مَهْمَا تأمَّلْتُ الحياةَ
وَجُبْتُ مَجْهَلَها الرَّهِيبْ
No matter how I contemplate life
However long I contemplated life,
And delve into its tremendous mysteries
And traversed its terrible, dark unknown,
ونَظَرْتُ حولي لَمْ أَجِدْ
إلاَّ شُكُوكَ المُسْتَريبْ
And look around, I find naught
I looked around yet found no trace,
But doubts that perturb the mind
Save for the doubts of a skeptical mind,
حتَّى دَهِشْتُ وما أُفِدْتُ
بدهشتي رأياً مُصيبْ
Until I grow perplexed, and gain
Until I was dazed, yet gained no light
No insight from my perplexity
Of guiding wisdom from my awe,
لكنَّني أَجْهَدْتُ نَفْسي
وهيَ باديَةُ اللُّغوبْ
Yet I strive with all my soul
And yet I drove my weary soul,
Though it be weary and forlorn
Though signs of languor plainly showed,
وَدَفَعْتُها وهيَ الهزيلَةُ
في مُغالَبَةِ الكُروبْ
And spur it on, though it be frail
And urged it on, so frail and worn,
In the struggle against adversity
To struggle against the weight of woes,
في مَهْمَهٍ مَتَقَلِّبٍ
تُخْشَى غَوَائِلُهُ جَديبْ
In an uncertain endeavor
In a shifting wasteland, vast and bare,
Whose perils make one shudder
Whose perils are dreaded, whose soil is dry,
فإذا أصابَتْ من
مَنَاهِلِهِ شراباً تَسْتَطيبْ
But if from its springs
So if it chanced to taste from its
It finds a draft to relish
Watering places a pleasant draught,
أَروتْ جوانِحَهَا وذلك
حَسْبُها كيما تَؤُوبْ
It revives its being, and that
It quenched its inner thirst, and that
Suffices it, that it may repent
Sufficed to let it journey back,
ومَنِ ارتوى في هذه
الدُّنيا تَسَنَّمَهَا خَطِيبْ
And he who slaked his thirst in
For whoever drinks their fill in this
This life, ascended its summits
World, ascends it like a conqueror,
أَوْ لا فقد رَكِبَتْ من
الأَيَّامِ مَرْكَبَها العَصِيبْ
Or else the days have embarked him
Or if not, then it has ridden upon
On their miserable ship
The days on a steed most hard to tame,
وَقَضَتْ كما شاءَ الخُلودُ
وفي جوانِحِهَا اللَّهيبْ
And passed away, as eternity willed
And perished exactly as Fate decreed,
With fiery passion in its being
With the burning flame within its ribs.