يا ربِّ لا تجعل المنظورَ من أجلي
يلقاك بالسّيّءِ المكروهِ من عملي
O Lord, do not let anyone harmed because of me
meet You bearing the hateful sin of my doing.
وَاِجعلْ مسيري إلى لُقياك يوم ترى
حشرَ الأنامِ على نهجٍ من السُّبُلِ
And make my journey to meet You, on the day You behold
all humankind assembled, follow a path among the ways—
في واضحٍ جَدَدٍ تأبى العثارَ به
رِجْلي فلا هَفْوَتي فيه ولا زللي
a clear, level road where my foot refuses to stumble,
with neither misstep nor straying there.
وأعطني الأمنَ في يومٍ تكون به
قلوبُ خلقك ملقاةً على الوَجَلِ
And grant me safety on a day when
the hearts of Your creatures are cast into dread.
كم ذا أُؤمّل عفواً لستُ أكسبُهُ
ويلٌ لجلدِيَ يوم النّارِ من أملي
How long shall I hope for pardon I do not earn?
Woe to my hide on the Day of Fire, for this hope of mine!
وأُسْتَغَرُّ بما أمّلتُ تخدعني
لَيُّ الحوادثِ إذْ أرْخَتْ من الطِّوَلِ
And I seek Your forgiveness for what I hoped; I am deceived
by fortune’s turns whenever I let the tether run long.
كانّني وزنادُ الخوف تلذعني
بما أخاف وأرجو غير محتفلِ
As though I—while fear’s fire-steels scorch me—
were unchanged by all that I fear and hope for.
قولٌ جميلٌ وأفعالٌ مقبَّحةٌ
يا بُعدَ ذا القول في الدّنيا من العملِ
My words are fair, but my deeds are vile;
how far, in this world, are such words from action!
يا بُؤسَ للدّهرِ غُرّ العالِمون به
والجاهلون معاً في الأعصر الأُوَلِ
Alas for Time! By it the learned were deceived,
and all the ignorant too, in ages past.
مَضوْا جميعاً فلا عينٌ ولا أثرٌ
حانوا وحالوا وهذا الدّهرُ لم يَحُلِ
They all passed away: not one is seen, not a trace remains.
Their hour came and they passed away; Time itself has not passed.
كأنّهمْ بعدما استمْطَوْا جنائزهمْ
لم يمتطلوا صَهَواتِ الخيلِ والإبلِ
As though, once they had mounted their funeral biers,
they had never mounted the backs of horses and camels.
قالوا فرغتَ من الأشغال قلت لهمْ
لو لم أَكن باِنتظار الموتِ في شُغُلِ
They said, “You are free of all concerns.” I said to them,
“If only I were not engrossed in waiting for death!”
إنّي لأعلمُ علماً لا يخالجه
شكٌّ فأطمع للدّنيا ويطمع لي
Indeed, I know with knowledge into which there enters
no doubt—yet I desire the world, and it desires me—
بأنّه لا مَحيصٌ عن مدى سفري
وَلا دواءٌ لما أشكوه من عللي
that there is no escape from my journey’s destination,
and no cure for the ailments of which I complain.
Sol 5.6