حَدِيثُ غَرامِي فِي هَواكَ قَديمُ
وَفَرْطُ عَذابِي في هَواكَ نَعيمُ
The tale of my love for you is old.
And the excess of my torment in loving you is bliss.
بِمَا شِئْتَ عَذِّبْ غَيْرَ سُخْطِكَ إِنَّهُ
وَصدِّق ولائي في هَواكَ أليمُ
Torment me however you wish, except with your displeasure; for it—
And believe me—my devotion in loving you is painful.
تُمَثِّلُكَ الأَشْواقُ وَهْماً لِخاطِري
فَيُدْرِكني بالخَوْفِ مِنْكَ وُجُومُ
Longing conjures your image as a vision in my mind,
And a fearful silence overtakes me before you.
وَتَقْنَعُ مِنْكَ الرُّوحُ لَمْحَ تَوَهُّمٍ
فَتَحْيا بِهَا الأَعضَاءُ وَهْيَ رَمِيمُ
My soul is content with a fleeting imagined glimpse of you,
And through it my limbs revive, though they are crumbling.
هَنِيئاً لِطَرْفٍ فِيكَ لا يَعْرِفُ الكَرَى
وَتَبّاً لِقَلْبٍ فِيكَ لَيْسَ يَهيمُ
Blessed is an eye that loses all sleep over you,
And woe to a heart that does not adore you.
وَلمَّا جَلاكَ الفِكْرُ يا غَايةَ المُنَى
فَظلَّ بِقَلْبِي مُقْعِدٌ ومُقيمُ
When thought revealed you, O summit of my hopes,
You remained settled and abiding in my heart.
وَمَا الكَوْنُ إلّا صُورةً أنْتَ رُوحُهَا
وَجِسْمٌ بِغَيْرِ الرُّوحِ كَيْفَ يَقُومُ
The universe is only a form, and you are its soul;
How can a body stand without a soul?
تَوَّهَم صَحْبي أَنَّ بي مَسُّ جِنَّةٍ
وأَنْكَرَ حَالي صَاحِبٌ وَحَميمُ
My companions imagined that I was touched by madness,
And friends and intimates found my condition strange.
فَبُحْتُ بِما ألقاهُ مِنْكَ مُصَرِّحاً
وَمَا نالَ لَذّاتِ الغَرامِ كَتُومُ
So I spoke openly of what I suffer because of you;
One who keeps silent never tastes the delights of love.
أَغُصْنَ النَّقا إنّي أَغارُ إِذَا غَدَا
يُلاعِبُ عِطْفيْكَ الرّشاقَ نَسِيمُ
O branch of the sandhill, I grow jealous whenever
A breeze plays with your graceful sides.
وَلَمّا بَدَتْ في طَوْرِ خَدِّكَ جَذْوَةٌ
وَلاحتْ لِقلبي عادَ وهُوَ كَليمُ
And when a flame appeared on the Sinai of your cheek
And flashed before my heart, it returned wounded.
يَلذُّ لِقلْبي في هَوَاكَ عَذابُهُ
وَلِمْ لا وَبِالأحْوالِ أَنْتَ عَليمُ
My heart finds its torment in loving you sweet;
Why should it not, when you know its every state?
يَميناً بِأَصْواتِ الحَجيجِ على مِنىً
وَصَحْبٍ لَهُمْ بِالمَأْزمينِ زَميمُ
I swear by the pilgrims’ voices at Mina
And by the companions whose camels sound in the two passes:
لأَنْتَ وَإنْ أَصْبَحْتَ بِالوَصْلِ باخِلاً
عَليَّ احْتِقاراً بِي لَديَّ كَرِيمُ
Even if you have become sparing with your union,
And scorn me, you remain precious to me.
وَيَا شَرَفي لَمَّا غَدَوْتَ وَلِلْهَوى
عَلى جَسَدِي المُضْنى النَّحيل رُسُومُ
What honor is mine, now that you have gone and love
Has left its marks upon my wasted, slender body.
وَيَا سائِقاً يُضْنِي الرّكائِبَ طُلَّحاً
لَهَا في الرُّسوم المُقْفراتِ رَسيمُ
O driver who wears out the weary mounts,
As they hasten among deserted traces:
إِذَا عايَنَتْ عَيْنَاكَ بَارِقَ أَبْرَقٍ
يَلوحُ كما في الأُفقِ لاح نُجومُ
When your eyes behold a flash at Abraq
Shining as stars shine on the horizon,
وَباحتْ بأسْرارِ الرُّبا نَسْمَةُ الصَّبا
وَعطَّر أَقْطارَ القفارِ شَميمُ
And the east wind whispers the hills’ secrets
And fragrance scents the reaches of the wastes,
وَعايَنْتَ سَلْعاً قِفْ وَسائِلْ أَحِبَّتِي
فَهَذا الّذي أَصْبَحْتُ مِنْكَ أَرومُ
And you see Salʿ, stop and ask after my beloved;
That is what I now seek from you.
فَثمَّ رَشاً شَوْقي إليه مُبَرِّحٌ
وَريم فُؤادي عَنْهُ لَيْسَ يَريمُ
For there is a young gazelle there for whom my longing is fierce,
A white gazelle from whom my heart cannot depart.
أُغالِطُ عَنْهُ بِالكَلام مُجالِسي
وَفِي القَلْبِ مِنْ ذِكْري سِواه كُلُومُ
I distract my companions with talk of other things,
While mention of anyone else wounds my heart.
لَهُ مِنْ سُوَيْداءِ الفُؤادِ مَعاهِدٌ
وَبَيْنَ سَوادِ المُقْلَتَيْنِ رُسُومُ
He has dwelling places in the innermost part of my heart,
And traces between the dark pupils of my eyes.
وَقُلْ يا غَرِيبَ الحُسْنِ رِقّ لِنازِحٍ
غَريبٍ لَهُ قَلْبٌ لَدَيْكَ مُقيمُ
And say: O one of rare beauty, show mercy to an exile,
A stranger whose heart dwells with you.
تَرحَّلَ عَنْهُ مُذْ تَرَحَّلْتَ نافِراً
فَلَيْس لَهُ حَتّى القُدوم قُدومُ
It left him when you departed and turned away;
It will not return to him until you return.
عَلَيْكَ سَلامٌ مِنْ كَئيبٍ مُتيَّمٍ
تَظَلُّ سليماً وَهْوَ مِنْكَ سَلِيمُ
Peace be upon you from a sorrowful lover;
May you remain unharmed, though he is wounded by you.
Sol 6