أَحُبّى فيمَ خُلّيتُ
وَفيمَ الحَبلُ مَبتوتُ
My love, why did I become lonely
And why did the rope tear apart?
أَأَدلَلتِ بِما عِندي
مِنَ الشَوقِ فَأُقصيتُ
Did you tantalize me with the longing I had for you
So I was excluded?
أَتاني بَعضُ ما أَلقَي
تِ مِن هَجري وَأُلقيتُ
Some of the estrangement you inflicted upon me came to me
And I was inflicted upon.
فُما أَمسَيتُ حَتّى صَر
رَخَ الحَيُّ وَسُجّيتُ
I had barely reached evening before
The living paled and I was wrapped up.
لَقَد كُنتُ عَلى العَي
نَينِ وَالرَأسِ فَنُحّيتُ
Indeed, I was above the fountains
And my head was bent down.
أَحُبّى لَو دَنَت مِن قَل
بِكِ الرَحمَةُ أُدنيتُ
My love, if mercy drew near to your heart I would be brought close.
When you are distant I become miserable
إِذا باعَدتِ أُضنيتُ
وَإِن قَرَّبتِ عُزّيتُ
And when you are near I become respected.
Abu Amr honored me
وَعَزّاني أَبو عَمروٍ
وَقِدماً عَنكِ عُزّيتُ
And I was honored to stay away from you.
So I did not hear the longing
فَلَم أَسمَع مِنَ الشَوقِ
عَلى سَمعي فَنوديتُ
Calling out loudly to my hearing.
The longing has killed my limbs
أَماتَ الشَوقُ أَوصالي
وَبَعضُ الشَوقِ تَمويتُ
And some of the longing has killed me.
أَما حَسبُكِ أَنّي مِن
كِ طولَ اللَيلِ مَسبوتُ
Is it not enough for you that I am from you
(Kept awake) the whole night in captivity?
وَأَنَّ الدَمعَ مُنهَلٌّ
وَأَنَّ القَلبَ مَرفوتُ
And that tears are a spring
And that the heart is fluttering?
إِذا شِئتِ تَصَبَّرتُ
وَلا أَصبِرُ إِن شيتُ
If you wish I feign composure
But I cannot be patient if you wish it.
أَلا يا لَيتَني مِنكِ ال
لَذي أَعطيتَ أُعطيتُ
Oh, if only I was given from you
What you have given I would be given!
وَأَعتَبتُكِ مِن سَومي
كَما أَعتَبَ مَن سوتُ
And I blamed you for my insomnia
As I blamed whoever kept me awake.
كَأَنّي يَومَ لاقَيتُ
كِ خَلفَ العَينِ مَبهوتُ
It is as if, the day I met you,
I was left confused behind the eye.
كَأَنّي ذاكِ مِن حُبِّ
كِ أَو أَخرَسُ سِكّيتُ
It is as if from that love of yours
I became mute and silent.
إِذا أَزمَعتُ أَن أَنظُرَ ف
ي الحاجَةِ أَنسيتُ
Whenever I intended to look into a need
I forgot.
لَقَد رُحتُ وَما أَدري
أَسِحرٌ ذاكَ أَم ليتُ
Indeed, I went and did not know
Whether it was a spell or fatigue.
أَحُبّى لَيسَ لي صَبرٌ
وَإِن رَخَّصتِ لي جيتُ
My love, I have no patience
And if you made it easy for me I would come.
وَلا وَاللَهِ ما يَصبِ
رُ في البَرِّيَّةِ الحوتُ
By Allah, even the whale cannot be patient
In the desert wilderness!
دَعاني لَكَ جِنِّيٌّ
مِنَ الجِنّانِ عِفريتُ
A jinni called me to you
From the gardens, a demon.
بِوَجهٍ زاهِرِ الحُسنِ
زَهاهُ الجيدُ وَالليتُ
With a face of radiant beauty
Adorned with neck and softness.
كَأَنَّ الرَوحَ وَالرَيحا
نَ فيهِ المِسكُ مَفتوتُ
As if the spirit and breeze in it
Is mingled musk, dissolved.
جَرى في ماءِ خَدَّيكِ
وَفي الأَنيابِ تَنبيتُ
It flowed in the water of your cheeks
And grew in the white fangs.
كَأَنَّ القَولَ مِن فيكِ
لَنا دُرٌّ وَياقوتُ
It is as if the words from your mouth
Are pearls and rubies for us.
إِذا أَدبَرتِ ماتَ النا
سُ إِن قيلَ لَهُم موتوا
If you turn away, people will die when told "Die!"
And if you come, eyes are Marut and Harut.
وَإِن أَقبَلتِ فَالعَينا
نِ هاروتٌ وَماروتُ
I made you, O Habba, my enemy
After you were once my beloved.
أَعادي فيكِ يا حُبّى
وَقَبلَ اليَومَ عوديتُ
Yet I did not panic though I was
Panicked when you frightened me.
فَلَم أَجزَع وَإِن كُنتُ
جَزوعاً حينَ خوفيتُ