كَتَبتُ إِلَيكَ وَلي مُقلَةٌ
تَسحُّ بِفَيضٍ عَلَيكَ الغُروبا
I wrote to you while an eye of mine
poured forth its streaming tears in floods for you;
وَقَلبٌ يَذوبُ بنارِ الهَوى
وَلَستُ بَخيلاً بِهِ أَن يَذوبا
and my heart melts in passion’s fire,
nor am I so sparing of my heart that I would not let it melt.
وَمَن يَطوِ مَكنونَ أَحشائِهِ
عَلى غُللِ الحُبِّ قاسى الكروبا
Whoever conceals the secret within his breast
amid love’s burning thirst has endured agonies.
وَمَن يُمتَحن بِفراقِ الحَبيبِ
يُلاقِ مِنَ الوَجدِ أَمراً عَجيبا
Whoever is tried by parting from the beloved
encounters in yearning something wondrous.
وَقَد كُنتُ أَحسَبُني صابِراً
جَليدَ القُوى حينَ أَلقى الخُطُوبا
I had indeed thought myself steadfast,
hardy in strength whenever I faced calamities;
فَأَنكَرتُ نَفسي وَأَلفَيتُها
ضَعيفَ القُوى إِذ فَقَدتُ الحَبيبا
then I failed to recognize myself, and found myself
weak in strength when I lost the beloved.
فَقَد أَلِفَ الجَفنُ فيهِ السَجومَ
وَقَد أَلِفَ القَلبُ فيهِ الوَجَيبا
For in love my eyelid has grown used to streaming tears,
and in love my heart has grown used to throbbing.
شَكوتُ هَواهُ إِلى مُقلَتي
فَأَذرَت عَلى الخَدِّ دَمعاً خَضيبا
I complained of his love to my eye,
and it shed blood-red tears upon my cheek.
وَلَمّا تَمادى بِهِ عَتبُهُ
وَلَم أَرَ عِندي لِصَبرٍ نَصيبا
And when his reproach persisted too long,
and I found within me no share of patience,
بَعثتُ إِلَيهِ بِشَكوى النِزاعِ
وَأَمّلتُ مِن كَثَبٍ أَن يَؤوبا
I sent him a lament of longing,
and hoped that he would soon return.
فَثَبّطه قَدَرٌ حُكمُهُ
عَلى كُلِّ ذي أَمَلٍ أَن يَخيبا
But Fate held him back; its decree
for everyone who hopes is that they be disappointed.
وَإِنّي وَفَرطَ اِنتِظاري لَهُ
وَخَوفِيَ مِن عائِقٍ أَن يَنُوبا
Indeed I, in the extremity of my waiting for him,
and fearing that some hindrance might intervene,
كَمُنتَظِر الفِطرِ يَومَ الصيامِ
وَمُرتَقِبِ الشَمسِ حَتّى تَغيبا
am like one awaiting the breaking of the fast on a fasting day,
watching the sun until it sets;
وَكَالمُبتَلى لَيلهِ بِالسقامِ
يُراعي الصَباح وَيَرجُو الطَبيبا
or like one afflicted through the night by illness,
watching for morning and hoping for the physician.
Sol 5.6