أَلا تَعجَبونَ كَما أَعجَبُ
حَبيبي يُسيءُ وَلا يُعتِبُ
Will you not marvel as I marvel?
How strange that you're astonished as I'm astonished
My beloved wrongs me and makes no amends.
My beloved does wrong and is not blamed
وَأَبغي رِضاهُ عَلى جَورِهِ
فَيَأبى عَلَيَّ وَيَستَصعِبُ
And I seek his favor despite his injustice,
And I want his approval despite his tyranny
but he refuses me and remains unyielding.
But he refuses me and is unmoved
عَتَبتَ فَدَيتُكَ يا مُذنِبُ
فَجِئتُكَ أَبكي وَأَستَعتِبُ
You reproached me—may I be your ransom, O guilty one—
You blamed me, and I ransomed you, O sinner
so I came to you weeping and seeking forgiveness.
So I came to you weeping and pleading forgiveness
تَحَمَّلتُ عَنكَ وَفيكَ الذُنو
بَ وَأَيقَنتُ أَنّي أَنا المُذنِبُ
I bore the sins in your stead, though they were yours,
I took on myself your sins and faults
and became certain that I myself was the guilty one.
And knew that it was I who was the sinner
أَذَلفاءُ إِن كانَ يُرضيكُمُ
عَذابي فَدونَكُمُ عَذِّبوا
O Dhalfāʾ, if what pleases you
O tormentors, if my torment pleases you
is my torment, then go ahead—torment me!
Then torment me, it's up to you
أَلا رُبَّ طالِبَةٍ وَصلَنا
أَبَينا عَلَيها الَّذي تَطلُبُ
Ah, many a woman seeking union with us—
Oh, many are those seeking connection, but
we denied her what she sought.
We refused them what they sought
أَرَدنا رِضاكُم بِإِسخاطِها
وَبُخلُكَ مِن جودِها أَطيَبُ
We sought your favor by angering her,
We wanted your approval by displeasing them
and your stinginess is sweeter than her generosity.
And your frugality from their generosity is sweeter
Sol 6.1