مَلامَكِ في صُدودي وَاِجتِنابي
وَنَأيِي بِالمَشارِقِ وَاِغتِرابي
Spare me your reproach for my turning away and avoidance,
My blame lies in estrangement and avoidance,
and my remoteness in eastern lands and my exile.
And in journeys to far lands in solitude.
فَقَد جَعَلَت دَواعي الشَوقِ تَدعو
إِلى حَلَلٍ بِواسِطَ أَو كِنابِ
For the urgings of longing have begun to call
For yearning's motives call me
toward settlements at Wasit or Kinab.
To meet by lawful means or stealthily.
لُباناتٌ تَقَضّى ثُمَّ يُمضى
إِلَيكَ العَزمُ بَينَ هَلٍ وَهابِ
Wishes are to be fulfilled; then my resolve is carried through
Excuses to be made, then purpose fixed
toward you, between the calls 'Hal!' and 'Hab!'
To reach you, between hesitation and resolve.
عَلى أَنّي أُخَلِّفُ شِقَّ نَفسي
وَأُنسي في بِعادي وَاِقتِرابي
Though I leave behind half my soul,
Though leaving half myself behind
and my solace whether far away or near:
I forget in distance, and in nearness remember.
أَخاً أُعطيهِ مَكنونَ التَصافي
وَأَستَسقي لَهُ دُرَرَ السَحابِ
a brother to whom I give my innermost affection,
A brother I would make him, sharing intimacy,
and for whom I pray for the clouds’ pearls.
And begging for him raindrops from clouds.
إِنِ اِستَرفَدتُهُ فَخَليجُ بَحرٍ
أَوِ اِستَنهَضتُهُ فَسَليلُ غابِ
If I ask him for aid, he is an arm of the sea;
If I summon him he is a sea-bay,
or rouse him to action, he is a son of the thicket.
Or if I rouse him, a brook in the hills.
مَتى أَحلُل بِساحَتِهِ أَجِدهُ
أَنيسَ الرَبعِ مُخضَرَّ الجَنابِ
Whenever I alight in his courtyard, I find him
When I enter his abode I find him
with a welcoming home and verdant surroundings,
A boon companion, green of side.
وَسيطَ البَيتِ في شَرَفِ المَعالي
نَفيسَ الحَظِّ في كَرَمِ النِصابِ
foremost in his house in the honor of lofty attainments,
Lord of the house, excelling in glory,
richly endowed with nobility of lineage,
Rare in fortune, generous in giving.
وَوَحشِيَّ المَسامِعِ لَم يُؤَنَّس
بِتَكرارِ المَلامَةِ وَالعِتابِ
and wild of ear, never tamed
Wilderness to the ears, not to be companied
by repeated reproach and rebuke.
With repetition of blame and reproach.
يَرى عَذلَ الصَديقِ إِلَيهِ ذَنباً
وَيَعتَدُّ العِتابَ مِنَ السِبابِ
He deems a friend’s reproach directed at him an offense,
He sees refusal of a friend as a fault
and counts rebuke among insults.
And takes reproach for abuse.
وَلَم يُنخَس عَلى الحاجاتِ بَطأً
كَما نُخِسَ الثَفالُ مِنَ الرِكابِ
Nor has he been prodded for slowness in meeting needs,
He was not pushed away from wants by slowness
as a sluggish camel among the mounts is prodded.
As camels shoved away at the mounting-place.
أَبا بِشرٍ وَأَنتَ أَخي وَوُدّي
وَمَن رَضِيَ اِختِباري وَاِنتِخابي
Abu Bishr, you are my brother and my beloved,
Abu Bishr, you are my brother and beloved,
and the one my testing and choosing have approved.
He who accepts my trial and choosing.
فِداؤُكَ مُقرِفٌ مِن آلِ زَيدٍ
مُوَلّي الخَيرَ مُقتَبَلِ الشَبابِ
Let a base-born man of the house of Zayd be your ransom,
Your ransom is a nurtured one of Zayd's clan,
a giver of favors to one in the bloom of youth.
My partisan, graceful in youth,
يَهونُ عَلَيهِ أَن يُمسي قَبيحَ الـ
ـثَناءِ إِذا غَدا حَسَنَ الثِيابِ
He cares little if by evening he is ill-
Who thinks little of being ill spoken of
spoken of, if in the morning he is well dressed.
If finely dressed, well praised tomorrow.
ذَليلُ الأَيرِ وَالحاجاتُ تُقضى
وَمَعفورُ التَرائِبِ بِالتُرابِ
His penis is abased while needs are fulfilled,
Base in wealth and wants fulfilled,
and his chest is smeared with dust.
Wrongs forgiven and covered with dust.
وَمَأذونٌ عَلى خُصيَيهِ إِذناً
يَعُمُّ وَإِن تَعَمَّقَ في الحِجابِ
And access to his testicles is granted—permission
Licensed over his testicles a general warrant,
open to all, even if he retreats deep behind the veil.
However deep he probes into secrets.
Sol 6.1