ما كُنت أُؤثر في دِيني وَتَوحيدي
خَوادع الآل عَن زادي وَمورودي
I would not prefer in my religion and monotheism
The deceptions of people over my provision and what I was given
غَررنَ بي وَبِحَسبي أَن رِوايَتي
مَلأى هريقت عَلى ظَمَأي مِن البيد
They deceived me and my lineage that my narration
Filled my thirst from the white mountain
أَفرَغتها وَبَرَغمي أَنَّها اِنحَدَرَت
بَيضاء كَالروح في سَوداء صَيخود
I emptied it in spite of me that it flowed
White like the soul in the darkness of doubt
وَرُحت لا أَنا عَن مائي بِمُنتَهل
ماء وَلا أَنها عَن زادي بِمَسعود
And I went not finding relief from my water
Neither it from my provision with happiness
أَشك يُؤلِمُني شَكي وَاَبحَث عَن
بَرد اليَقين فَيفنى فيهِ مَجهودي
Doubt hurts me, my doubt and I search for
The coolness of certainty and my effort perishes in it
أَشك لا عَن رِضا مِني وَيَقتُلُني
شَكي وَيَذبَل مِن وَسواسه عودي
I doubt not from my consent and it kills me
My doubt and my twig withers from its obsession
وَكَم أَلوذ بِمَن لاذَ الأَنام بِهِ
وَأَبتَغي الظل في تَيهاء صَيهود
And how often I take refuge in the one people take refuge in
And I seek shade in the straying of doubt
اللَهُ لِي وَلصرح الدين مِن رَيب
مَجنونة الرَأي ثارَت حَولَ مَعبودي
God is for me and for the edifice of religion from suspicion
The mad of opinion revolted around my worship
إِن رَاوَغَتني في نُسكي فَكَم وَلَجَت
بِي المَخاطر في دِيني وَتَوحيدي
If it deceived me in my devotion so how much
Danger infiltrated me in my religion and monotheism