لا أَتَّضِع إِلَيهِ
حَتَى يَلينَ لِضِرسِ الماضِغِ الحَجَرُ
I do not humble myself before him
Until the stone softens for the chewing tooth
وَلا أَقصُرُ الهَوى عَلَيهِ
حَتّى يُقَصِّر عَن غاياتِهِ القَدَرُ
Nor do I shorten my passion for him
Until fate shortens its aims
وَلا أُحالِفُ قُربَهُ
حَتّى يُحالِفَ بَطنَ الراحَةِ الشَعَرُ
Nor do I befriend his nearness
Until poetry befriends the belly of comfort
وَلا أُصالِحُ قَلبَهُ
حَتّى يُرى طائِراً مِن مائِهِ الشَرَرُ
Nor do I reconcile his heart
Until a bird is seen from his water splash
فَكَم تَعَللَّتُ فيهِ بِالمُنى
وَذَلِكَ الصَفوُ قَد أَودى بِهِ الكَدَرُ
So how I have excused him with wishes
And that clarity has destroyed him with gloom
وَكَم دَفَعتُ الأَسى فيهِ بِالأَسى
وَلا مَرَدَّ لِما يَأَتي بِهِ القَدَرُ
And how I have repelled sorrow in him with sorrow
And there is no stopping what fate brings
وَكَم غالَطتُ فيهِ الحَقيقَةَ
وَالحَقُّ أَبلَجُ لا تَخفى لَهُ غُرَرُ
And how I have mistaken the truth in him
And the truth is lucid, no deceits are hidden from it
وَكَم عادَيتُ فيهِ النَفسَ الصَديقَةَ
بَصيرَةُ الحُبِّ أَلا يَنظُرَ البَصَرُ
And how I have opposed in him the soul, the friend
The insight of love, does not the vision look?
فَكانَ في إِخفاءِ أَسراري
كَمَن دَبَّ يَستَخفي وَفي الحَليِ جُلجُلُ
So in concealing my secrets he was
Like one who creeps to hide and in his anklet is jingling
وَفي حِفظِ وَدائِعِ أَخباري
كَما اِستَخزَنَ الماءَ المُرَوّقَ مَنهَلُ
And in keeping the deposits of my news
As one who stored spilled water in a spring
لا جَرَمَ أَنّي دافَعتُ بِهِ الغَرام
كَما دافَعَ الدينَ الغَريمُ المُماطِلُ
No doubt, I have repelled with it love
As the debtor repelled the creditor, the procrastinator
وَذُدتُ قَلبي عَن ذَلِكَ المَرام
كَما ذادَ ظَمآنا عَنِ الماءِ ناهِلُ
And I have turned my heart from that desire
As the thirsty turned from water, the sipper
فَوَزنُ هَواهُ الآنَ في عَيني
كَما طارَ في ساقي الرِياحِ تُرابُ
So the weight of his love now in my eye
Is as the dust has flown in my leg, the winds
وَعُذرُ غَدرِهِ في مِسمَعي
كَما طَنَّ في لَوحِ الهَجيرِ ذُبابُ
And the excuse of his betrayal in my hearing
As the flies have droned on the tablet of separation
وَحاصِل حُبِّهِ في قَلبي
كَما لاحَ في لَوحِ القِفارِ سَرابُ
And the harvest of his love in my heart
As the mirage has appeared on the tablet of the desert
وَقَد رَجَعتُ عَن مَحَلِّهِ
كَما رَجَعَ المَغبونُ بَعدَ بِياعِهِ
And I have turned away from his abode
As the cheated turned away after his sale
وَما كانَ مِثلي نازِلاً بِمِثلِهِ
وَلَكِنَّ دَهراً ضاقَ باعي بِباعِهِ
And there was none like me descending to his like
But time straitened my hand with his hand