سَلامٌ وَهَل يُغني السَّلام على الَّذِي
مَضى هالكاً عنّى كَما اِقتَرح الرَّدى
Peace—but can a greeting of peace avail the one who
has passed from me, perished, as Death saw fit?
سَددتُ بهِ بَطنَ الصَّعيد وَإِنّه
لَيُؤلم قَلبي أَنْ سَددتُ بهِ الثّرى
I filled the earth’s belly with him—and truly,
it pains my heart that I filled the damp soil with him.
وَعَن غَيرِ إِيثارٍ عَمَرتُ بِهِ اللّوى
وَحَكّمتُ في أَوصالِهِ شِقّةَ الرِّدا
With no choice of mine, I peopled the winding sands with him,
and gave a fold of the shroud dominion over his limbs.
فَخُذْ سِرَّ قَلبي مِلءَ كفّيكَ من شجىً
وَخُذ جَفْنَ عَيني ملءَ كفّيكَ مِن قَذى
Then take my heart’s secret—both your palms full of heartache;
and take my eye’s lid—both your palms full of smarting grit.
فَبنْ غَير مَملولٍ فَكم بانَ بائنٌ
مغافصةً لا عَن ملالٍ ولا قِلى
Then go—not because you had grown tiresome; how many a one has gone
under a sorrow that strikes deep, not from weariness or hate.
أَقولُ وَقَد عَزّ اِصطِباري هَكَذا
أَرادَ مَليكُ الأرضِ أَو هَكذا قَضى
I say, now that patient endurance lies beyond me: Is this how—
the Sovereign of the earth willed it, or is this how He decreed?
Sol 5.6