جبالُ هُمومٍ على كاهِلي
وجيشُ الشَّدائِد من داخِلي
Mountains of care weigh upon my shoulders,
and an army of adversities rises from within me.
توالت علىَّ عَلى غِرَّةٍ
وما كنتُ للِهَمِّ بالحامِلِ
They came upon me one after another, catching me unawares,
though I had never been a bearer of sorrow.
فَضاقَت عَلىَّ رِحابُ الفَضا
وفي العَيشِ ما صِرتُ بالآملِ
Then the vast reaches of space closed in around me,
and I no longer held any hope in life.
ولو كان يُجدي البُكاءُ فَتىً
لأجدى أخًَا المَدمَعِ الهاطِلِ
Had weeping been able to avail a young man,
it would have availed the man of streaming tears.
فقلتُ ألوذُ بها عَلَّها
تُخَفِّفُ بعضَ الأسى القاتِلِ
So I said, “I will seek refuge in it; perhaps it will
ease some of this deathly grief.”
فلذتُ بِها مثل ذوبِ النضارِ
تُزَحزِحُ لُبَّ الفَتى العاقِلِ
So I sought refuge in it, like molten gold,
that dislodges the reason of a sensible young man.
فجاءت بعكسِ المُنى بل وزادت
هُموماً على هَمِىَ النازِلِ
But it brought the very opposite of my hopes; indeed, it increased
my cares atop the grief already descended upon me.
وغطَّت على بَصري وقَضَت
قضاءً على عَقلىَ الرَّاحلِ
It veiled my sight and pronounced
a final sentence upon my fading reason.
Sol 5.6