طالعت نجمي بالحسا
ب مدققا في كل حاله
By calculation I examined my star—
—scrutinizing its every state.
وضربت بالهندي ضر
ب مكشّف جهد احتياله
By Indian arithmetic I made—
—a reckoning that exposed the utmost of its cunning.
فحسبته فوجدته
الدبران في درج اعتداله
I calculated it, and found it
to be Aldebaran in the degree of its equipoise.
ورأيته لا كالنجو
م الخمس في معنى خصاله
I saw that it was unlike the five—
—planets in the very nature of its qualities.
وسعوده لا كالسعو
د ونحسه أدنى فعاله
Its auspicious fortune was unlike the fortunate—
—stars, while its malign influence was the least of its effects.
قوّمته في سيره
ووقوفه عقبى زياله
I precisely charted its course
and its station, through to the outcome of its setting.
فرأيته عند السعا
دة ما خطرت له بباله
Then I saw that happiness—
—had never so much as crossed its mind.
غفلت مذاهبه الكوا
ئن في القديم على اعتقاله
Its paths escaped the ken of created—
—beings of old, though bent on apprehending it.
فاشتقّ لي من فعله
اسما يشاب على اعتلاله
Thus from its deeds a name was coined for me—
—a name tinged with its infirmity.
ووجدت حكمى حكمهُ
في سلمه ولظى قتاله
And I found my lot to be its lot,
in its peace and in the blaze of its battle.
بيت الحياة معلّل
وقف على عقبى مطاله
The House of Life stands marked,
dependent on where its delays will end.
ولبيت مالي مذهب
ما خصّني يوما بماله
And the House of my Wealth has a course
that never once singled me out with its riches.
ومن العلامة أنّه
نحمي خلقت على مثاله
And among the signs is this:
my star—I was fashioned in its likeness—
حنَفٌ وحرف متقنٌ
بل لست أنهض من خباله
crookedness, and a letter perfectly wrought;
yet I cannot rise above its ravaging madness.
وتصرّفي في مكسب
بين النجوم معا وفاله
And all my striving after livelihood—
—among all the stars, together with its omen—
ضنك المنالة ما يني
ل لهى فمي بندى نواله
is scant in yield: it never—
—moistens the palate of my mouth with the dew of its bounty.
سيّان عندي هجره
في بعده أو في وصاله
Its estrangement is all the same to me,
whether in its remoteness or in conjunction.
Sol 5.6