وَحَياةِ حُبِّكَ ما نَسيتُ
عَهداً لِحُبِّكَ ما حَييتُ
And I have not forgotten the life of your love
I made a vow to your love as long as I live
وَإِذا رَضيتَ بِما لَقَي
تُ فَقَد نَعِمتَ بِما شَقيتُ
And if you were pleased with what I faced
You were blessed with what I endured
وَلَقَد وَجَدتُ عَلى الحَشا
بَرداً لِنارِكَ إِذ صَليتُ
And indeed I found, counting on you
A cure for your fire when I prayed
وَلَقَد تَطَفَّلَ بي الشَقا
ءُ عَلى هَواكَ وَما دُعيتُ
And hardship imposed itself on me
For your love, though I was not called
لا تَسأَلَن عَن لَيلَتي
باتَت عِداكَ كَما أَبيتُ
Do not ask about my night
It stayed awake longing for you as I wished
وَإِذا تَكَلَّمَ عاذِلي
فَجَوابُهُ عِندي السُكوتُ
And if a critic speaks to me
My only response is silence
صَيَّرتُ حُبَّكَ شافِعي
وَمِنَ الشَفيعِ تُرى أُتيتُ
I made your love my intercessor
And you see what I came with from the intercessor
غُضّي جُفونَكِ يا سِها
مُ فَقَد رُميتُ بِما رُميتُ
Lower your eyelids, O doe
For I was hit with what I was hit with
إِنّي لَأَعرِفُ بِالصَوا
بِ وَطُرقِهِ لَكِن بُليتُ
Indeed, I know flirtation
And its ways, but I was tested
أَنا مَن يُقَدِّمُهُ الهَوى
لَكِن تُؤَخِّرُهُ البُخوتُ
I am one whom passion drives forward
But pride holds back
لَو كانَ قَلبي في يَدي
لَجَفا الحَبيبَ كَما جُفيتُ
If my heart were in my hand
It would abandon the beloved as I was abandoned
أَنا في العَذابِ فَلا أَعي
شُ كَما أُريدُ وَلا أَموتُ
I am in torment, so I cannot live
As I wish, nor can I die
وَنَعَم رَضيتُ بِما فَعَل
تَ عَلى تَعَسُّفِهِ رَضيتُ
And yes, I was pleased with what
You did in your tyranny, I was pleased
وَإِذا تَلاقَت رُفقَةٌ
فَحَديثُها ما قَد لَقيتُ
And if a group of friends meets
Their talk is what I have faced
مَولايَ قَد نِلتَ المُنى
فَاِسلَم فَإِنّي قَد فَنَيتُ
My Master, you have attained your wishes
So submit, for I am annihilated
أَأَخافُ أَن تَبقى هُمو
مي في هَواكَ وَما بَقيتُ
Do I fear my worries for your love will remain
As long as I live?
وَعَلى الحَقيقَةِ لَو أَذِن
تَ بِأَن أَموتَ إِذاً حَييتُ
And in truth, if you allowed
That I die, then I would live