أَجدِر وَأَخلِق أَن تُرِنَّ عَوائِدي
وَيُساءَ خُلصاني وَيَشمَتَ حاسِدي
How fitting, how proper that my women visitors should wail,
It is more fitting and proper that my habits return
and my close friends be grieved, and my envier gloat.
And my sincerity be maligned and my envier rejoice
وَرَدَ الفِراقُ عَلَيَّ يُتلِفُ مُهجَتي
يا بَرحَ قَلبي بِالفِراقِ الوارِدِ
Separation came upon me, destroying my lifeblood.
And separation has come upon me, destroying my spirit
Oh, the anguish of my heart at the separation that has come!
O the one who departed my heart with separation
ضاقَت عَلَيَّ لَهُ البِلادُ بِأَسرِها
حَتّى لَخِلتُ الأَرضَ كِفَّةَ صائِدِ
All the lands have closed in on me because of it,
The countries became too constricted for me altogether
until I thought the earth a hunter's net.
To the point I felt the earth was a palm for a hunter
أَيَشُطُّ مَن أَهوى سَليماً وادِعاً
وَأَروحُ في ثَوبِ السَليبِ الفاقِدِ
Does the one I love depart, safe and at ease,
Does someone I love frolic sound and calm
while I go about in the garb of one despoiled and bereft?
While I wander in the dress of dispossessed misery?
تَاللَهِ أَبقى وَالأَسى بِجَوانِحي
لِلبَينِ يَسقيني بِسِمِّ أَساوِدِ
By God, I live on, while sorrow within my breast
By Allah, I remain while anguish is in my entrails
from parting makes me drink the venom of black serpents.
Due to separation watering me with lethal poison
يا ظِبيَةَ الخَيماتِ مِن ذاتِ الغَضا
صَدَقَ الوَعيدُ فَأَينَ صِدقُ مَواعِدِ
O gazelle of the tents, from Dhat al-Ghada,
O doe of the tents, you of languid eyes
The threat proved true; where, then, is the fulfillment of promises?
The threat came true, so where is the truth of promises?
ماذا يَضُرُّكِ لَو بَرَدتِ حَرارَةً
بَينَ الحَشا بِرُضابِ ثَغرٍ بارِدِ
What harm would it do you if you cooled the burning heat
What would harm you if passion cooled
within my breast with the moisture of a cool mouth?
Between cheeks with the touch of a frigid mouth?
لَو بِتِّ تَخلِجُكِ الهُمومُ أَوَيتِ لي
وَلَكانَ لَيلي مِنكِ لَيلَ الراقِدِ
If you spent the night with worries tugging at you, you would pity me,
If worries keep you awake at night or come to me
and through you my night would be a sleeper's night.
And my night would be, for you, the night of one asleep
يا حادِيَيها لَبِّثا لا تَعجَلا
عَنّي بِظَبيِكُما النَوارِ الشارِدِ
O her two camel-drivers, linger; do not hurry
O her two guides, tarry and do not hasten
away from me with your shy, fleeing gazelle.
To drive your delicate doe away from me
قولا لَهُ يَردُد فُؤادَ مُتَيَّمٍ
إِن كانَ لَيسَ إِلى الوِصالِ بِعائِدِ
Tell him to return a lovesick man's heart,
Say to him, repeating the heart of a bereaved one
if he is not to return to union.
If there is no return to union, despondent
واها لِعَينَيهِ اللَتَينِ تَصَدَّتا
فَاِنصاعَ إِذ رُعناهُ غَيرَ مُعانِدِ
Ah, for his two eyes, which showed themselves;
Alas for his eyes that were unreceptive
then he fled when we startled him, offering no resistance.
When we bent his neck without resistance
يا دَهرُ هَل تُدني إِلَيَّ دِيارَها
مِن بَعدِ تَعذيبي بِطولِ تَباعُدِ
O Time, will you bring her dwellings near to me,
O fate, will you bring me near to her abode
after tormenting me with long estrangement?
After torturing me with prolonged absence?
يا دَهرُ كَم قَد سُؤتَني فَوَجَدتَني
لا أَشتَكي السوأى وَلَستُ بِجاحِدِ
O Time, how often you have hurt me, yet found me
O fate, how much you have wronged me, yet found me
not complaining of the wrong, nor denying it.
Neither complaining of misfortune nor ungrateful
حَتّامَ لا أَنفَكُّ مِنكَ تَسومُني
خَسفاً وَتَعسِفُني بِسَطوَةِ حاقِدِ
How long must I endure you, as you inflict on me
You continue to oppress me, submerging me
humiliation, and oppress me with a grudge-bearer's might?
And mistreating me with the tyranny of a hater
وَإِذا اِضطَرَبتُ فَعَنَّ لي وَجهُ الغِنى
أَسرَعتَ في مَنعي اِنسِراعَ مُحارِدِ
And whenever I strove and a prospect of wealth appeared to me,
And if I become troubled, the face of fortune scowls at me
you hastened to deny me, with a grudging man's haste.
You hasten to deprive me, speeding like a contender
كَم قَد سَمَوتَ بِجاهِلٍ وَبِخامِلٍ
لَمّا حَطَطتَ أَخا حِجاً وَمَحاتِدِ
How often you have raised an ignorant man and an obscure one,
How you have elevated an ignorant and indolent man
while bringing low a man of intellect and noble lineage!
When you debased a brother making the pilgrimage with effort
أَسعَدتَ في كُلِّ الأُمورِ جُدودَهُم
إِذ كُنتَ لِلأَحرارِ غَيرَ مُساعِدِ
You favored their fortunes in every affair,
You made their ancestors successful in all matters
while you were no helper to the noble.
When you were unhelpful to the free with every witness
عَجَباً لِأَقوامٍ وَصَلتُ حِبالَهُم
وَرَعيتُ غَيبَتَهُم بِكُلِّ مَشاهِدِ
How strange those people whose bonds I maintained,
Wondrous are people whose ropes I tied
and whom I defended in their absence at every gathering.
And I protected their absence with every onlooker
وَسَتَرتُ عَيبَهُمُ وَكُنتُ مُجاهِداً
مَن رامَ نَقصَهُمُ بِكُلِّ تَجاهُدِ
And I concealed their faults, and fought
And I concealed their shame and was a warrior
whoever sought to disparage them, with every effort.
Against whoever sought to diminish them with every effort
فَرَأَيتُ غِشَّ صُدورِهِم بِعُيونِهِم
وَالعَينُ في الحالاتِ أَعدَلُ شاهِدِ
Then I saw the deceit in their breasts through their eyes,
Then I saw the hypocrisy of their hearts with my eyes
and the eye, in every circumstance, is the fairest witness.
For the eye in such states is the most just witness
فَعَرَفتُ ذاكَ وَلَم أَدَع إِدناءَهُم
وَالحِلمُ بَينَ أَقارِبٍ وَأَباعِدِ
I knew this, yet did not cease to draw them near—
So I recognized that and did not stop drawing them near
for forbearance is for kin and strangers alike—
And clemency between relatives and strangers is best
حَتّى سَمِعتُ عَنِ الضَغائِنِ قَولَهُم
وَفِعالَهُم فِعلَ الظَلومِ الحاسِدِ
until I heard what they said out of rancor,
Until I heard their malicious words and actions
and their deeds were those of an oppressive, envious man.
The actions of the unjust and envious
فَلَزِمتُ نَفسي لا أُكَشِّفُ غَيبَهُم
وَكَفَفتُ عَنهُم ناصِحي وَمُعاضِدي
So I kept to myself, not laying bare their secrets,
So I busied myself and did not expose their secrets
and held my adviser and my supporter back from them.
And restrained my adviser and supporter from them
فَرَأَوا جَميلَ العَفوِ ضَعفاً بَعدَ ما
كَفَروا جَميلَ الطَولِ كُفرَ الجاحِدِ
So they deemed gracious pardon weakness, after
And they saw the beauty of forgiveness as weakness
they had shown an ingrate's ingratitude for generous bounty.
After they disbelieved the beauty of patience like the unbeliever
فَهُناكَ أَمضَيتُ الهَوانَ مُشَمِّراً
فيهِم وَلَم أَكذِب بِقَولٍ زائِدِ
Then, sleeves rolled up, I inflicted humiliation
There I endured humiliation exerting myself with them
upon them, without lying in exaggerated words.
And did not lie with any extra words
فَوَسَمتُ أَوجُهَهُم سِماتٍ ذَلَّلَت
أَعناقَهُم لِلخَلقِ بَعدَ قَلائِدِ
So I branded their faces with marks that humbled
So I marked their faces with traits that humiliated
their necks before mankind, after necklaces had adorned them.
Their necks before people after necklaces
وَأَبَنتُ نوكَهُمُ بِقَولٍ صادِقٍ
في نَثرِ مَنثورٍ وَنَظمِ قَصائِدِ
And I exposed their folly in truthful speech,
And I loosened their venom with truthful words
in the setting forth of prose and the composing of odes.
In prose and in composed poetry
وَجَعَلتُهُم ضُحَكَ المَجالِسِ دَهرَهُم
وَتَنَزُّهاً لِمُفَجَّعٍ وَلِسامِدِ
And I made them the laughingstocks of gatherings for all their days,
And I made them the joke of gatherings for their lifetime
and a diversion for the grief-stricken and the carefree.
And aloof from a mourner and a praiser
فَإِذا رَأَوني مُقبِلاً أَبصَرتُهُم
سُفعَ الوُجوهِ بَليغُهُم كَالجامِدِ
Whenever they saw me approaching, I saw them
So when they see me approaching, I find them
with darkened faces, their eloquent speaker like one frozen.
Lowering faces, tongue-tied like the mute
وَإِذا تَقَلَّبتُ اِدَّرَوا بِشَناعَةٍ
مَرذولَةٍ عِندَ اللَبيبِ الناقِدِ
And whenever I turned away, they shielded themselves with vile abuse,
And when I turn about, they slink away
despised by the discerning critic.
Wretchedly in the eyes of the discerning critic
كُلٌّ يَوَدُّ لِيَ الرَدى لَو نالَهُ
بِالأُمِّ يَفقِدُ شَخصَها وَالوالِدِ
Each longs for my death, if he could secure it
Each desires my downfall if he could attain it
at the cost of losing his mother herself, and his father.
Losing his mother and father
وَاللَهُ أَنصَرُ لِلمُسالِمِ ذي الحِجى
وَاللَهُ أَخذَلُ لِلمُسيءِ العانِدِ
And God is readier to aid the peaceable man of reason,
But God is the greatest supporter of the peaceful petitioner
and God is readier to forsake the stubborn wrongdoer.
And God is the greatest subduer of the unjust obstinate one
قَد قُلتَ لَو قُبِلَ المَقالُ أَلا اِحذَروا
لَيثاً يُقَضقِضُكُم بِأَعبَلِ ساعِدِ
You have said—if words were heeded—'Take heed! Beware
You said, if my speech is accepted, beware
a lion that crushes you with a massive forearm!'
A lion who will crush you with a powerful arm
فَمَضَوا عَلى غِلِّ الصُدورِ فَغودِروا
مِثلَ الهَشيمِ لِخابِطٍ وَلِصائِدِ
But they persisted in the rancor of their breasts, and were left
But they went on in the hatred of their hearts and were destroyed
like dry brushwood for a beater and a hunter.
Like debris for a digger or a hunter
إِن كُنتَ تُنكِرُ ما أَقولُ فَجارِهِم
تَعرِف خَزايَتَهُم بِيَومِ واحِدِ
If you deny what I say, be their neighbor;
If you deny what I say of their villainy
you will know their shamefulness in a single day.
You will know their treasures in a single day
إِنَّ الكَريمَ إِذا رَأى ذا خِسَّةٍ
صَدَفَ المَوَدَّةَ عَنهُ صَدفَ الطارِدِ
Indeed, when a noble man sees one who is base,
When the generous one sees one of lowness
he turns affection away from him, like one driving him out.
He turns away affection from him, turning away the repulsive one
لا تَعدُوَن أَهلَ المَوَدَّةِ وَالتُقى
تَظفَر بِخَيرِ مُؤازِرٍ وَمُعاقِدِ
Never pass over people of affection and piety;
Do not disregard people of affection and piety
you will gain the best supporter and pledged ally.
And you will win the best ally and confidante
Sol 6.1