أَظُنُّ اللَيالي بَعدَكُم سَتَريعُ
فَمَن يُبقي لي مِن رائِعٍ فَتَروعُ
I think the nights after you will pass quickly
So who will keep me from what is exciting and frightening
خُذي عُدَّةَ الصَبرِ الجَميلِ فَإِنَّهُ
لِكُلِّ نِزاعٍ يا أُمَيمَ نُزوعُ
Take the equipment of beautiful patience, for it
O Umayma, is the solution to every dispute
وَقَد كُنتُ أَبكي لِلأَحِبَّةِ قَد أَنى
لِقَلبي سُلوٌّ وَاِطمَأَنَّ وَلُوعُ
And I used to cry for the loved ones, now I am done
My heart is tranquil and has calmed and softened
وَلَكِنَّما أَبكي المَكارِمَ أُخلِيَت
مَنازِلُ مِنها لِلنَدى وَرُبوعُ
But I cry for the generous acts that have been abandoned
The abodes of which are for the dew and meadows
وَهَل أَنا جازٍ ذَلِكَ العَهدَ بِالبُكا
وَلو أَنَّ كُحلَ الماقِيَينِ نَجيعُ
Could I fulfill that pact with crying
Even if the kohl of the farewell-givers is copious
أَبيتُ وَطُرّاقُ الهُمومِ كَأَنَّها
مَحافِلُ حَيٍّ تَنتَجي وَجُموعُ
I refused and the speculations of worries are as if
They are gatherings of a living tribe that meet and assemble
أُقارِعُ أُولى اللَيلِ عَن أُخرَياتِهِ
كَأَنّي أَقودُ النُجمَ وَهُوَ ظَليعُ
I fight against the early night over its latter parts
As if I drive the star and it wanders
وَعَيني لِرَقراقِ الدُموعِ وَقيعَةٌ
لَها اليَومَ مِن عاصي الشُؤونِ مُطيعُ
And my eyes are accustomed to the flowing tears
Obedient to it today instead of the rebel authorities
بِمَن تُدفَعُ الجُلّى بِمَن تُرفَعُ العُلى
بِمَن تُحفَظُ الآمالُ وَهيَ تَضيعُ
With whom will glory be repelled, with whom will loftiness be raised
With whom will hopes be kept while they are lost
بِمَن يُنقَعُ الظَمآنُ وَهُوَ مُحَلّأٌ
بِمَن يُؤمَنُ المَطرودُ وَهُا مَروعُ
With whom will the thirsty drink while he is suffering
With whom will the outcast feel safe while he is frightened
هُوَ الرُزءُ لا يَعدو المَكارِمَ وَالعُلى
صَلومٌ لِأَشرافِ العَلاءِ جَدوعُ
He is well-being, he does not transgress generosity and loftiness
Salama to the nobility of the eminent, bite-sized
فَأَينَ قِوامُ الدينِ لِلخَطبِ يَعتَري
وَلِلدَهرِ يَغدو بِالأَذى وَيَروعُ
So where are the pillars of religion for the calamities that afflict
And for time that harms in the morning and frightens in the evening
وَأَينَ قِوامُ الدينِ لِلبيضِ وَالقَنا
إِذا لَم يَكُن إِلّا اليَقينَ دُروعُ
And where are the pillars of religion for the innocent and the brave
If conviction were not their only armor
وَأَينَ قِوامُ الدينِ لِلنَيلِ وَالقِرى
إِذِ الجَدبُ مُعطٍ وَالسَحابُ مَنوعُ
And where are the pillars of religion for the Nile and the villages
While barrenness persists and rain is forbidden
أَلا مَن لِأَضيافِ الشَتاءِ يَلُفُّهُم
سَقيطُ ظَلامٍ قِطقِطٍ وَصَقيعُ
Is there anyone to warm the guests of winter
With a pouring gloomy cold and freezing weather
تَجاذَبُهُم أَيدي الشَمالِ رِياطَهُم
فَيَسقُطُ سِبٌّ أَو يَضَلَّ قَطيعُ
The north wind's hands pull their rides
So a loved one drops or a herd gets lost
إِذا كانَ بَينَ البَيتِ وَالزَفزَفِ الصَبا
أَحاديثُ تَخفى مَرَّةً وَتَذيعُ
When between the house and the gusts there were
Conversations that hide at times and spread at others
وَمَن لِلعُفاةِ المُرمِلينَ يَشُلَّهُم
مِنَ الدَهرِ قِرنٌ لا يُرامُ مَنيعُ
And who is there for the barefoot worn out ones to support them
From the days of life where its centuries cannot be prevented
فَيا راعي الذَودِ الظِماءَ تَرَكتَها
وَأَحفَظُ راعٍ مُذ نَأَيتَ مُضيعُ
So hello herder of thirsty sheep you have left
And you were the most protective shepherd since you were lost
وَلَيسَ لَها في الدارِ دينُ شَريعَةٍ
وَلا في ثَنايا الطالِعينَ طُلوعُ
And they have in the house no share of canonical law
Nor between the horizons is there any rising
وَلا لِلغَوادي مُذ فُقِدتَ مُزايدٌ
وَلا لِلمَعالي مُذ عُدِمتَ قَريعُ
And since you were missing there is for the valleys no rival
And for the glories no deterring opponent
أَقولُ لِناعيهِ عُقِرتَ وَجَرَّبتَ
بِشِلوِكَ فَدُعاءُ اليَدَينِ خَموعُ
I say to his grievers, you were mutilated and tried
With your prayers the hands are submissive
وَغَلغَلَ ما بَينَ الحِجابَينِ وَالحَشا
سِنانٌ كَمِصباحِ السَليطِ وَقيعُ
And struggles between the two veils and courtyard
Teeth like the flame of an ignited lamp
نَعَيتُ النَدى عَضّاً يَرِفُّ نَباتُهُ
وَشَملَ العُلى وَالمَجدَ وَهُوَ جَميعُ
I grieved growth that raises its plants
And it contained glory and splendor altogether
بِبَدرٍ مُعَمٍّ في الكَواكِبِ مُخوَلٍ
نَمَتهُ عُروقٌ لِلعُلى وَفُروعُ
With an auspicious full moon among the stars supported
The sprigs of its glory and branches grew from it
مِنَ القَومِ طالوا كُلَّ طَولٍ إِلى العُلى
إِذا أَذرُعٌ يَوماً قَصَرنَ وَبوعُ
Of the people, those who reached every honor and height
When the towering stumble one day and collapse
بَنوا في يَفاعِ المَجدِ وَهوَ مُمَنَّعٌ
بُنىً طَيرُها بَينَ النُجومِ وُقوعُ
They built in thickets of glory while it was forbidden
Structures whose birds fall between the stars
فَلا حَمَلَت أُمُّ المَكارِمِ بَعدَهُ
وَلا شَبَّ لِلمَجدِ التَليدِ رَضيعُ
So neither did the mother of generosity carry after him
Nor did a baby for inherited glory grow up
وَلا أَدَّتِ الرَكبَ الخِماصَ عَلى الوَجى
سَفائِنُ بَرٍّ وَالسِياطُ قُلوعُ
Nor did the brave ships in the battlefields
With the oars aimless and the whips blunt
إِلى أَن يُزادَ المُستَنيلينَ بَعدَهُ
مِنَ الحَيِّ قَرٌّ في الظَلامِ وَجوعُ
Until the ones who hope after him are increased
From life, few in the darkness and hungry
أَضُمُّ عَلَيهِ الرَاحَتَينِ تَعَلُّقاً
وَقَد نَزَعَتهُ مِشَنُ يَدَيَّ نَزوعُ
I hold upon it with two hands clinging
While a withdrawal pulled it from my hands
غُصِبتُكَ عِلقاً لَم أَبِعهُ وَلَم أَكُن
كَباغي رِباحٍ يَشتَري وَيَبيعُ
I was forcibly made to let you go and did not sell you
Like a peddler who buys and sells the winds
طَوَيتُكَ طَيَّ البُردِ لَم يُنضَ مِن بِلىً
وَقَد يُغمَدُ المَطرورُ وَهُوَ صَنيعُ
I wrapped you in the wrap of cold and no corruption touched you from decay
While sheathed blades remain unblemished
أُناديكَ مِن تَحتِ الخُطوبِ غَدا لَها
بِمَظهَريَ رَحلٌ ضاغِطٌ وَقُطوعُ
I call onto you from under calamities which tomorrow
A crushing and cutting ordeal will befall me
ما كانَتِ الأَيّامُ يَفرَعنَ هَضبَتي
لَوَ أَنَّكَ واعٍ لِلدُعاءِ سَميعُ
The days would not have narrowed my plateau
If you were responsive to the prayer and hearing
رَمَتني سِهامُ البَأسِ بَعدَكَ جَهرَةً
وَأَنبَضَ نَحوي عاجِزٌ وَجَزوعُ
The arrows of affliction struck me violently after you
And a weak and cut off one pounced at me
وَزالَ مِجَنٌّ ما نِعٌ كُنتُ أُتَّقي
بِهِ الخَطبَ وَالخَطبُ الجَليلُ قَطوعُ
And the shield I used to fear with it calamities
And serious calamities are destructive indeed
وَما كُنتُ أَدري أَنَّ فَوقَكَ آمِراً
مِنَ الدَهرِ يَدعو بَغتَةً فَتُطيعُ
And I did not know that above you is a commander
From fate who suddenly calls you to obey
فَغالَبَ أَطماعي عَليكَ مُّغالِبٌ
وَقارَعَ آمالي عَليكَ قَروعُ
So a usurper overpowered my greed over you
And resisting hopes clashed with me
عُصِبتُ فَلَم أَسمَح لِغَيرِ أَكُفِّكُم
بَدَرّي وَبَعضُ الحالِبَينَ طَموعُ
I was loyal so I did not allow anyone but your palms
To milk my udder while the ambitions of some are aspiring
إِباءً وَلَو طارَت بِكَفّي مُلَيحَةٌ
إِلى النيقِ رَبداءُ الجَناحِ لَموعُ
Refusing even if a fine one were to escape with my palm
To the exquisite the unsightly feathered wing flutters
لَقَد لَسَبَتني مِن عَقارِبِ كَيدِهِم
دُيوبٌ إِذا جَنَّ الظَلامُ لَسوعُ
They have certainly stung me with the scorpions of their deceit
When darkness falls, beasts that bite and brand
يُسَوِّمُني حُسنَ الثَناءِ وَضامِنٌ
لِسوءِ مَقالٍ أَن يَسوءَ صَنيعُ
He promises me handsome praise, and one who guarantees
Evil speech, that his behavior will be good
وَحَسبُكَ مِن ذَمِّ الفَتى تَركُ مَدحِهِ
لِأَمرٍ يَضيقُ القَولُ وَهُوَ وَسيعُ
And it suffices you the dispraise of a man to neglect his praise
For a matter that speech is too narrow while it is vast
سَقاكَ عَلى نَأيِ الدِيارِ وَشَحطِها
رَبيعٌ وَهَل يَسقي الرَبيعَ رَبيعُ
It quenched you in the remoteness of lands and its outskirts
A spring, and does a spring water a spring
وَحَيّاكَ عَنّا كُلُّ نَجمٍ وَشارِقٍ
إِذا جَنَّ لَيلٌ أَو أَضاءَ صَديعُ
And every star and horizon greeted you when
Darkness falls or the smooth earth glows
ذَكَرتُكَ ذِكرَ العاطِشاتِ وُرودَها
تُحَرَّقُ أَكبادٌ لَها وَضُلوعُ
I remembered you like the remembrance of meadows by the thirsty
Livers for them burn and they have ribs
تَقاذَفنَ يَطلُبنَ الرَواءَ عَشيَّةً
نَزائِعَ أَدنى وِردِهِنَّ نَزيعُ
They shared in seeking drink one evening
The most adjacent of their roses being demanded
ضَرَبنَ طَريقاً بِالمَناسِمِ أَربَعاً
إِلى الماءِ لا تُدنى إِلَيهِ شَروعُ
They took a path with landmarks in fours
To the inaccessible water, no wading reaches it
فَهَجراً لِدارِ الحَيِّ بَعدَ رَحيلِكُم
وَما كُلُّ أَظعانٍ لَهُنَّ رُجوعُ
So farewell to the house of life after your departure
And not all sobbings have a return
وَلا مَرحَباً بِالأَرضِ لَستُم حُلولَها
وَإِن كانَ مَرعىً لِلقَطينِ مَريعُ
And no welcome to the land for you are not its dwellers
Even if it were pasture for beasts to graze
لَقَد جَلَّ قَدرُ الرُزءِ أَن يَبلُغَ البُكا
مَداهُ وَلَو أَنَّ القُلوبَ دُموعُ
Indeed the destiny of misery rose to the extent of crying
Even if hearts were tears
وَلَو أَنَّ قَلبي بَعدَ يَومِكَ صَخرَةٌ
لَبانَ بِها وَجداً عَلَيكَ صُدوعُ
And even if after your day my heart becomes rock
With passion for you, cracks would flow from it