كَتَمتُ الهَوى وَهَجَرتُ الحَبيبا
وَأَضمَرتُ في القَلبِ شَوقاً عَجيبا
I concealed my love and abandoned my beloved
And harbored in my heart a wondrous yearning
وَلَم يَكُ هَجريهِ عَن بِغضَةٍ
وَلَكِن خَشيتُ عَلَيهِ العُيوبا
My abandonment was not out of hatred
But fear of defects befalling him
سَأَرعى وَأَكتُمُ أَسرارَهُ
وَأَحفَظُ ما عِشتُ مِنهُ المَغيبا
I will keep to myself and conceal his secrets
And for as long as I live, guard the unseen from him
فَكَم باسِطينَ إِلى وَصلِنا
أَكُفَّهُمُ لَم يَنالوا نَصيبا
So many extending their hands for our union
I held them back, they attained no share
فَيا مَن رَضيتُ بِما قَد لَقي
تُ مِن حُبِّهِ مُخطِئاً أَو مُصيبا
Oh you with whom I was content with all
I have faced from his love, in error or aright
وَيا مَن دَعاني إِلَيهِ الهَوى
فَلَبَّيتُ لَمّا دَعاني مُجيبا
Oh you whom desire called me to
And I responded when he called me, compliant
وَيا مَن تَعَلَّقتُهُ ناشِئاً
فَشِبتُ وَما آنَ لي أَن أَشيبا
Oh you whom I clung to in my youth
And grew up still not ready to grow old
لَعَمري لَقَد كَذَبَ الزاعِمو
نَ أَنَّ القُلوبَ تُجازي القُلوبا
By my life, those who claim
That hearts reward hearts have lied
وَلَو كانَ حَقّاً كَما يَزعُمونَ
لَما كانَ يَجفو حَبيبٌ حَبيبا
If what they claim were true
No beloved would spurn a beloved
وَكَيفَ يَكونُ كَما أَشتَهي
حَبيبٌ يَرى حَسَناتي ذُنوبا
How can it be as I wish
A beloved who sees my virtues as sins
وَلَم أَرَ مِثلَكِ في العالَمي
نَ نِصفاً كَثيباً وَنِصفاً قَضيبا
I have not seen your like in all the world
Half so thick, half so thin
وَأَنَّكِ لَو تَطِئينَ التُرابَ
لَزِدتِ التُرابَ عَلى الطيبِ طيبا
For if you tread on dust
You would add more sweetness to the sweet dust