تَعالَلتِ عَن وَصلِ المُعَنّى بِكِ الصَبِّ
وَآثَرتِ بُعدَ الدارِ مِنّا عَلى القُربِ
You made excuses to avoid union with the lovesick one tormented by you,
You turned away from joining meaning with you, O love
and preferred dwelling far from us to being near.
And preferred the remoteness of the abode from us over nearness
وَحَمَّلتِني ذَنبَ الفِراقِ وَإِنَّهُ
لَذَنبُكِ إِن أَنصَفتِ في الحُكمِ لاذَنبي
And you laid the blame for parting on me, though it
And you charged me with the sin of separation, yet it
is surely your fault, if you judge fairly, not mine.
Is your sin, if you judge fairly, not my sin
وَوَاللَهِ ما اِختَرتُ السُلُوَّ عَلى الهَوى
وَلا حُلتُ عَمّا تَعهِدينَ مِنَ الحُبِّ
And, by God, I have not chosen forgetfulness over passion,
By God, I did not choose composure over passion
nor have I turned from the love you have known.
Nor did I refrain from what you charged me with of love
وَلا اِزدادَ إِلّا جِدَّةً وَتَمَكُّناً
مَحَلُّكِ مِن نَفسي وَحَظُّكِ مِن قَلبي
And only fresher and more firmly rooted have grown
But it only increased in intensity and establishment
your place in my soul and your share of my heart.
Your status in my soul, your share of my heart
فَلا تَجمَعي هَجراً وَعَتباً فَلَم أَجِد
جَليداً عَلى هَجرِ الأَحِبَّةِ وَالعَتبِ
So do not combine estrangement with reproach, for I have found no one
So do not combine estrangement and reproach, for I have not found
steadfast under loved ones’ estrangement and reproach.
Composure in estrangement from loved ones and reproach
Sol 6.1