سَجنتُ نفسِي بيَدِي
مِن غيرِ ما حُكمٍ عَلَي
I imprisoned myself with my own hands
Without being sentenced
بَقيتُ خلفَ البابِ في
ظُلمةِ ليلٍ حَندَسِي
I remained behind the door in
The darkness of my gloomy night
مُنتظِراً زَورةَ مَن
كُلُّ المُنَى هُو لَدَي
Waiting for the visit of one
Who is my only wish
كَم مِن خُطى حَسَبتُها
خُطَى شَقَينَ مُهجَتِي
How many footsteps did I think were
The footsteps of my tormentor
فَيقفزُ القَلبُ وأر
هُفُ لِسمعِ أُذنِي
So my heart would jump and I would
Prick up my ears
قد يتَلاشَى صوتُها
فَيرجِعُ اليأسُ إلَي
Her voice may fade away
And despair returns to me
ثُم أعُود ثَانيا
أجلُس فوقَ مَقعَدِي
Then I go back again
And sit on my seat
مُنتَصِباً في وقفَتِي
في البابِ واضِعا يَدِي
Standing erect in my stance
With my hand on the door
وهكَذا قَضَيتُ تِل
كَ السَّاعتَين يا أخِي
And so I spent those
Two hours, O brother
وكُلَّمَا قلتُ لِقل
بي اليأسُ إحدَى رَاحَتي
And whenever I told my heart
To despair, one of my two comforts
يَقولُ صَبرا رُبمَا
ضَميرُه يكونُ حَي
Would say, "Have patience, perhaps
His conscience is still alive
إنَّ الوفاءَ بالوُعو
دِ شيمَةُ الحُرِّ السَّرِي
For loyalty to one's promise is the trait
Of a free and noble man"
يقولُ صَبراً رُبمَا
يُنجزُ وعدَه الوفِي
It would say, "Have patience, maybe
He will fulfill his faithful promise"
وعِندمَا أبصرَ ما
أبصَرَ ما قد حَلَّ بي
And when it saw what
It saw, what had happened to me
خاطَبنِي بقَولِه
ضَميرُ ذَا ليسَ بِحَى
It addressed me saying
"This conscience is not alive
فاترُكهُ واترُك ذكرَه
فَلسَت عِندَه بِشَي
So leave him and leave mentioning him
For you are nothing to him"