما خَرَجَت فيهِنَّ حَتّى عَذَلنَها
قِياماً وَحَتّى كادَت الشَمسُ تَخرُجُ
She did not come out among them until they reproached her,
standing there, and until the sun was almost rising.
فَقامَت عَلَيها نَظرَةٌ وَاِستِكانَةٌ
تَساقَطُ كَالنَشوى حَياءً وَتَنهَجُ
Then she rose, with a look of meekness upon her,
staggering like a drunken woman from shyness, and panting.
وَما كانَ مِنّي الدَمعُ حَتّى تَوَجَّهَت
مَعَ الصُبحِ يَقفوها الفَنيدُ المُسَرَّجُ
No tears came from me until she set off
at dawn, with saddled al-Fanid following her.
فَيا عِبَراً مِن بَينِها قَبلَ نَيلِها
وَمِن سَفَطٍ فيهِ القَواريرُ تَحرَجُ
Oh, the tears at parting from her before ever winning her,
and at a casket in which glass bottles were packed tight!
خَرَجنَ بِهِ في حِجرِ أُخرى كَأَنَّهُ
بُنَيُّ لَيالٍ في المَعاوِزِ يُدرَجُ
They carried it out in another woman's lap, as though it were
a little boy, a few nights old, swaddled in tattered cloth.
وَقَرَّبنَ مَمهودَ السَراةِ كَأَنَّما
غَدا في دَيايورِ الكِسا يَتَرَجرَجُ
And they brought up a mount with its back cushioned, as though
it moved, swaying, in the dark folds of its coverings,
كَنَجمِ الدُجى إِذ لاحَ لا بَل كَأَنَّهُ
سَنا نارِ نَشوانٍ تُشَبُّ وَتَبلُجُ
like a star appearing in the darkness—no, rather like
the glow of a drunken man's fire, kindled and shining.
فَلَمّا دَنا مِنها بَكَت مِن دُنُوِّهِ
وَقُلنَ لَها قومي اِركَبي الصُبحُ أَبلَجُ
Then, when it drew near her, she wept at its approach,
and they said to her, 'Rise, mount; the dawn is bright.'
وَفَدَّينَها كَيما تَخِفَّ فَأَعرَضَت
تَحَشَّمُ مِمّا سُمنَها وَتَغَنَّجُ
They said, 'We are your ransom,' to hurry her, but she turned away,
bashful at what they asked of her, and acting coy.
وَما زِلنَ حَتّى أَشرَفَت لِعُيونِهِم
وَغَنّى المُغَنّي وَاليَراعُ المُفلَّجُ
And they did not stop until she appeared before their eyes,
and the singer sang, and the pierced reed-flute too.
وَلَمّا جَلاها الشَمعُ سَبَّحَ ناظِرٌ
وَكَبَّرَ رَفّافٌ وَساروا فَأَرهَجوا
And when the candlelight revealed her, an onlooker glorified God,
and Raffaf proclaimed God's greatness; they set off, raising dust.
وَما صَدَقَت رُؤيايَ يَحفُفنَ مَركَباً
وَفي المَركَبِ المَحفوفِ بَدرٌ مُتَوَّجُ
And my dream did not come true: they surrounded a conveyance,
and in that encircled conveyance was a crowned full moon.
وَيا كَبِداً قَد أَنضَجَ الشَوقُ نِصفَها
وَنِصفٌ عَلى نارِ الصَبابَةِ يُنضَجُ
And oh, a liver—longing has roasted half of it,
and the other half is roasting on the fire of yearning.
إِذا رَكِبَت مِنّا بِلَيلٍ فَقُل لَها
عَلَيكِ سَلامٌ ماتَ مَن يَتَزَوَّجُ
If she rides away from us by night, tell her,
'Peace be upon you; the man who would marry you has died.'
بَكَيتُ وَما في العَينِ مِنّي خَليفَةٌ
وَلَكِنَّ أَحزاناً عَلَيَّ تَوَلَّجُ
I wept, though no fresh tear remained in my eye,
but sorrows forced their way into me.
وَلَو مُتُّ كانَ المَوتُ خَيراً مِنَ الشَقا
وَما لِلفَتى مِمّا قَضى اللَهُ مَخرَجُ
Were I to die, death would be better than misery,
and a young man has no escape from what God has decreed.
Sol 6.1