حرائق حزن في فؤادي تجدد
وواكف دمع في الخدود تخدد
Fires of sorrow flare anew in my heart,
Fires of sorrow flare up in my heart
and streaming tears carve furrows in the cheeks.
And tears stream down my cheeks
ولي زفرة في إثر أخرى تصعدت
تكاد بروحي للخياشيم تصعد
And a sigh rises from me in another's wake,
I sigh repeatedly
almost carrying my soul up to my nostrils.
Each breath barely reaching my lungs
ولي مقلة شكري وجسم معذب
كذاك فؤادي من لظى الحزن مفأد
I have an eye brimming with tears and a tormented body;
My body aches, yet I'm grateful
likewise, my heart is scorched by sorrow's blaze.
My heart tortured by intense grief
وكادت ضلوعي أن تقد بزفرة
وطرفي بأطراف النجوم مسهد
My ribs nearly split with a sigh,
My ribs nearly snap with each sigh
and my gaze stays sleepless at the edges of the stars.
My eyes gaze towards the stars
لئن بكت الورقا هديلاً فإنني
لأبكي أَبا الخرصين لا أتفند
If the gray dove weeps in coos, then I
If papers cried torrents, I would
shall surely weep for Abu al-Khursayn, without falling into folly.
Weep for the father of feathers ceaselessly
فما بعد درويش الأديب ابن سالم
سلو ولا عنه عزا وتجلد
For after Darwish, the man of letters, son of Salim,
After the poet Darwish ibn Salem
there is no solace, nor consolation or fortitude at his loss.
There is no comfort or patience
ألا بعد درويش فشربي مكدر
وصبري كطعم الصبر والعيش أنكد
Indeed, after Darwish my drink is clouded,
Without Darwish my drink tastes bitter
and my patience tastes like bitter aloe, and life is more wretched.
And patience is as foul as rancid food
ولولا تقى الرحمن ساعة دفنه
تمنيت أني وهة في اللحد نلحد
Were it not for reverence for the Most Merciful at his burial,
Were it not for fearing the Merciful
I would have wished that he and I were buried in the grave's niche.
I would've wished to be buried with him
بدمعي عليه من حفاظ غسلته
فيا ليت قلبي قبره ليس يبعد
Out of loyal devotion, I washed him with my tears for him.
I washed him with my weeping tears
Oh, would that my heart were his grave, so it would not be distant!
Would that my heart was his undistant grave
نعته نعاة الحي والليل أكهل
فحاذرت أنعي فيه والصبح أمرد
The clan's heralds announced his death while the night was middle-aged,
The living and night eulogized him
so I feared my death would be announced on his account while dawn was still beardless.
I avoided praising him at bright dawn
ومن لائمي فيه إِذا بحت بالأسى
وراح جميل الصبر عنه يشرد
And who would blame me for him when I voice my sorrow,
When mourning him, critics attack
and noble patience goes fleeing from him?
While my patience strays
وما حرقة إلا ويبرد حرها
وحرقة قلبي بعده ليس تبرد
There is no burning grief but its heat cools,
Sorrow's burn cools with time
yet my heart's burning after him does not cool.
But my heart's burn for him won't fade
لئن صار مدفوناً وحيداً بقبره
فإني بأحزاني عليه لأوحد
Though he has come to lie buried alone in his grave,
Though he's buried alone in his grave
I am surely more alone in my sorrows for him.
Through my sorrows, I'm yet more alone
وينظره قلبي وتبكيه أعيني
وينحل جسمي ذكره والتوجد
My heart gazes upon him, and my eyes weep for him,
My heart sees him, my eyes weep him
and remembrance of him and anguished yearning waste my body away.
His memory melts my body finding no solace
تحملت حُزناً فوق ما هو فوقه
عليه تراب قد أهيل وجلمد
I have borne a sorrow heavier than what lies above him:
I've endured a grief beyond grief
upon him lie earth that has been heaped and solid rock.
On a ground he's buried, compacted
لقد عرف التوحيد وهو ابن ثديه
رضاعا وهل أمثال هذا يوحّد
He knew God's oneness while still a babe at the breast,
He knew God since his mother's milk
suckling—do others like him profess God's oneness?
Can anyone equal this devotion?
ويسند أخباراً صحاحاً وأين من
كأمثاله في سنه وهو يسند
He transmits authentic reports with their chains—and where is anyone
He narrated authentic, true stories
like him at his age, transmitting with chains of authority?
Who at his age could be as wise?
نباهته كانت بعيسى ابن مريم
وقد قال هزي الجذع ساعة يولد
His precocity was like that of Jesus, son of Mary,
His brilliance was like Jesus, son of Mary
who said, 'Shake the trunk,' at the moment of his birth.
As he said the day he was born
لئن بقيت عندي المصيبة بعده
فإني بها لِلّه مولاي أصمد
If the calamity remains with me after him,
If sorrow remains after him
then through it I turn to God, my Lord.
I find solace in my Lord to endure
سأطلب فيه الأجر والصبر بعده
هو الفرط المدحور تبديه لي غد
I shall seek reward in his loss, and patience after him.
I will seek reward and patience
He is the forerunner driven far away; tomorrow will reveal him to me.
Divine bounty will show me tomorrow
خلقنا وأوعدنا الفنا بعد خلقنا
ونلقى على العقبى الَّذي نحن نوعد
We were created and warned of perishing after our creation,
We were created and promised death
and in the hereafter we shall meet what we are promised.
Facing the fate we've been promised
فيا شر مغرور بدنيا دنية
يحل بها ما لا يحل ويعقد
O worst of those deluded by a lowly world,
Oh how deluded by vile worldliness
who makes lawful there what is unlawful, and ties knots!
Allowing the unlawful, neglecting religion
فيا قلب صبراً إِن أصلك قد مضى
وفرعك قد أَودى أأنت مخلد
So, heart, be patient: surely your root has passed away,
My heart patience, your roots are gone
and your branch has perished—are you immortal?
Your branch taken, do you last forever?
فلو عاش في الدنيا عليها معمراً
لعاش بها الطهر النبي محمد
For if anyone could live on in this world, his life prolonged,
If he lived immortal on earth
the pure Prophet Muhammad would have lived on in it.
The Prophet Muhammad would too
عليه صلاة اللَه ما الركب أَيغلت
لليلى وما ناح الحمام المغرد
God's blessing be upon him as long as the caravan riders journey far
Blessings of God be on him as long as
toward Layla, and as long as the singing doves lament.
Caravans don't stop for Layla, nor cooing doves
Sol 6.1