قَد كانَ طَيفُكَ مَرَّةً يُغرى بي
يَعتادُ رَكبي طارِقاً وَرِكابي
Your phantom once used to be drawn to me,
Your phantom once allured me,
Visiting my caravan and my mounts by night.
Accustomed to my night visit and my mounts.
فَالآنَ ما يَزدارُ غَيرَ مَغَبَّةٍ
وَمِنَ الصُدودِ زِيارَةُ الإِغبابِ
But now it visits only at intervals,
But now naught allures save misfortune,
And visits spaced apart are a kind of estrangement.
And from aloofness comes the visit of estrangement.
جِئنا نُحَيّي مِن أُثَيلَةَ مَنزِلاً
جُدُداً مَعالِمُهُ بِذي الأَنصابِ
We came to greet a dwelling of Uthaylah,
We came to greet what remains of a ruined abode,
Its landmarks fresh at Dhu al-Ansab.
Its landmarks renewed by the One of steadfastness.
أَدّى إِلَيَّ العَهدَ مِن عِرفانِهِ
حَتّى لَكادَ يَرُدُّ رَجعَ جَوابي
Recognizing it brought our old bond back to me,
He fulfilled the pact to me from his knowledge,
Till it almost returned the echo of my answer.
Until he almost returned the answer to my yearning.
سَدِكَ النِساءُ بِنا مَلامَةَ عانِسٍ
نُلحى عَلى غَزَلٍ وَصَدِّ كَعابِ
The women dogged us with a spinster's reproaches:
The women blamed us, saying you prohibited us,
We are blamed for love-talk and for spurning a full-breasted maiden.
We persist in spinning though you refuse the spindle.
مازالَ صَرفُ الدَهرِ يوكِسُ صَفقَتي
حَتّى رَهَنتُ عَلى المَشيبِ شَبابي
Time's reversals kept devaluing my bargain,
The turns of fate go on cheating me,
Until I pledged my youth against gray hair.
Until I pledged against old age my youth.
أَفَحَظُّ نَفسي ظَلتُ أُنقِصُ أَم عَلى
نَفسي غَداتَئِذٍ غَدَوتُ أُحابي
Was I diminishing my own share, or at
Is it my soul’s luck that I diminished it, or have I
My own expense that morning showing favor?
Against my soul, turned my luck into misfortune?
وَعَذَلتَني أَن أَدرَكَتني صَبوَةٌ
خَلَصَت إِلى داوُدَ في المِحرابِ
And you reproached me for a passion that overtook me,
And you blamed me when puberty overtook me,
One that reached David in the prayer chamber.
Reaching David undefiled in the sanctuary.
وَمُلَوَّمٍ في الحُبِّ قُلتُ وَأَرسَلَت
عَيناهُ واكِفَ أَدمُعٍ أَسرابِ
And to one much reproached for love I said, while
Tormented by love, I said as he sent forth
His eyes poured out streaming tears in torrents:
His eyes and abundant tears flowed in streams.
لَو كُنتَ تُؤثِرُ بِالصَبابَةِ أَهلَها
لَتَرَكتَ ما بِكَ مِن جَواكَ لِما بي
If you gave true lovers precedence in longing,
Had you preferred one of tender age for herself,
You would set aside your own anguish for mine.
You would have left me for what defects I have.
مَن مُخبِري بِابنِ المُدَبِّرِ وَالوَغى
تُزجي أَواخِرَ قَسطَلٍ مُنجابِ
Who will tell me of Ibn al-Mudabbir, as battle
Who will inform me of the son of the schemer and the tumult?
Drives along the last of a dispersing dust-cloud?
You set out the rear of the army with its banners.
غَضبانُ تُجلى عَن وَقائِعِ سَيفِهِ
عَكَراتُ حُمسٍ في الحَديدِ غِضابِ
Wrathful, he scatters with his sword's blows
Wrathful, the facts of his sword are revealed
Massed ranks of fierce warriors, angry and clad in iron.
By the stirring-up in iron of his burning anger.
خِرقٌ تَغَيَّبَ ناصِروهُ وَأُحضِرَت
أَعداؤُهُ وَاليَومُ يَومُ غِلابِ
A resourceful champion: his supporters were absent, while
A breach whose supporters are absent, and his foes
His enemies were mustered on a day of fierce contest.
Are present, and today is the day of defeat.
آساهُ نَصلُ السَيفِ لاصَدرُ الفَتى
حَرِجاً وَلا صَدرُ الحُسامِ بِنابِ
The sword's blade aided him: the young man's breast was not
The edge of the sword pains not the chest of the brave youth
Constricted, nor was the keen sword's point blunt.
Nor the chest of the swordsman with its point.
لَو أَنَّهُ اِستامَ النَجاةَ لِنَفسِهِ
وَجَدَ النَجاةَ رَخيصَةَ الأَسبابِ
Had he bargained for his own escape,
If only he had sought safety for himself,
He would have found the means of escape inexpensive.
He would have found safety easy to obtain.
لَو أَسعَدَتهُ خَيلُهُ لَتَتابَعَت
آلافُ قَتلى بَذَّةُ الأَسلابِ
Had his horsemen aided him, there would have followed
If only his horses had brought him success,
Thousands of slain men in tattered battle-gear.
Thousands slain would lie there, stripped of their weapons.
إِنَّ المُشَيِّعَ لا يُبيرُ عَدُوَّهُ
حَتّى يَكونَ مُشَيَّعَ الأَصحابِ
Indeed, the dauntless man cannot destroy his foe
Verily, the mourner cannot defeat his foe
Until his companions, too, are dauntless.
Until he himself is mourned by his comrades.
نَصَبَت جَبينَكَ لِلسُيوفِ حَفيظَةٌ
جَرَّت عَلَيكَ نَفاسَةَ الهُرّابِ
A fierce sense of honor set your brow before the swords;
Your brow was set against the swords, watchfully,
It drew upon you the envy of those who fled.
Drawing upon you the nobility of warriors.
وَأَبَيتَ إِعطاءَ الدَنِيَّةِ دونَهُم
إِنَّ الأَبِيَّ لِأَن يُعَيَّرَ آبِ
And you refused to yield to dishonor, unlike them;
And you refused to give the lowly ones before them,
The proud man is unwilling to be shamed.
Truly the high-minded disdains to be censured.
وَمُبينَةٍ شَهَرَ المُنازِلُ وَسمَها
وَالخَيلُ تَكبو في العَجاجِ الكابي
And a conspicuous wound whose mark your opponent made plain,
And the stages of encampment were conspicuous, which he named,
While horses stumbled in the billowing dust,
While the steeds stomped in the dusty barren land.
كانَت بِوَجهِكَ دونَ عِرضِكَ إِذ رَأَوا
أَنَّ الوُجوهَ تُصانُ بِالأَحسابِ
Was on your face, not your honor, for they knew
It was by your face, not your honor, when they saw
That faces are guarded by noble standing.
That faces are preserved by reputations.
وَلَئِن أُسِرتَ فَما الإِسارُ عَلى اِمرِئٍ
نَصَرَ الإِسارَ عَلى الفَرارِ بِعابِ
And though you were captured, captivity, for a man
And even if you are captured, what capture is there of a man
Who chose captivity over flight, is no disgrace.
Who aided capture over fleeing with shame?
لَو كانَ غَيرُكَ كانَ مُنخَزِلَ القُوى
عَمّا مَضى بِكَ ضَيِّقَ التِلبابِ
Had it been another, his strength would have given way
If other than you, he would be one who diminishes strength
At what befell you, his breast tight with distress.
From what has passed with you in straits of trial.
نامَ المُضَلَّلُ عَن سُراكَ وَلَم يَخَف
سِنَةَ الرَقيبِ وَنَشوَةَ البَوّابِ
The deluded man slept through your night journey, not fearing
The deceived one slept from guarding you and did not fear
The watchman's drowsiness or the gatekeeper's drunkenness.
The wakefulness of the guard and the rigor of gatekeepers;
وَرَأى بِأَنَّ البابَ مَذهَبُكَ الَّذي
يُخشى وَهَمُّكَ كانَ غَيرَ البابِ
And he thought the gate was your way out, the one
And he saw that the gate was your intended way
To be feared; but your purpose lay away from the gate.
Which is feared while your fancy was other than the gate.
فَرَكَبتَها هَولاً مَتى تُخبِر بِها
يَقُلِ الجَبانُ أَتَيتَ غَيرَ صَوابِ
So you braved that terror; whenever you recount it,
So you climbed it fearfully, when will you inform
The coward says, 'What you did was unwise.'
The coward, you came not wisely?
ما راعَهُم إِلّا اِمتِراقُكَ مُصلِتاً
مِن مِثلِ بُردِ الأَرقَمِ المُنسابِ
Nothing startled them but your darting out, sword drawn,
They were not on guard save for your penetration,
From what resembled the cloak of a gliding speckled serpent.
Like the piercing cold of a pouring flood.
تَحمي أُغَيلِمَةً وَطائِشَةَ الخُطى
تَصِلُ التَلَفُّتَ خَشيَةَ الطُلّابِ
You shielded little boys and a woman with faltering steps,
Defending a timid, wild-stepping she-camel,
Who kept looking back in fear of the pursuers.
Joining glances fearing the searchers;
تَرتاعُ مِن وَهَلٍ وَتَأنَسُ أَن تَرى
قَمَراً يَنوءُ بِباتِكٍ قَضّابِ
She trembled with dread, yet took comfort in seeing
She startles at desolation but is comforted to see
A moon bearing a sharp, cleaving sword.
A moon bending with a swaying howdah.
شَهِدَتهُ يَومَ الهِندُوانَ وَلَم تَكُن
لِتَبيعَهُ بِاليَومِ في دولابِ
She witnessed him on the day of al-Hinduwan, and would not
It witnessed him the day of India and was not
Exchange that day for the day at Dulab.
To sell him today in the cycles of time.
وَرَأَت جِلادَ مُحَبَّبٍ لَم تُخزِهِ
يَوماً مَواقِفُهُ لَدى الأَحبابِ
And she saw the swordplay of a beloved man, never shamed
And it saw the executioner of a beloved who was never
By his stands before those he loved.
Shamed by him in days of companionship.
قَد كانَ يَومُ نَدى بِطَولِكَ راهِنٌ
حَتّى أَضَفتَ إِلَيهِ يَومَ ضِرابِ
A day of giving was already assured by your bounty,
The day of dew was guaranteed by your valor
Until you added to it a day of swordplay.
Until you added to it the day of striking.
ذِكرٌ مِنَ البَأسِ اِستَعَرتَ إِلى الَّذي
أُعطيتَ في الأَخلاقِ وَالآدابِ
Renown for valor you borrowed to add to what
A mention of might you borrowed for the one
You were granted in character and refinement.
To whom you were given in morals and manners.
وَجَديدُ شُغلٍ لِلقَوافِيَ زائِدٌ
فيما اِبتَغَيتَ لَها مِنَ الإِسهابِ
And fresh work for the rhymes, adding
And new material for poems additionally
To the expansiveness you sought for them.
In what you have sought of elaboration.
وَفَريضَةٌ أَنتَ اِستَنَنتَ بَديئَها
لَولاكَ ماكُتِبَت عَلى الكُتّابِ
And a duty whose beginnings you instituted:
And a duty you delicately began,
But for you, it would never have been prescribed for scribes.
Without you it would not be written by the scribes.
Sol 6.1