وَإِنّي لَمَطِوِيُّ الضُلوعِ عَلى جَوىً
بِأَيسَرَ مِنهُ يُنشَرُ الوابِلُ السَجمُ
I am one whose ribs are folded around passion
Easier than it the heavy rain is unleashed
وأَمَّلتُ نَفعَ الكَتمِ فيهِ مُغالِطاً
غَليلي وَلَكِن قَلَّما نَفَعَ الكَتمُ
I hoped in vain that reticence would benefit me
Deceiving my torment, but reticence seldom helps
وَقَد كانَ لي عَزمٌ عَلى الصَبرِ صابِراً
فَقَد خانَهُ بَعدَ النَوى ما نَوى العَزمُ
I had resolved with fortitude to show patience
But after intention, resolve betrays intent
وَأَسعَفَها بِاللُؤلُؤِ النَثرِ جَفنُهُ
وَيُسعِفُها مِن بَعدِهِ اللُؤلُؤُ النَظمُ
Its lids graced it with prose like scattered pearls
And after it, verse will grace it like strung pearls
لِنَفسي أُريدُ الوَصلَ لا بَعدَ مَوتِها
فَلا خُبرَ لي بَعدَ المَماتِ وَلا عِلمُ
For my soul I wish union, not loss after its death
So I'll have no news or knowledge after demise
إِذا ظَمِئَت يَوماً فَلا نَزَلَ الحَيا
وَإِن خَبَطَت يَوماً فَلا طَلَعَ النَجمُ
If ever thirsty someday, the rain won't come
If ever lost someday, no star will rise
لَحى اللَهُ هَذا العَيشَ إِن كانَ ما أَرى
فَآنِفُهُ ظَنٌّ وَسالِفُهُ حُلمُ
May God erase this life if what I see is true
Its past fanciful, its future a dream
وَيَزعُمُ صَبري أَنَّهُ لي عُدَّةٌ
وَأَصدَقُ ظَنّي أَن سَيَكذِبُني الزَعمُ
My patience claims to be my strength
My truest thought is it will prove itself a lie
فَلا يَعدُ أَطلالَ الحِمى القَطرُ وَحدَهُ
وَلا دارَها دَمعي وَلا غُلَّتي الظَلمُ
Not only the rain counts the ruins of encampments
Not only my tears and darkness recount its house
وَجِئنا عَلى رَغمِ اللَيالي مَنازِلاً
مَنازِلَ كَم أَوفى بِها بَدرُها التَمُّ
And we came despite the nights to settlements
Settlements, though at their full moon betrayal lurks
وَكانَت لِأَقمارِ المَحاسِنِ مَطلَعاً
فَها هِيَ في طُرقِ الصَبابَةِ لي نَجمُ
They were a rising for moons of beauty
But now on the paths of youth are to me stars sunken
وَإِنّي لَمُشتاقٌ إِلى جُملَةِ البَكا
عَلَيها وَلَكِن عِندَ مَن يودَعُ الحِلمُ
And I yearn for the sum of weeping over them
But before whom does composure spill away?
أَآثارَ تَقبيلي يَخافُ ثُبوتَها
فَدَيتُكَ فَوقَ الماءِ لا يَثبُتُ الرَقمُ
The traces of my kiss, it fears their permanence
My dear, above the water, marks do not endure
مُشَعشَعُ إِفرِندِ البَشاشَةِ يَتَّقي
مِنَ اللَثمِ ثلماً حينَ يُغمِدُهُ اللَثمُ
Dazzling with the radiance of gentle mirth
It avoids with its veil a blemish when veiled
فَغُرَّتُهُ صُبحٌ وَطُرَّتُهُ دُجىً
وَأَلحاظُهُ حَربٌ وَأَلفاظُهُ سَلمُ
Its frown is dawn, its elation nightfall
Its glances war, its words are peace
تَحَرَّجَ مِن رَدِّ الجَوابِ لِإِثمِهِ
فَلا تَعدَمَنكَ النَفسُ ما قَتلُها إِثمُ
It recoils from answering, for the sin of it
So do not neglect, my soul, what sin has killed
وَلَيسَ لَها إِلّا القُلوبَ عَوائِدٌ
جُفونٌ بِها لا بَل بِعائِدِها السُقمُ
For it hearts alone are wont to return
Eyelids by which no, their returning sickness returns
أَطَعتُ الرِضا في أَمرِها وَلَها الرِضا
وَأَرغَمتُ فيها عاذِلي وَلَهُ الرَغمُ
I obeyed in its command, and it consented
I opposed those who blamed, and they were opposed
أَعائِدَةً روحي وَتُمرِضُ جِسمَهُ
إِذا تَلِفَت روحي فَلا سَلِمَ الجِسمُ
It captivates my soul and sickens my body
When my soul is captivated, the body knows no peace
وَمودِعَةٍ لِلسَمعِ دُرَّ حَديثِها
وَلَمّا بَكَت عَيني وَهَى ذَلِكَ النَظمُ
It deposits in hearing the pearls of its speech
And when my eyes wept at that, the composition ceased
يَلَذُّ لَها هَمّي فَهَمِّيَ فَقدُهُ
وَيُعجِبُها سُقمي فَلا بَرِحَ السُقمُ
My love pleased it, so my love remains
My sickness delights it, so the sickness persists
سَلي النَجمَ عَن عَيني فَحَسبُكِ شاهِداً
وَعِندَكِ يا عَينَيهِ عَن عَينِيَ العِلمُ
Ask the planets about my eye, for your sight suffices as witness
And in your eyes, my dear, lies knowledge of mine
يَتيمٌ إِذا ما ماتَ عَنهُ حَبيبُهُ
وَما كُلُّ فَقدِ الوالِدَينِ هُوَ اليُتمُ
An orphan when his beloved dies
Not all loss of parents is orphanhood
لَعَمري لَقَد بَصَّرتَ لَو نَفَعَ الهُدى
وَحَقّاً لَقَد أَسمَعتَ إِن سَمِعَ الصُمُّ
By my life! You have seen clearly, if insight avails
And truly you have heard, if the deaf can hear
أَعاذِلَهُ ما الحَزمُ إِلّا اِتِّباعُهُ
طَريقَكَ لَكِن رُبَّما غُلِبَ الحَزمُ
Who blames it, reason is but to follow it
Your path, but sometimes reason is overcome
تَحَرَّجُ عَن وَصلي مَخافَةَ إثمِها
فلا تَحرَجي إنَّ الصدودَ هو الإثمُ
It recoils from my union, fearing the sin
So do not recoil, for refusal itself is the sin
وجيرَتُنا نُعمانُ فالعيشُ ناعِمٌ
وَأَطوارُهُ نُعمى وَخَلَّتُنا نُعمُ
And our neighbor Nu'man, so living is blissful
Its seasons bliss, and our isolation bliss
وَأَكثَرُ أَيّامي تَعقَّبَها الأَسى
عَلَيها وَلَكِن قَد تَقَبَّلَها الذَمُّ
Though most of my days were followed by sorrow
Over them, yet they were accepted by blame
رَضيتُ بِما يَقضي عَلى قِسطِ جَورِهِ
فَلَم يَغضَبُ القاضي وَقَد رَضِيَ الخَصمُ
I accept the unjust judgment against me
So the judge is not angry, and the adversary satisfied
يَقولونَ لِم لا تَلبَسُ الصَبرَ جُنَّةً
وَما نَفعُها مِن بَعدِ ما مَرَقَ السَهمُ
They say why do you not wear patience as a shield
Of what use after the arrow has sped?
إِذا اِستَرَقَت سَمعاً مُنايَ بِذِكرِهِ
فَفي إِثرِها مِن شُهبِ أَدمعِها رَجمُ
If she steals a hearing that makes me pine
Then in its wake, a shower of tears like shooting stars
وَلي مُقلَةٌ مِن ذُخرِ دَمعي مُقِلَّةٌ
وَكانَ لَها لَولا النَوى حاصِلٌ جَمُّ
I have from my tears' hoard a ladle full
And were it not for resolve, it would have held abundance